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New reframe for having a panic attack

My amygdala is having a rager

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grabs your hand. you've had enough plot and exposition and character development lately im taking you to the beach episode

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me: you know you wear more makeup than your whole office put together.

also me: *sigh* listen, Mx Negative Self-Talk, have a seat. Here's some bubble tea. It's not our fault that we enjoy putting fun goth sparkly shit on our face for when we're around people. And it doesn't matter that other people don't do that. We make the smart data words better when we have the sparkly goth shit on our face. Have a cookie and chill out. We're going to the MAC store.

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I am going to use this to justify so many bad decisions. Kidding. I think.

whenever i'm trying to talk myself out of buying something i don't need i always hear my old russian professor's voice echoing in my head: "WHAT??? WILL YOU DIE THE RICHEST MAN IN THE GRAVEYARD?" and then i make an unwise financial decision

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I've realized that even though my capoeira journey has been hella inconsistent it's been rich with history. A long time ago I practiced capoeira angola with a student of Mestre Joao Grande. I studied with a student of Mestre Accordion for a few years, and just yesterday got to learn some capoeira regional from a professor who's Mestre is Mestre Bimba's son. I am truly fortunate. And of course my current Mestre is great.

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LIFE GOALS. Uh except for the procreating.

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lort hah mercy I understand why tanks get instant queues now. Trying to balance "experienced" DPS expectations with making sure the sprout who's never done the dungeon before doesn't have a bad time... Look man, running ahead and dying to trash is not going to make me pull faster. In fact I will pull slower because I'm busy laughing. Is it normal to expect a rushed balls-to-the-wall run in a sub-50 dungeon anyway? I feel like I'm taking crazy pills. For a second I was both ashamed to be a melee DPS main and also wanted to quit tanking forever.

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Varric Tethras as a character is wild. He calls everyone by a nickname. He writes trashy romance novels. He’s a prolific liar. His family got them kicked out of the dwarf kingdom for rigging dwarven Wrestlemania matches. He has fingers in literally every crime ring in Kirkwall. He lives in a pub. He named his weapon after his absent girlfriend with whom he has a restraining order. He denies his involvement in keeping the wizard police away from his friend’s illegal magic Urgent Care. He’s the mom of the friend group. And he does this all while being four feet tall

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a brilliant fish

new rule

every time you think about a body part that you don't like (me for example, I don't like my facial hair) you must immediately think about a different part of your body that you do like.

for example if I'm feeling dysphoric about the stubble on my face, I must also think about how I like the curvature of my arms, or how I like the unique amber-green coloring of my eyes. it can be any compliment about your appearance that you can think of

I feel like one of the main things that makes dysphoria so rough is that there isn't any balance between criticism and compliment, and the more you think about parts of your body that you don't like, the more they become a focus in your head

sorry for the rambly post but I'm going to be trying this, and I hope it helps someone else who sees this post too

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🌙 Crowned moon & Shining star ✨

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Im going kitty cat mode :3 mrrow

prrpt

circles your leg circles your leg

:p

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Okay so, if that is the size of a young Faerûn cave bear before its adult teeth have set in...

In actuality, Halsin's gotta be...