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i fucking played 7 days a skeptic w my habibti yesterday and i sweated through my shirt like u wouldn't believe .... got caugjt like 4 times by thr welder My life has shortened exponentially and my blood pressure is at an all time high

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omg this shit slaps

5 Days A Stranger: The (Un)Official Novelization complete!

The unofficial novelization has been completed! If you would like to read it and dive back into the world of DeFoe manor, click here:

https://www.wattpad.com/story/292757332-5-days-a-stranger-the-un-official-novelization

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trans masculinity, when u have a shitty father, is abt taking pieces of him for yrself & reclaiming it & turning those things delicate & caring in ways he could never, ways that would disgust him. in his hand-me-down jacket, i carry bandages. the knife he used to skin deer is now the knife i use to sections apples to share with my brother

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unless it's a friend's joke. then i am totally fliertinggg lov u bby

since when was laughing at people's jokes considered flirting???

i laugh at everything! i am simply trying to be PLEASANT

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since when was laughing at people's jokes considered flirting???

i laugh at everything! i am simply trying to be PLEASANT

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i'm not ready for octember to ennnnnddddd

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nitw is so real and it means so much to me

If you follow Selmers to the poetry society meeting in Night In The Woods, this is her poem. I loved it and the themes of the game, and wanted to use it as practice to see if i can control the way readers ‘hear’ the words through images.

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thinking of going by a different name..

i find Acer & go insane

looks it up:  a widely distributed genus of trees and shrubs (family Aceraceae) or maples.

HELL YEAH so far so good, what else could it mean???

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oh.

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life is no fun if you don't harass your friends

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the inherent eroticism of two gays fistfighting covered in somebody else's blood

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revenge stories mmmmmmm i used to not like gore and would consume mostly slice of life but now i have gained an appetite for bloodshed, grief, loss and violence

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october is gone and i am better for it

it has been officially a full year since i met one of my closest friends - 31/10

became self aware pt. 2000 (real) (you never really stop becoming more self aware through your early twenties i think)

learned a lot about younger me and my parents. Made peace with things, though i still have many questions (i was a lil shit man idk what to tell u)

I came out to mom

I have discovered i actually do Need therapy but that is okay and i am not destined to become a trashfire

I stopped surpressing normal human emotions and started having crushes on people again

let myself have dreams and some form of plans for the future

realized growing up is cool and life is long, i don't have to be sad about leaving my childhood bc i carry my inner child with me. plus, childhood is never as rosy as you remember, it was a bloodthirsty time

got closer to some new friends i've been making since moving to a new country

been having weekly meetings with a cool af enby mentor who had been helping me keep focus on setting goals for myself

realized how important trusting your family can be. & this coming from a person who gets most of their support from chosen family

realized i am actually still madly in love and smitten with lis bts chloe price beyond measure,, she is my wife

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it is 5 am and i am working on my assignments.... i love coding !! haha

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in this google search bar fighting for my life

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i love how i managed to not get covid at all this whole pandemic but a change of environment i.e. going to the gym for the 1st time,,, was enough of a breaking point for my body to get so sick i was bedridden for a week

WHY IS HUMAN HEALTH LIKE AN INDOOR PLANT

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the feminine urge to eat plain white rice with salt

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As a gender nonconforming cis dyke, I’ve received a lot of weird hostility in bathrooms. Like, a lot. The mild but frequent stuff is when people see me, do a visible double take, and go check the sign again. The not entirely common, more aggressive stuff is when people verbally question why I’m there. More than once I’ve had someone call me “it” or confront me about my gender in public settings. I’ve had people try to tell me to leave.

But the only place I’ve had someone physically try to remove me from a bathroom was in London.

Some random middle aged woman thought that she had the right to put her hands on me simply because I don’t match her ideas of what femininity is, and I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this happened in a place where transphobia is running rampant. Of all the weird stuff that’s happened to me in pretty conservative parts of the US, they simply are not as emboldened here as they currently are in the UK; but don’t think for a moment that they don’t intend to get there.

Trans people are reason enough to fight these bigots. It’s a good enough reason. Trans people deserve respect, dignity, compassion, and protection. But if you think they’ll be satisfied with only pushing trans people back into the closet, you’re utterly deluded. They want absolute conformity, simple as that, and they’re increasing their push here too.

Any lesbian who aligns herself with transphobia is a traitor. Simple as that.