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You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.

Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms (via wordsnquotes)

Always. Wondering if this good feeling will come back ever. as it's happening I'm already mourning.

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Lol

When crows remember people who wronged them and hold grudges it’s ‘intelligent’ and ‘really cool’ but when i do it i’m ‘petty’ and ‘need to move on?’.

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It's more sit there and distract the mind, or battle with the negative thoughts, untrue and horrid. Try to convince myself, "I'm thinking about it, therefore I am aware;I am present". Once I can get my head around that monotonous self care tasks become easier. They're automatic as if I were a human prop on a stage being tugged, jerked, twisted, and thrown by people in full body suits without their own expression. No faces. Snuffed by dark emotions, they only express through me. A channel;Outlet.

Now. Present. Happiness.

Gratitude.

Coffee.

Infinite Love.

Most people treat depression as if the depressed person sat down in a room, weighed out the pros and cons, and decided being depressed was a great option.

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Dumb. I'm done. Almost forgot because we'll, high pitch is there. Irritating Irritating likes the pain A pain in my brain. My body is proving I'm alive with natural pain.

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My study guide. From May 1998. At least I'll have a basic idea of the names of these things I'm recognising. Next skill goal is knot tying. For camping, fishing, traps, practical survival applications (i.e. tent knots, food sack hanger knots, etc.) I'll be a park ranger. Or a volenteer at least. I've wanted to do this since I seen Morgan Spurlock's show on netflix called "Inside Man" Spread Love... ...even to the earth/nature.

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Car ahead of us paid for our Taco Bell order. Cashier said they told them they are spreading kindness. Love it. Inject a Smile. Spread Kindness. One smile can make someone's day. Spread Love.

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You're Strong!

Remember nature is your home at heart. You are strong. You are wise. You will survive. You. Will. Live. Spread Love.

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Apparently, I'm the cause of everything. Wake up, try to be cute after getting irritated waking up to a boner in the butt when I wanted to sleep longer. Drift back to sleep then get woken up again. Okay, it's probably not him... except he says he cant help it. You cant help the boner.. but humping my butt with it and waking me up sure. And i guess i cant suduce righy, cuz I try to be cute and it comes across as angry. Try to talk and it comes across as attacking. When i try i fuck up when I dont everything gets fucked up why should I try?

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I met you. You smiled. I froze. I stopped looking for more.

g.m. (via wnq-writers)

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My soul and yours are the same, You appear in me, I in you, We hide in each other.

Rumi (via wordsnquotes)

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So adorable. :3

Finnian ft. the majestic bubble nest ,, shoutout to @pet-of-subs for naming him🙆

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If you raised your voice - You’ve already lost the argument.

Anonymous (via wordsnquotes)

Yup, at that point it's not constructive and neither party is actually listening.

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Right, everyone else is just doing stuff and hoping for the best. XD

Most annoying part of your 20's: Feeling like you're not where you should be, while everyone else SEEMS like they are.

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Colors I see red when you come to mind. 
Red because I’m angry, wanting, burning inside.
I see blue when you come to mind.
Blue because I’m hurt, aching, all torn up inside. 
I see black when you come to mind. 
Black because you hurt me, you tore me apart, and you don’t care. 
I see bright lights. 
Bright lights because I’m letting you go; I finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. A bright light signaling me to move on. To find me. I thank you for giving me the brightness to finally see the person I want and need to be without you. You gave me a black and white life. Now I’ll be living in color.

teeeeeeets (via wnq-writers)

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No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

Aesop, The Lion and the Mouse   (via wordsnquotes)

Yeah,

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Yup. Always, it's a habit.

The Truth About the Types

ISTJ: Smartest people, but don’t realize it. Hella scary when pissed off. ISFJ: Adorable little teddy bear that will try to act macho. INFJ: So rad but so sad. Master of sarcasm and late-night epiphanies. INTJ: An evil genius that just wants to be loved. Will deny. INTP: Smartass that sells home-made bombs for cash. Will deny. INFP: Wants to make friends, doesn’t know how. Extremely poetic. ISFP: Wants to find true love, doesn’t realize that it’s right there. Turns to art. ISTP: The one that is quiet, but when speaking, you realize they are hilariously sadistic. ESTP: Flirt that will do whatever if dared, but will also pretend that horror movies don’t scare them. ESFP: Will either party or refuse to while playing XBOX live with friends. Will pretend to fight you. ENFP: The most optimistic badass you will ever meet. ENTP: Enjoys fucking shit up with the other signs. Will fight you. ENTJ: Charming but scary and overbearing. ENFJ: Sweetest people ever. Actually mom. ESFJ: The cool aunt that will hook you up with a cutie. ESTJ: Wants to be the boss, is a little scared. Lots of angst. Funny to watch.