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[2015] Puppies and the past

Han Sanghyuk / October 21, 2015 at 8:31pm They're not trying to kill you! :D

Ahn Heeyeon / October 24, 2015 at 1:17am This photo was actually taken just moments before they pulled me into the pool and tried to drown me by sitting on my head

Han Sanghyuk / October 28, 2015 at 6:19pm You.... should stay away from babies. Stick to puppies, yeah?

Ahn Heeyeon / October 30, 2015 at 1:35am Yes, sir. Will do!

Han Sanghyuk / November 4, 2015 at 7:52pm /he smiles shamelessly, his eyes speaking the dirt no words could.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 5, 2015 at 1:03pm /she stares at you quietly, reading your expression easily and she pokes your stomach, a little flustered; Stop thinking about whatever it is you're thinking about.

Han Sanghyuk / November 11, 2015 at 4:43am /he covers his stomach with his hand absentmindedly after the poke; What? I'm just thinking about puppies. Isn't that a good thing? /he tilts his head a bit to the side; Didn't you like our new concept?

Ahn Heeyeon / November 14, 2015 at 8:58pm You're not thinking about puppies unless you're thinking about zoophilia which I certainly hope you're not. /she squints her eyes briefly before that second question makes her pause and she gives a slow nod; Ye...ah. I like it..

Han Sanghyuk / November 16, 2015 at 8:39pm /he snorts, which turns into a rather amused chuckle as he shakes his head; I'm not. I'm thinking of you as a puppy. My puppy. With fluffy ears, maybe a bow too? A tail and... let's see. A collar? With a matching leash. /he nods with you, lips parted as his smile widens; I knew you would.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 19, 2015 at 1:21am ... That's... /she snaps her mouth shut and her eyes widens a little as she tries to imagine herself the way you painted it up, nose wrinkling a bit; A tail? What sort of kinky stuff are you into.. /she doesn't sound put off at all, only curious and once again she squints her eyes; What do you mean you knew I would?

Han Sanghyuk / November 20, 2015 at 3:59am /his eyes widen as yours do but his expression is one of amusement. He nods, shrugging a shoulder; Well, that could take a while to list, but in this particular case... let's just say my latest concept is just the tip of the iceberg. /he shrugs again, tilting his head to the side; Well, you /are/ dating me.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 21, 2015 at 1:03am /she huffs, expression softening and she's all smiles again; Mhm. So long as zoophilia isn't included I guess that's okay. Your latest concept is quite nice, I suppose. I bet it wasn't your idea though, if it had been Naruto or something weird then I'd perhaps think you were behind it but... Nah.

Han Sanghyuk / November 23, 2015 at 6:46pm /he chuckles both at how you smile and what you say next, shaking his head; It isn't, it's the furthest thing from it. Ah no, it wasn't my idea at all, it was Ravi hyung's and I won't get into that because that would just be weird as hell... but well, I still enjoy the idea and what it mea-- don't mock me, woman.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 23, 2015 at 11:47pm /she purses her lips, lifting her shoulders in a shrug as her eyes sparkle with amusement; Thought so. So it was Ravi-ssi's idea and you still enjoy that idea, does that mean you enjoy the fact that it was his idea? /she's clearly twisting it around for her own amusement, tilting her head sideways;

Han Sanghyuk / November 25, 2015 at 5:44am /he scratches at his head, momentarily confused by the "logic" of your statement; What? His... No! Ew... No. No. Ravi hyung is... ew no. He's way too much of a brother-like figure for me to... Don't do this to me. /he grows serious, blinking as he lowers his gaze.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 25, 2015 at 8:34pm I was kidding. /she barely reacts to how serious you suddenly look, only observing you as attentively as she always is; I'm not doing anything though? Except for having fun and trying to confuse you. You're the one doing things to yourself if you take it seriously.

Han Sanghyuk / November 27, 2015 at 4:27am /he stays silent, dipping his head down and glancing up at you; Don't talk to me like that, please. /he takes a step towards you, reaching for your hand; Male interaction is... a sensitive topic for me. Especially with guys I used to share a house with. I'm sorry I misinterpreted your words.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 27, 2015 at 11:12am /she shakes her head a bit but accepts your hand in hers and her voice is soft even when her words are serious because she doesn't mean anything bad; You have your reasons for feeling that way but if it's got anything to do with your past relationship, you can't let that dictate your life after all this time. I get that it takes time to get over things and I'm not going to hurry your healing process because that's not something that can be rushed... But I can't walk around on eggshells, I'm going to say things and I'm going to joke around but I can't do that if I'm afraid I might remind you of something from the past. It's not like I really want to think about you with a guy, another person - I'm just making jokes. But I'm sorry I said that. I appreciate that you at least told me the reason why you got so serious all of a sudden else I would have gone around wondering about it, questioning myself.. I'll respect it. No more twisting words around and no more talking about your members in ways that might be taken as something it wasn't meant to.

Han Sanghyuk / December 14, 2015 at 5:36pm It's not about my past relationship, it's about how VIXX is doing, how the relationship with my hyungs has changed so much in the past couple of years and how it's hard for me to make a joke of it when it's still a sensitive topic for me. Also, Hakyeon hyung isn't the only male I've ever had feelings for, or the only member of my group, and for a very long time I questioned myself as a man because of it. It's not about how much he hurt me, it's about a whole process and I know I shouldn't have taken it so seriously and that your intentions weren't bad but it still stung because even if I'm over it, there's a part of me that will still wonder if I'm good enough for you, if I'm man enough for this relationship. Does that make sense?

Ahn Heeyeon / December 15, 2015 at 9:38pm Okay.. /she nods slowly, wrapping her arms around herself as she averts her gaze so she can think through everything you told her; It.. It makes sense.. I guess.. /she worries her bottom lip between her teeth, your insecurities feeding her own; I'm sorry, I'll be more careful. I really didn't mean to- Are you-.. Have you ever.. Doubted us? Because of.. how you feel..?

Han Sanghyuk / December 24, 2015 at 4:44am /he reaches a hand out to you, resting it on your arm before giving it a gentle squeeze; I know you didn't, it's okay. I just felt like I needed to make that clear, it wasn't you. /he then shakes his head eagerly, both hands lifting to your shoulders which he grips gently; You're the first thing in my life that I have no hint of doubt about, I'm so sure of my feelings for you, of how attracted I am to you, both mind and body... You make me whole, noona.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 28, 2015 at 12:51am /she ducks her head for just a short moment, gathering her bearings a bit before she once again looks back up at you and there's no trace of doubt in her expression - if you say so then she trusts that it really is so and she allows a small smile to curl her lips; You make me whole too, Hyogi. In every single way. I love you.. I really do. More than anything. I hope you know that

Han Sanghyuk / December 28, 2015 at 9:04pm /he meets your gaze when you look back up at him, giving you a hopefully reassuring smile in return; Good. I know you do, silly noona. /he presses a quick peck to your lips before pulling you in for a hug; I love you too. So much it's hard for me to fall asleep sometimes.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 31, 2015 at 11:21pm That doesn't sound very healthy. /a soft laugh escapes her, her arms snaking around your middle and there is no trace left of the tension that had risen a moment ago; But I can relate. Definitely. What do you.. What do you think about..? When you can't sleep...

Han Sanghyuk / January 4, 2016 at 4:41pm /he's smiling too and he sways you a little before leaning in to press his lips to yours briefly; Well, sometimes it's about how lovely you are and how I'd kill to have you laying there beside me so I could cuddle you all night and throughout the day, being lazy with you... And others, well, I think about how you sound when I'm inside you, how you look and how it feels.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 5, 2016 at 10:45pm /she allows the smile to once again stretch her lips after they naturally puckered for the brief liplock, your words making it widen even if she gets a little flustered by the end but despite the light blush on her cheeks her eyes are sparkling; Hmm.. Sounds like your mind is keeping busy. I'd try to tell you that you should try not to think of such things if I didn't understand how it feels because.. You know.. I have similar thoughts myself.

Han Sanghyuk / January 7, 2016 at 4:21am /his smile widens when you blush but he purses his lips so as not to make it even more embarrassing for you - the last thing he'd want you to think being him mocking you. He nods, lifting a shoulder in a brief shrug; It really is, I-- /he widens his eyes then - purposefully - mouth falling open exaggeratedly as he teases; You... think about your boobs too? And your glorious thighs... and beautiful hair and smile~

Ahn Heeyeon / January 8, 2016 at 12:48am /she can't help but laugh and roll her eyes good-naturedly, whacking your arm gently; Yes, that's exactly what I think about. Didn't you know? /she shakes her head, leaning closer so she can press her face against your chest and hide; Stop with the compliments else you will turn me into.. Not a tomato but more like ketchup. And don't say they're not compliments but facts or whatever because I'm not buying it.

Han Sanghyuk / January 10, 2016 at 6:58pm /he laughs out loud, the sound high pitched with how amused he is by your reaction; Who can blame you? Being able to look at them all day, everyday... touch them... Man. /he still teases, patting your back when you approach him and he holds you loosely to him; I like ketchup, they make life more tasty. /he presses a peck to the top of your head; They're facts /and/ compliments, I love you.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 12, 2016 at 3:14pm Shut up. You're an idiot. /as always when she says these things to you, the words are light and said followed by soft laughter, a light pinch being delivered to your side; No boobs for you for at least a month now! But I love you too.. Even if you're biased like this regarding certain things.

Han Sanghyuk / January 23, 2016 at 4:54am /he laughs with you, flinching slightly at the pinch which just causes another set of the hahas. His tone playful when he speaks again, clicking his tongue in mock disapproval; Are you sure you can last that long without me touching you? Them. Pshhhhhh I'm not biased at all, I love all of you~

Ahn Heeyeon / January 23, 2016 at 10:34pm If I have to, yes. /she squints her eyes in a playful glare, pushing gently against your chest as if she's soooooo fed up with you although that's not the case at all; Or maybe you'd need the reversed.. thing. What if you're not allowed to stop touching ~them~? You just have to touch and touch and touch..

Han Sanghyuk / January 28, 2016 at 6:13pm How is that a punishment, though? /he arches a brow teasingly, tilting his head slightly to the side; Just imagine. I'd have to go perform with you and everything. Your fans would definitely be very pleased with the new version of Hot Pinkeu Pinkeu. /he laughs; Chained Up would be very interesting to perform to as well.

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[2015] Call You Mine

Han Sanghyuk to Ahn Heeyeon / October 21, 2015 They let me post this. Don't tell anyone it's for you.

혁(Hyuk) - Call You Mine (Cover.)

Han Sanghyuk / October 21, 2015 at 7:47pm <3 -----» I forgot this~ makes me sound less cold, right?

Ahn Heeyeon / October 22, 2015 at 12:24am .... Are you.. Um.. Are you trying to-... I-I'm going to cry.

Han Sanghyuk / October 28, 2015 at 6:18pm I'll take that as the good kind of crying? Don't cry, though... I act tough but, well...

Ahn Heeyeon / October 29, 2015 at 12:22am /nods but quickly turns away when she's actually tearing up, fanning her face with both her hands;

Han Sanghyuk / November 4, 2015 at 7:52pm A-Ah, noona... /he approaches you and tugs at your arm gently so you'd face him; Don't hide from me. We'll probably just cry together but hey.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 5, 2015 at 1:02pm I'm just- /she smiles even if her eyes are filled with tears, sniffling softly; Touched. Um, I'm a little more sensitive these days so..

Han Sanghyuk / November 11, 2015 at 4:43am Oh no... You're pregnant? /he widens his eyes, his tone sounding so surprised he could be in the theater; I knew I shouldn't have kissed you.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 14, 2015 at 9:07pm /she laughs despite the tears, ducking her head afterward as she sniffles softly; Yeah, that's definitely the reason. So we shouldn't kiss anymore. /she takes a tentative step forward while keeping her head down, letting her arms slowly loop around your middle as she seeks out the warmth she always finds there;

Han Sanghyuk / November 16, 2015 at 8:39pm /he watches you through a loving gaze, his smile so warm and lame yet he doesn't even bother disguising it; We really shouldn't. I can't think of anything more tortuous, though. /with his arms wrapped around you, he presses you closer to him, his cheek resting against your head as he sighs; Let's just keep making babies, okay?

Ahn Heeyeon / November 19, 2015 at 1:24am Mm.. /she sighs too, sniffling some more as she tries to get her emotions under control and there's always something so warm about being in your arms but she doesn't get to wonder about it too much because the next words coming from you makes her let out another tearful laughter; That'll be very tiring for me. I'll be like... constantly pregnant.

Han Sanghyuk / November 25, 2015 at 5:52am /he runs a hand slowly up and down your back, pressing a quick peck to the top of your head at the sound of your laughter; We will figure something out. I can wear a plastic bag over my face so you don't get my DNA and use it to make little Hyogis. Hah. How cute. Little Hyogis. How about... hmmmmmm. I kiss you somewhere other than your mouth? That way we can prevent a pregnancy or two...

Ahn Heeyeon / November 25, 2015 at 8:31pm Yes, please. /she nods, rubbing her cheek against your chest; Little Hyogis sound adorable and all but I think one Hyogi is enough for now. You and a couple of little Hyogis, I'd.. You'd team up against me, I'd get pranked all the time and just imagine the food costs!

Han Sanghyuk / November 27, 2015 at 4:26am /he lifts a hand to run his fingers through your hair as he speaks; Oh we'd so team up against you, prank you all the time. But we'd also fill you with love and flowers and kisses and-- Oh my god, I sound like a sap. /he laughs, the sound coming out a little high pitched; Do you think Japaning you instead will keep the children away?

Ahn Heeyeon / November 27, 2015 at 7:08am I knew it. /she lets out a soft laugh, tilting her head a little so she can glance up at you; You already do fill me up with love and kisses.. Not flowers though, you'll have to fix that. And chocolate. And another teddy bear to add to my collection. /...

Han Sanghyuk / December 14, 2015 at 5:36pm /he nods once, lips pursed in mock determination; I'll make sure to rectify it, my girl simply cannot live without flowers. And... /he chuckles as you add more to the list; ... chocolate and Hyogi bears! /he scoffs playfully, reaching a hand down to poke at your side; No, it cannot create babies unless it's connected to another being's saliva. And there's no saliva involved in Japan, so~ I believe it's safe.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 20, 2015 at 12:28am ... And gummy bears.. And chocolate pudding... /she adds with a laugh, gently swatting your hand away before letting her arms wrap around you once again - she thought about stepping back and dive into a playful mood but she wanted to cherish the proximity; If you say so~. Maybe I should question whether your saliva really is magical...

Han Sanghyuk / January 28, 2016 at 6:21pm I'll go even further! I'll build you a candy house and you can pick what to eat and when to eat it. How's that? /he holds you loosely to him, chuckling as he shakes his head; You're my girlfriend! You're not supposed to question me like that. I'm your lord and commander, how dare you. /he gasps dramatically.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 31, 2016 at 12:44am I didn't ask for a candy house though. /she playfully frowns as if she's so displeased by how you're not just going along with what she's saying and wanting; I made you a specific list of what I want and you offer me a candy house? How dare /you/? Didn't you know I'm a veeeery demanding girlfriend, we do things my way! I will question everything! Starting with your shirt. What were you thinking?

Han Sanghyuk / February 2, 2016 at 3:06am Oh how ungrateful. I might have to rethink my intentions towards you. I do sing about being a slave but I never thought I'd be one so soon. /he squints his eyes at you, leaning in "threateningly". The playfulness in him is clear, his body language and tone showing just tha; Are you going to whip me for displeasing you, princess? Should I get rid of the shirt? /he doesn't wait for an answer there and removes it on his own with a purposefully piercing gaze; Better?

Ahn Heeyeon / February 5, 2016 at 4:01pm /she tips her head back a little to keep her chin up high, your playfulness rubbing off on her (when does it not, really) and she dives right into this little game. Despite blushing (again.. when does she not), she keeps her stance and shakes her had as if she's oh so displeased; Oh come on.. /she rolls her eyes, playfulness lacing every one of her movements and she struggles not to let the lack of a shirt get to her.. Which isn't easy; Did.. I specifically tell you to get rid of the shirt? You need to start using those ears of yours. You're so bad.. Not that I'm surprised. Are you going to lose the pants too if I question them? /secretly hopes you will because hey... That's always a nice sight;

Han Sanghyuk / February 11, 2016 at 5:32pm /he gets all excited when you play along, that always having him shake with enthusiasm but he keeps as much of a straight face as he can, even if he can't hide a thing. He's oh so pleased with your blush and your own playfulness he ends up chuckling before he clears his throat and getting back into character; I can always put it back on? /he takes a step closer; Or maybe you can help me get rid of the rest that you don't like? /he tugs at the hem of his pants; They're quite uncomfortable, actually. Very warm too, scratchy... tight.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 13, 2016 at 2:13pm /she crosses her arms over her chest to try to look the part of a bossy girlfriend and she also tries to look unimpressed by your 'attitude', succeeding in keeping her expression blank except for the occasional tug on her lips; You talk too much. /she clicks her tongue as if she's so disappointed but she reaches down to hook a finger into the hem of your pants, giving it a couple of light tugs as she gazes up at you, eyebrows arched; To me it sounds like you should keep them on if they're so uncomfortable. Why should you be rewarded by having them taken off when you're not being a good boy, hm?

Han Sanghyuk / February 14, 2016 at 9:18pm /that surely renders him speechless, even motionless apart from his brows which shoot up in surprise at your response to his approach. He then blinks, trying to study your face but he can't see anything and it makes him slightly nervous. He's not seen this side of you often, even when they're teasing each other and it doesn't displease him but it does catch him off guard. Swallowing, he nips on his lower lip for a brief moment and he does mean to respond with the same level of playfulness but he can't bring himself to; Noona. /he calls softly, a little lost in his tracks.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 19, 2016 at 12:50am /your hesitation only brings out her own uncertainty seen as she had only gone with the flow but it seems that she can't tell when enough is enough or how much you can actually take before you start questioning it all. As what is typical for her, she blames it on herself even if she really hadn't done anything but maybe she had overstepped boundaries and she hadn't even thought twice before saying what she said, she figures that maybe she needs to start being more careful. Her hands drop from the waistband of your pants, the playfulness having been pushed aside and she remembers the last time when she made a joke about Ravi and you didn't take that well either so she takes a step back in order to maybe give you some space. She's a little lost too, wondering in her mind why she always has to take things too far and she awkwardly scratches an itch on her arm; I'm.. Sorry.

Han Sanghyuk / March 7, 2016 at 7:46pm /he blinks when you let go of him, glancing between your hand and your face. He studies the latter as thoroughly as he can but there's not much for him to pick up on. Oh shit, he'd ruin it; Hani. /he calls softly again, his hand reaching out to take the one that's busy scratching your arm; Don't apologize. I didn't mean for you to stop, I... /he sighs. What explanation can he really give there? He's all good so long as he's the one running the show? Is he really going to admit it's still hard for him to hand over the reins and have you think he's still hung up on his previous experiences? He can't handle the thought of disappointing you or having you think he's not completely free of his history, but then again he's hurting you in the process and it's far more difficult; I'm the one who should be sorry. Please don't think anything of this, I... I like this side of you. /he pulls you closer, his free arm slowly wrapping around your waist; I'm just not... used to it.

Ahn Heeyeon / March 8, 2016 at 5:47pm /she looks up at the sound of her name but her eyes are deep pools of confusion and hesitation. She doesn't want to think about the reasons for your own hesitation, she knows she'll start doubting herself if she gives those thoughts a chance to fester - were you still not over what you had been through? She forces that away, her body being easily pulled toward you when your arm goes around her. Even though a part of her were saddened by what the reasons why might be, she also doesn't want to appear too demanding because she also understands that a past takes time to overcome. But still.. Clearing her throat softly, her hands come to gently rest on your chest and there is no annoyance present in her, no irritation, no anger, no disappointment.. Only confusion that is slowly melting away, and warmth; Are you ever going to get used to it? /she speaks softly, slowly rubbing over your chest but there's nothing erotic or sexual about her touch even if she does like the feeling of your warm skin under her palms, it's a soothing act from her side;

Han Sanghyuk / March 15, 2016 at 6:20pm /he holds you loosely to him but still keeping you as close as possible, leaning in a bit to nudge his nose against your cheek and nuzzle you gently. He doesn't know how to speak his mind openly as he's scared of being misinterpreted but there is no hesitation from him when he answers to your question; Yes. Of course. Listen... /he sighs because he knows you well enough to conclude you'd be blaming this on yourself - at least for some part - and he's determined to change that, even if he knows there's a possibility he'll just make it even more confusing; I love you so much... I love what we have and what we've become together and I feel like this has been the most... hmmm how can I put this without sounding weird... educational? As in... I've learned more about myself with you during these last few months than I have all my life. But it's a process, one that has nothing to do with what I went through but because I hesitate when something is new, when someone takes control... It's amazing, I love it, especially because I can see how you're changed too and how comfortable you are around me now, but it's a process and it takes me a little while to ease into it. /he pecks your cheek now; Practice makes perfect, right? We'll get there, baby. I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable... I love this side of you as much as any other. I promise.

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[2015] Letters

Ahn Heeyeon to Han Sanghyuk / November 4, 2015: /she has a letter delivered to you through both their managers - her manager giving it to yours and your manager making sure it gets to you;

"Hello boyfriend <3

I bet you didn't expect to receive anything like this but I miss you terribly so I wanted to give you something. Not to make you feel bad for being busy but to let you know that I'm always thinking of you. I swear there's no room for anything else in my brain, there's only Han Sanghyuk, Hyuk, Hyogi, Hyogi, Hyogi, Hyuk, Sanghyuk and a few unspeakable things that shall not be mentioned right now..! But it all includes Han Sanghyuk, I promise.

We're also busy preparing for our comeback but ours hasn't even got a date set yet so I got a little free time still. Not much but still enough to spend time doing nothing. I'm on a diet again since it's comeback season and this is the second week, and my supper usually consist of a pretzel. How crazy is that? I miss food. Real food. Meat. Intestines. Serving after serving. But I'm feeling alright so don't worry. I sometimes sneak stuff with me into my bedroom at night so I can eat something more. Which is totally screwing up my diet but I'm hungry so who cares. The worst thing this diet has caused is a growling stomach. That can be quite embarrassing if you're for example standing on stage and your mic somehow picks up the sound.. Luckily it was just a rehearsal but still...

My days are pretty boring.. They're all the same, you know how that is. It's always boring when I can't be with you. You're always the highlight of my day.. You're the highlight of 2015. The first few months of the year was the teaser, nothing really interesting happened but I went around wondering what this year would bring, then our friendship was the preview and us now is.. It's the hit of the year. We'll be called out on stage at the year end festivals to receive the award for best.. For best what? Best everything, let's go with that. The nominees are Hyuni, Hyuni and Hyuni. And the winner is... Drumroll please... HYUNI. Congratulations to us. I'd like to thank Hyogi for making this possible. Ugh.. Is there any chance I can join VIXX? I can totally pass as a guy. Maybe... But I'm a bad dancer so I'd mess up your choreos like all the time but I'd make up for it somehow.

Ah.. Will it sound too corny if I say that I feel empty without you? But I'm always staying positive even when it's hard because I miss you like I've never missed anyone before. It feels like I haven't seen you in months and I'm sorry if I come off as too clingy with this letter, or if it seems like I can't live without you.. Even if that's what it feels like sometimes.

I've seen your teaser photos and I've seen a few fantaken photos too from airports and your most recent fansign.. (Yes, I do sneak around online). Your hair's different. I like it a lot. You look really good.. Too good almost but then again you're always very pleasing to the eye. I can't wait until I get to see it for real instead of on my laptop. I can't wait until I get to touch it.. Touch you. I know you'll do good during this comeback, I have a lot of faith in you. You're so hard working and talented. Did you know that your voice is my favorite? I don't think I've told you that but it's true. When you're singing, when you're speaking.. "Call You Mine", the cover you did, I listen to it every night before going to sleep. It soothes me. It makes me feel a little closer to you..

Ah..

I love you. Please never forget that. Even if I don't get to see you until you're done promoting, even if it'd take that long or even longer than that, you'll still find me here waiting. You're the only one for me, you're the only one who's worth thinking about, the only one in my heart. I love you so much, I never even knew what love was before you came into my life. It's the honest truth. I had never experienced anything, love was just a word without meaning. You gave that word life. You made me come alive.

Now I only hope you're taking care of yourself. I know eating and sleeping are usually things we have to sacrifice at times like this but I don't like thinking about it when it concerns you. Are you happy? Are you spending a happy time with your members? I hope so. If you're happy then I am too.

I don't want to end this letter because it means I'll have to say goodbye for now and I don't want that.. Next time I drop by the apartment I'm stealing one of your shirts. Just a heads up. That sounds like such a typical girlfriend thing to do but I want one, I need something to remind me of you. Even if I already have Super Hyogi but I want something I can curl up in. So I can feel safe. Although I doubt a shirt can bring me the same sense of security your arms can. Oh God how I miss you. I better end this here else I'll keep writing all night because I could talk about you forever.

Take care of yourself, please.

I love you. Always.

Your Hani"

Han Sanghyuk / November 11, 2015 at 4:43am: /he’d been at Jelpi working all day, his mood having dropped so badly after a heated argument with his manager that when the man approaches him later that night he almost misses the chance of reading the letter he holds out to him with a frown. The elder doesn’t scold him, though, or say anything at all besides your name. He’s so quick to leave the dance practice room he manages to knock even the broader of his hyungs down. Without a care in the world but the letter he holds in his hands, he locks himself in Leo’s studio as it’s the first open door he finds and sits at the desk to read. He doesn’t notice his hands are trembling until it becomes too much he can’t make out the words written and when he does he takes a deep breath and restarts.

He doesn’t know when the tears decided to make an appearance but by the time he’s done reading the letter even his collar is drenched. He knew he missed you, he’d been craving your presence, your voice, your touch for days and not for one minute had he stopped thinking of you, of how much he had to tell you and to hear from you, but he hadn’t allowed that to get to him, let alone show to others. And as it seems, you as well. He’d preferred to keep his distance and stay busy and focused rather than fill his day with chatting, texting, sending you his selcas, probably even hang out during his break – he wouldn’t have made it if he hadn’t. But now as he’s forced to face your absence his walls crumble down and you can say he loses control of his own emotions for a moment, the soft sobbing erupting from him actually helping with the growing pressure in his chest.

And once he’s calmed down enough to be able to write back, he does.

“Lovely Hani,

I really didn’t expect a letter from you but it couldn’t have come at a better time. It’s been so hectic here at the studio with all the practicing and preparing I haven’t had the time to… be me in a way? And contact you often. But thank you for your words, girlfriend, I appreciate them greatly and maybe I can return them with hopeful ones of my own. Keep thinking of me, okay? If you do, it’s like we’re still together back at home because you’re constantly on my mind as well. In… very unspeakable ways too. But it’s all temporary, right? In no time, we’ll be together again. For real and for good.

Now. I’ve seen your comeback teaser pictures (I’m keeping track, yes!) and if it’s any consolation, the pretzels are doing their job. You look thinner, much thinner than the last time I saw you and even if you’re as beautiful as before, promise me you’ll take care of yourself? You know your limits, right? Please, don’t overdo it and keep up with the sneaky food. It wasn’t being this thin that got you where you are now and I’d hate to see something happen to you. But look. As soon as this hellish period is over, I’ll cook for you again. I’ll make you a feast worthy of the northern gods and it’ll taste great because of all the love I’ll add to it – appa has always said umma’s cooking was the best because of her love for us, so… I will make you and your stomach happy again. And then take you out to eat every day because I don’t like cooking ㅋㅋㅋ

You always manage to brighten up my day even when you’re not around, whether it’s your words like now or your smile (and your broccoli hair) on IG or your voice on the radio. Good job on the movie reference, that does describe us perfectly, doesn’t it. And baby… please do join VIXX? There’s nothing I’d like more than to see you all day, every day. You couldn’t wear what you do on EXID, though. Not with all my hyungs around, but you could for me, just for me… while dancing just for me too. Which you do quite nicely, fyi.

Did you feel the Earth shaking? That was me sighing.

It’s not corny at all—okay, maybe it is. But to hell with it, I feel empty without you too. I’m not very good with words but I make yours my own when you say you miss me like never before. I’ve acknowledged and accepted the fact that you’re not just the highlight of my life, but you are my life. Maybe it’s not healthy, people will tell me not to be so involved, so attached to you but I don’t care, I won’t listen. Because you’re not just my girlfriend, are you? : ) You’re my best friend, my go-to encyclopedia, my bias and I’ll dare say family. Screw the judgy looks, they would never be as lucky as I am.

So. Um… Okay. Anyway. Glad to hear you like my hair, I don’t. It’s too painful to maintain but a new look is always nice, I suppose. Unless it burns all the cells out of your hair. It feels like hmmm hay but I’ll let you come to your own conclusion if the condition is to touch me. I miss your hands, have I told you that? No, I think I just mentioned your touch, not your hands in particular which have caused quite the impact. My body reacts to the sole thought of it, I can’t wait to be with you again…

Again, thank you for your support. I have no words to describe how that makes me feel but when do I? Keep listening to me, keep loving me and my voice, keep favouring and thinking of me and I will always belong to you and you alone. And with that said, you should write a song. Your letter alone sounds like one if you read it with a background melody. How about I sing it to you? When you get this letter, text me and I’ll send you a decent coverㅋㅋㅋ

Don’t worry about me, noona. I’m eating well and I’m not sacrificing much besides a couple of hours of sleep, but it’s necessary for now and it will end soon. The same goes for you, okay? Stay healthy and safe not just for me but yourself too. I am happy so you must be too ^.^ I spend a lot of time alone as my hyungs are busy with their own things but I don’t mind, it allows me to focus even more and take a nap now and then.

Take all my clothes, wear them alone at home or anywhere you want to go! The thought of having my scent covering you, something physical of mine working even better than Super Hyogi makes me feel more at ease in a way. Please be well, I can’t help but worry… And that makes me miss you all the more. If that’s possible…

My heart and soul ache for you.

Hyuni fighting!"

/after making sure he'd made some sense at least, he folds the paper in 4 and inserts it in the envelope you'd sent him, only to give it back to his manager in the morning and therefore making peace with the guy, who has the coffee boy deliver it directly to you to save time.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 12, 2015 at 12:18am:

/she hadn't expected a response in any way, she had been set on the fact that you might be too busy to do nothing more than to only read what she had written for you and so when the envelope is returned to her, confusion takes over for a second until she realizes it doesn't contain the same paper she used for her letter. All day she had been running around from room to room at the company - from the recording studio to the dance practice room and back again - and it was difficult to find time for things that didn't have anything to do with their comeback but just when the letter is being delivered their choreographer decides that they deserve a break.

Taking a seat on the floor in the corner of the practice room, she reads through the letter not only once but several times. She doesn't want to miss a word, she wants to take her time and let her eyes drink up every word you had printed down for her, and the tip of her nose brushes against the paper when she brings it closer to her face. That's when the tears fall, when she thinks she can still pick up on the faint scent of the man she loves so much even if only your hands had touched that same paper - or maybe she's imagining things and maybe she only remembers the way you smell in that moment but no matter the reason it's still as overwhelming. She's reduced to a blubbering mess in the matter of a nanosecond (thank God everyone else had left the room), the fact that the diet was difficult enough to maintain and how she had been in such a bad mood lately due to stressing out over the comeback making her all the more sensitive.

Once she can properly breathe again, she rereads the letter for probably the 100th time and at the same time she tries to think of a way to respond - should she write you another letter or should she just text you, or maybe she shouldn't do anything at all.. She can't leave it unanswered, it would make her feel bad when she has so much she wants to tell you so after rummaging through her bag, she finds a pen and a notebook where she starts to pen down yet another letter.

"My Hyogi~.

I don't think I realized just how much I missed you until I received your letter. I knew I missed you terribly but it actually physically hurts thinking about how both of us live the same kind of life in the same industry in the same city in the same country in the same world in the same freaking universe and we still can't be together.. You never leave my mind for even a second. What you said about how if I keep thinking of you it'll be like we're still together at home made me think of a movie I watched not long ago.. It's called "For Whom The Bell Tolls" and it's an old one but you reminded me of it just now..

"Maria, listen.. Don't say anything. We won't be going to America this time but always I go with you wherever you go. Understand? You go now, Maria."

"No.. No, I stay with you, Roberto!"

"No, Maria. What I do now, I do alone. I couldn't do it if you were here. If you go then I go too.. Don't you see how it is? Whichever one there is is both of us."

"No! No, I stay with you!"

"No.. Each of us must do this thing alone. Do it for each other.. But if you go then I go with you. That way I go too. I know you'll go now, Maria. For both of us.. Because we love each other always."

"It's easier for me to stay with you, Roberto.."

"I know it's harder for you. But now I am you also. If you go, I go too. That's the only way I can go. You're me now. Surely you must feel that, Maria? Remember last night - our time is now. And it'll never end. You're me now and I am you. Now you understand. Now you're going and you're going well and fast and far and we'll go to America another time, Maria. Stand up now and go and we'll both go. Stand up, Maria. Remember you're me too. You're all there will ever be of me now.. Stand up... There's no goodbye Maria because we're not apart. No, don't turn around. Go now, be strong, take care of our life."

The only difference is that he's dying and you're not, and she was probably pregnant and I am not but..! The essence of it, Sanghyuk. I am with you even if not physically and you are with me. We're not apart because we always have each other. You have to take care of yourself the same way I would and I'll do the same. On a lighter note, I don't have a super brain that remembered that entire conversation, I had to look it up on my phone ㅋㅋ And it's originally in English but I translated it to Korean.

I guess that movie also describes how I feel in a way that makes me understand what you mean when you say that I am your life because you are mine too. And perhaps, like you say, it isn't healthy but what little does that mean so long as we make each other happy. So I am more than happy being not only your girlfriend, your best friend, your go-to encyclopedia, your bias but also your family and your life. I bet people would think those heavy words bring a lot of pressure and hearing a partner declare such strong love probably often brings a sense of doubt as to whether one could live up to it all but I feel nothing but deep understanding with love surging through my entire being. Because you feel the same way I do. I feel the same way you do. You're family too, Hyuk. And so much more. You're something no amount of words can label, you're more than a boyfriend, more than a best friend, more than family, more than everything combined.

As for your hair.. Now, I only like the way it looks on you, not the process of getting it to that color but truth to be told, you could have any hair color and I'd still go crazy. Or not! Awhile back, you had what looked like mustard and mustard is never good. Although it didn't ruin your good looks, no. We shall be the mustard-broccoli couple from now on.

Ah.. Our comeback has been set, they decided a date just after I had my first letter delivered and from the looks of it, we'll be promoting at the same time so we'll probably bump into each other on shows and such. Although that might make it even harder because we'll be able to see each other but we won't be able to be together for real. But I look forward to your cooking and all the food you're promising me once this hellish period is over. The diet is causing horrible mood swings though so maybe it's good that you aren't around to witness it all ㅋ I sulk a lot.

Did you know that I watched your comeback showcase? Of course you don't know that but I watched it all. Don't worry, my eyes were on you the entire time and you did so well. It all looked very nice, the songs are good and the choreographies are very, hm, interesting. A good kind of interesting. They're very nice. Ah~~~~, Han Sanghyuk 'oppa' is so cool ㅠㅠ

Anyway.. You don't have to reply to this letter, you're busy enough and I can wait. I feel like we're living in a time where no phones or computers exist, hah. But letters are far more personal and I like writing them.

Until we see each other again, Hyuk.. Until our physical beings can once again be together I will think only of you and I will continue to support you in everything you do even at a distance. I'll cherish your letter with the same amount of care I cherish everything else I've ever received from you.

We can do this! Fighting!"

/she doesn't want to bother the managers again so this time around she sends it to a personal address she got from Ken awhile back in case she ever needed to have something sent to him regarding work and it's an alias but it'll be delivered to the company building. She sends a quick text to Ken just to make sure he understands who the letter is intended for and he's kind enough to agree on delivering it to you after she's threatened to beat him up if he doesn't but it'll only arrive with the mail the very next day;

Han Sanghyuk / December 14, 2015 at 5:36pm: /he's utterly confused when his hyung hands him a letter, thinking it was a prank at first but when he sees who it's from he hurries into the first empty room he can find to read it, ignoring the cursing of the people he bumps into and Ken's laughter all the way down the hallway now. Touched doesn't even begin to describe what he's feeling and he's frozen on the spot even after he finishes reading it and rereading it. Lifting his head at last, he still can't do much as his chest tightens and his stomach clenches so hard he's glad he had skipped breakfast. He hurries to find paper and pen, but he can't bring himself to do it, his hand shaking violently and his mind spinning. So he decides to ignore reason and storm out of what seems to be Taekwoon hyung's studio room as he's just entering when he walks past him; Tell manager hyung I'm... I don't know. I just have to go. I'll be back in an hour. Maybe two. /making his way out of the building with his phone in his hand and a box of chocolate muffins he'd stolen from a coordinoona in the other, he hurries to catch a taxi. Texting LE, he asks where you guys are and so he tells the driver to get him as fast as possible to your dorm. Knocking on the front door, he waits restlessly.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 15, 2015 at 9:36pm: /it was one of those rare days off that she spent cooped up in her bedroom, laptop placed in front of her on the bed while she was on her stomach, chin propped up on her pillow and the knitting tools along with the scarf she was working on placed on a chair next to the bed. She wasn't actually watching the drama Junghwa had recommended as much as she was staring blankly at the screen waiting for the hours to pass, she really didn't have much else to do and she wasn't actually in the mood to do anything than laze around the dorm. Having her earphones on, she doesn't hear when LE opens the front door to let you inside and she's got the volume turned up as loud as possible without hurting her ears, drowning out her surroundings and real life as much as she could;

Han Sanghyuk / December 24, 2015 at 3:47am: /he greets the members he walks past on the way to your bedroom as indicated by LE and offers them the cupcakes he'd carried there. He knocks softly on the door but when he gets no response, he looks over his shoulder at her to make sure you're really inside. And when she nods and gestures so he'd go in, he does, quickly closing the door behind him and for a moment he just stands there staring at you. Blinking back to reality and after a glance around the room (is he really here after all this time?), he steps into your line of vision, bending at the waist with a wave of his hand to get your attention. He can't feel his stomach anymore, or anything else for that matter, aside from the crazy thumping in his chest.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 24, 2015 at 12:10pm: /she nearly reaches out to push the hand away when she realizes that that's definitely not Elly unnie's dainty hand and so she stares at it for a second.. The boredom and annoyance from earlier fading so fast to be replaced by something so much stronger she grows a little dizzy from the change in her emotions. Her gaze trails up over your arm until it lands on your face and her eyes widens as she once again simply stares.. Are you for real or did she fall asleep in front of her laptop and now she's dreaming? She scrambles to get up into a sitting poisition, holding out her own arm in front of her so she can pinch herself to make sure she really is awake;

Han Sanghyuk / December 26, 2015 at 3:55am: /he watches with a grin as you get up, straightening up and then reaching his hands out to stop you from pinching yourself, a whine, which is then followed by a chuckle, leaving him; Yah! What are you doing... /he manages to get a hold of your hands and so he brings them to his lips as he crouches down in front of you. His gaze is so tender his eyes feel heavy and he's sure everything is happening in slow motion. Or maybe that's just his inability to stay focused; Hi, baby face. Thought I'd stop by and end this agony once and for all. I miss you so much.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 28, 2015 at 12:50am: What-- How-- You- /she stumbles over the words, her voice fading into silence again as she tries to gather her thoughts and she realizes the drama is still playing so she shakes her head furiously until the earphones fall out. She moves onto her knees clumsily and gently pulls her hands out of your grip, bringing them up to cup your face instead while she stares at you in something resembling awe; I'm dreaming, right? /the corners of her lips twitches and tugs upward, her eyes watering but she doesn't let any tears fall and she holds them back; Or I'm hallucinating.. God, I miss you..

Han Sanghyuk / December 28, 2015 at 8:23pm: Aw. Baby, don't cry. /he leans in closer to you, his arms going around you to hold you to him. He tugs you up on the bed with him, taking a seat there before pulling you in for a tight hug; I'm right here, sweet noona. Right here. /tilting his head a bit, he presses a few kisses to your neck and down to your shoulder, then resting his chin there as he squeezes you to them, his own eyes filling up with tears he manages to blink back; Thank you so much for your letters, it's been so hard to deal with everything without you. They.. helped me so much. Gave me so much strength.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 31, 2015 at 11:22pm: I'm not crying.. /she says weakly because she's on the verge to but she doesn't really want to so she swallows back the tears as much as she can. Curling up a bit against you, she grabs a hold of your shirt like that would prevent you to ever leave; I didn't want to appear overly needy or an-anything.. I just miss you.. So much... You didn't have to come all the way here, I know you're busy. But it's so am-amazing to see you. Please tell me to shut up else I'll go on and on and on-- /she groans helplessly, clinging on to you for dear life; I'm still pretty sure this is all a dream..

Han Sanghyuk / February 2, 2016 at 3:19am: You can go on and on and on, baby, I don't mind. I'll listen to you forever. /he tightens his arms around you as well, rubbing a hand up and down along your back in a weak attempt at comforting you; You appeared in love to me, nothing else. I mirror those feelings so it was nothing I could ever judge. /he then chuckles softly at the mention of dream because honestly he felt the same way, causing his eyes to crinkle and therefore spill a tear or two he couldn't manage to hold back; One day, noona, one day we'll make that dream our reality.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 5, 2016 at 3:53pm: /she hiccups softly because you're speaking so beautifully, saying all those beautiful things about listening to her forever and her appearing to be in love with you and you mirroring those feelings and making that dream their reality and her eyes finally overflow, a few tears dripping down her cheeks as well. It really had been hard, being away from you was never ideal and it always felt like a piece was missing when you weren't around. But you're there now and she keeps holding on to you; You won't get in trouble for being here, right? You don't.. Have anything you need to do? There are so many things I want to tell you..!

Han Sanghyuk / February 11, 2016 at 5:32pm: /he makes no move to let go or even plans to for the next century, rubbing a hand up and down along your back soothingly. Sighing, he can't help but tighten his hold on you at the sound of you crying; Hyungs are covering for me. I'll catch up with them later, don't worry. Right now, this is what I need. The both of us need. /he tilts his head to press a quick peck to the top of your head; You can tell me now.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 13, 2016 at 2:17pm: You're amazing.. /she sniffles, the fact that you're there and you'll listen to her making her break out in more tears but it doesn't stop her from talking. Wiping the back of her hand over her cheeks, she starts babbling about everything that had happened since she last saw you; I've gotten more work to do, I'm going to MC for a show. A food show! I'll get to taste a lot of food and it'll be awesome! I saw my brother not too long ago, it was a very healing for the soul and LE unnie bought me a new bag because I somehow ripped mine apart and I accidentally whacked Hyerin in the face when she scared me the other night and there was also a fly chasing me around! It was stalking me, I swear, it wouldn't leave me alone - wherever I went, the fly followed and it was scary!

Han Sanghyuk / February 14, 2016 at 9:18pm: /he chuckles at the compliment, meaning to respond with a witty comment about how he knows he is but he decides he'll leave it for later, your tears and clear excitement in telling him about your recent events having him tighten his hold on you gently, a hum or a chuckle leaving him at each one; Sounds like you've had a lot going on for you, it makes me happy to hear you're doing so well. And come on, can you blame the fly? It clearly has great taste in humans. /he laughs, mumbling how cute you are, then pulls away so he can look at you; Do I get to see the new bag? /not that he's particularly interested in the object but he needs to bring your attention back to him because well, he's that selfish, yet get your mind off missing him because he can't really handle you being so sad.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 19, 2016 at 12:53am: /she nods, sniffling softly as she sprawls across the mattress on her stomach so she can peek out over the edge of the bed and pull the bag out from under it. It's a plain black backpack seen as she's more about comfort than fashion in general and there's nothing special about it; This is the one. And I'm knitting! I haven't done that in quite awhile, I haven't had time for it but now I'm knitting a scarf. A turquoise one, of course. It keeps me distracted and busy, it's nice. /she gestures at the knitting tools and the half-finished scarf laying ontop of the chair that stands next to the bed, her tears having stopped falling but her large eyes are still watery when she looks at you; What have you been up to? How's work? How's everything?

Han Sanghyuk / February 24, 2016 at 9:26pm: /he takes the bag from you and turns it in his hands to inspect it, making a soft sound of approval when he returns it to you; It's really nice. Even I'd use it. /he smiles, his eyes focused on you again as he keeps listening, only shifting to check out the knitting tools you point out; Oh wow. That's so... you somehow. I don't know why, but... It screams Hani now that I think of it. I'm sure it'll turn out pretty. /he nods, lips pursed as he lifts his hands to cup your cheeks, wiping any remnants of tears with his thumbs. Pecking your lips, he then smiles again before speaking; Hanging out with hyungs for our schedules, nothing too interesting, really. Performances, shows, tour, the usual. Do you watch me on V app? You should, I usually look nice on them. /he snorts.

Ahn Heeyeon / March 1, 2016 at 10:09am: /she laughs softly because of how you think knitting is such a Hani thing, the peck to her lips bringing out one of her more blinding smiles although it softens soon again and she figures she can't afford wasting any more time crying; Of course it'll turn out pretty, I'm very good at it. /she sighs softly, seeming a little more relaxed now when she has been able to tell you the stuff that she had been through even if it hadn't been that interesting but she wants to share everything with you, even the boring day to day happenings; How is that 'nothing too interesting'? It's your life, it's what you do so to me it's very interesting! Even if you were to tell me that you've been sleeping all day or done nothing but watch TV, I'd still like to hear about it. Ah, V app-- I do! Well, sometimes I do. When I'm not too busy. And you do look good! You always look good!

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[2015] Backstage Sex

Han Sanghyuk‎ to Ahn Heeyeon / November 27, 2015 · /they had just finished getting ready to head back to the studio after a performance on a live show when he texts you as he usually does when he's done for the day, telling you how much he misses you and how his day went. As they walk past a gazillion other idols through a corridor backstage, he spots one in a bright pink outfit among them - lucky him, she's got pink hair too. He calls out for her but there's no way she can hear him from where he is so he makes his way over to her - ignoring his hyungs protests - but when he spots the other members close-by he picks up the pace, pushing his way through the crowd, only to freeze when he sees you; Holy f-- /he doesn't even remember how he got to you but he sure gets there. Fast; Noona. Hani. /he calls softly, his hands gripping your arms as he pushes you back into the room you seem to have just been in. If he thought he'd missed you insanely over the past few weeks of promotions, now seeing you right in front of him it's like that has been multiplied a million times.

Ahn Heeyeon / November 27, 2015 at 7:00am: /she was already checking the text she had received, fishing her phone up as soon as she had felt it vibrate because she had a hunch on who it'd be and that's what she's doing when you approach her. She thinks it's another idol wanting her number or wanting to ask her out - not to sound too conceited but popularity attracts a lot of people and when she looks up from the screen of her phone she gets the surprise of her life. Her eyes widens and she swears her heart is about to give out, her expression changing so fast from annoyed to stunned because even if she knew they were promoting at the same time she never expected to see you except for small glimpses here and there because things were always so hectic. There's no struggle when she willingly backs into the dressing room they had just stepped out of and she doesn't even care about the fact that her members are already relocating to another dressing room - LE thankfully notices you and alerts the others but they let them be because they know how much she misses you, the emotions welling up inside of her making her drop her phone to the floor but she couldn't care less when you're there; Hy-Hyogi..? /it comes out as a question because are you really there? Is this a dream? Is her brain playing tricks on her? Her breathing hitches and her fingers curl into the front of your shirt, she just needs to hold on to you, all the times she's cried over missing you so much and all the times she's been wanting to see you washing over her all at once but there are no tears right now - only a feeling of.. home;

Han Sanghyuk / December 2, 2015 at 2:56am: It's me, yes. It's me, baby. /he can't do much either, just hold you tightly to him once he wraps his arms around your waist, his face buried into the crook of your neck and he inhales deeply, a shaky breathless exhale following but there's no tears from him either, there's nothing in his mind but bliss as he registers the outline of your body pressed to his. He's missed you so much but he can't think of that, the here and now much more important - and overwhelming enough as it is; I love you. I love you. I love you. /he whispers and repeats against your skin, swaying you a bit in his arms as he tilts his head up to look at you; Ah pretty Hani. /he flashes you the happiest of smiles, his lips attacking yours with an intensity foreign even to him. His hands slide down over your side, your back, then back up only to be lowered again, the second time around a hell of a lot more sensually. His breathing has been altered since the beginning so it's hard to tell when his intentions shifted but they surely did, and so after a pause to really feel you up he resumes pushing you back until you run into something. He couldn't be happier about it but as he realises they've reached some sort of desk-like thing, he's just thrilled. Reaching his hands down to the back of your thighs, he picks you up only to settle you on top of it, legs apart so he could position himself between them.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 2, 2015 at 12:22pm: /the surprise of seeing you there right in front of her fades and is instead replaced by that warm feeling that is always present when you're around, the expression on her face softening into something tender which doesn't last long because when she's about to respond with an "I love you too" after a moment of blissful silence on her part your lips are already covering hers and she mewls softly at the impact but she isn't slow to respond at all. She welcomes your mouth eagerly, the grip on your shirt tightening before her hands slide up to rest on your shoulders and she presses herself closer to you to eliminate any space between them because now that they're together again she wants to be as close to you as possible. It seems as if they're on the same wavelength regarding the proximity and her body naturally reacts with a shiver to the way you keep touching her. Maybe she should have been surprised by the turn this took but she isn't, she's too engrossed in the way their mouths fit together and the way your fingers sink into her thighs when you're hoisting her up on the desk thingy - that particular touch drawing a soft moan from her and it causes the skirt she's wearing to hike further up when she parts them more to allow you the space you need and she's so welcoming and encouraging, the palms of her hands travelling down your chest and she doesn't even stop when she reaches your pants because she immediately starts working on getting them undone - the mood they've created making her bolder than usual; Take me /she breathes hotly, the time they've spent apart up until this moment making her all the more eager to reunite with you in every way;

Han Sanghyuk / December 14, 2015 at 5:35pm: /with all sorts of things breaking at his feet from having pushed them aside, he ignores everything and anything that doesn't have to do with you at the moment, including his phone which he fishes out of his pocket and throws it across the room when it rings. Nothing will stand in his way to indulge your request and so slipping his hands under your skirt, he tugs your safety shorts and panties down and off of at least one leg so he can reach that sweet spot he'd been craving for weeks. All of this while his lips are still locked with yours, not even parting them as he grips at your hips to pull you closer and onto a position he could access your core. And lord, does he do just that, one of his hands quickly working himself free of his underwear to slide into you. There's no tenderness in the motion or the ones right after, just the yearning he'd had to hold back all that time they were apart. Pulling back from your lips, he focuses on your neck instead even if there's not much he can do at this point. He tries to word how much he's missed you but only a series of moaning and grunting leaves him instead so he keeps quiet, thrusting into you with growing intensity.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 20, 2015 at 12:32am: /she was still new to anything sexual and the level of intimacy between them is a whole new aspect of their relationship but she craves you in every possible way and that desire that rushes through her veins overshadows the pain of the stretch. However, she needed to hold on to something, the rocks of your hips pushing and pulling at her and to prevent herself from sliding off the flat surface her hands slip off from your shoulders so she can instead grip the edges of the desk she's propped up on. There's not an ounce of embarrassment or distress on her face, the fact that someone could easily walk in on them isn't anything she spends time thinking about, she's too caught up in the waves of growing pleasure that washes over her and her lips are parted to make way for the noises you coax from her -- the moans and the needy whimpers telling you everything you need to know about how good it feels to have you buried inside of her. Leaning back a little she rests her weight on her arms and loosely wraps her legs around you - loose enough to allow you the space you need to move, her inner walls clamping down around you every time you pull out because her body is greedy and tries to suck you right back in; Aah Hy-Hyuk--

Han Sanghyuk / December 28, 2015 at 8:11pm: /there's nothing gentle about his touch, nothing sweet in his efforts to get them both some relief of the tension that's been building up for weeks, nothing he'd done to himself to lessen the craving, how much he'd missed you, possible to compare to the release only you can give him, the fulfillment and the warmth only you can provide. Body and soul, he's right there with you, the urgency in his motions only increasing as he leans back to be able to look at you and lifts his hands to your waist. Tightening his hands there, he holds you like that as he slams into you now - both tentatively and eager to take it up a notch, the situation itself mixed with the sounds leaving you and how he can feel you clamping around him getting him to a state of fervor he'd yet to explore; Argh noona~ /his gaze drops from your face to where their bodies are linked and he hisses a curse, the sweat breaking across his forehead adding to the look of utter pleasure on his face.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 29, 2015 at 1:46am: /the grip on the edges of the table tightens to the point her knuckles turn white, pleasure surging through her entire body and it keeps growing and growing, her heavily lidded eyes staring at you and "want" is the word to describe the look with which she's gazing at you until a movement from behind you catches her attention. A pair of familiar eyes are staring at them and it makes her breath catch in her throat... For more reasons than one. She hadn't heard the door open but now Ken is standing right there in the middle of the room and her brain is trying to process the situation but her body reacts in a way that takes her by complete surprise. It's something that she had never really thought about or imagined but now it's happening and she's so heated, her walls wringing around you so tight that it makes her shudder and she doesn't even tense up in embarrassment. She doesn't look at Ken after acknowledging that he's there, once again gazing at you with her eyes having widened a bit to express her exhilaration, pupils blown and she whimpers needily, grabbing a hold of the front of your shirt with one hand and in case the other man's presence makes you think of pulling away from her, she pleads breathlessly; D-don't stop-- Keep going-

Han Sanghyuk / January 4, 2016 at 4:29pm: /he lifts his gaze to lock eyes with you, finding that to be hotter than anything else he could focus his attention on. When he notices the change in your eyes, your face, the way you move with him, he tenses up as he realises they're not alone anymore. He could have sworn he'd locked the door behind him but his mind had obviously been too busy to register that particular detail. Glancing over his shoulder, he freezes for a moment at the sigh of his hyung but then you're grabbing at his shirt and as soon as his eyes land on you again, he's completely overtaken by the plea and nothing would stop him from indulging it. He's not embarrassed, there's no room for that right now, surprisingly finding the audience to be more exhilarating than he'd ever admit to. Pulling you up, closer to him, arms wrapping around your waist to secure you in place, he thrusts into you harder until he's jerking with the strongest release he'd ever felt, lips parting to let out a low grunt.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 5, 2016 at 12:41am: /she willingly lets herself be pulled up, in fact it spices up the entire position and makes it easier for her to work with you by pushing the heel of her shoe into the back of your thigh when her leg tightens around you, her head dropping forward to press her face against your chest where she muffles a keening sound when her orgasm completely takes over and makes white explode behind her eyelids, her body shuddering from the force of her own climax and it's so strong she even claws at your back through the shirt because it's turning her entire world upside down. This wasn't something she had ever thought that she'd enjoy but she was clearly wrong, the way it felt to be propped up on a desk still dressed in the same outfit she had worn on stage, her underwear forgotten on the floor below while you're inside of her, taking her, someone walking in on them to see them reacting to one another, seeing them being intimate, seeing them /together/ and for the moment, it doesn't even matter that it's a close friend of hers and that it'll definitely be awkward between them thereafter, her mind clouded by nothing but satisfaction as she gasps for air, the way it felt having you fill her up the way you did adding to the pleasure coursing through her veins;

Han Sanghyuk / January 7, 2016 at 4:16am: /he's panting by the time they're both done and he just holds you to him, his grip tightening unlike what it would do if they'd been alone. Who would have thought he hadn't found the extra pair of eyes on him to be uncomfortable or even discouraging. Instead, it had boosted his stamina and made his body /need/ to own yours, not just eliminate the longing he'd felt for weeks for not having you around, especially because of who it had been specifically. You're his. Not just in his mind or yours, but a third party he'd envied for so long. He doesn't pull back one bit, tilting his head a bit to reach your neck, parted lips pressed to your skin to spoil it with languid strokes of his tongue, a peck following each covered inch. He doesn't look back, doesn't dare to say anything but he doesn't have to - hyung is bolting out of the room like a dog's chasing him, which is when he finally looks up and pulls out and away from you, reaching down to rearrange his clothing and hand you your underwear with a trying smile; I've missed you, noona.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 8, 2016 at 12:52am: /the touch of your tongue against her neck makes her moan softly because her body is still overly sensitive from the climax, her skin burning and there's even a brief moment when she feels dizzy although she doesn't say anything about it. It's when the door slams shut that she finally dares to look at you and she tries to wrap her head around what happened, the mess you had left inside of her slowly dripping down the inside of her thigh. She looks down to watch it make its way down her leg as she stays seated on the desk for now and shifts her gaze to you when your voice catches her attention; I've missed you too.. /the embarrassment still hasn't set in yet and she holds on to her underwear with one hand while reaching up with the other to habitually fix her fringe, still trying to catch her breath and then laughs a little when she goes over the events that led up to this moment, her gaze dropping again to regard her underwear with a look of disbelief that melts into one of elation instead and she leans back with her weight supported by her hands braced against the table, legs swinging a bit when she looks over at you with eyes shining from the endorphin hit and the adrenaline; Come here and kiss me~

Han Sanghyuk / January 10, 2016 at 9:45pm: /his gaze drops when yours does and he can't prevent the smile that plasters on his face. Looking around he tries to find you some tissues which he hands you when he finds a box probably used for make-up removal. He watches you in silence then, studying how your expression changes just to have his own mind being sucked back to reality. It doesn't bother him, though, not in the slightest. In fact it gives him a sense of power that he'd only felt once in his life: when he left home to pursue his dreams in the music industry. Yet this time there's no fear, no nervousness, he's being made a man and there's nothing but excitement rushing through him. So when you tell him to kiss you that's exactly what he does, leaning forward again to wrap his arms around your waist once more but not before he parts your legs to be as close to you as he can; Mmm, baby love. /he presses his lips to yours and parts them, kissing you passionately yet with care; Mm, I love you,mm, baby, mm, so much, mm, I missed you... /he mumbles against your lips, holding you tightly to him.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 12, 2016 at 3:07pm: /she sighs with satisfaction when their lips are finally connected. Now when the high was ebbing out, there's enough space for her aching heart to make itself known and remind her of all the weeks she's had to endure without you. It isn't enough to reduce her to tears but enough to have her cup your cheeks in her hands and part her lips to willingly respond with the same amount of passion and care. The little mumbles that her ears pick up on causes a smile to form on her lips and after pressing a couple of light pecks to yours, she sighs as her head drops to rest against your chest; I love you too, jagi and I missed you terribly.. But this was certainly a fun way to reunite. /without covering it up one bit, she lets the satisfaction be known - her every word dripping with it and if human's could actually purr for real, she would be on the verge of doing just that. Her nose nuzzles against your shirt and she inhales the scent that has become so familiar to her, hands smoothing down your sides; I feel so good right now..

Han Sanghyuk / January 23, 2016 at 4:55am: /he holds you tightly to him, head turning slightly to the side so he can rest his cheek on the top of yours. With his breathing slowing down and his mind returning to a state of full awareness, he heaves a deep sigh with how everything comes back to him: how much he's missed you, how much his absence has been felt and dealt with, how you've waited for him after all this time he's been swamped with work... He chokes out a sound of amusement at your words, though, nodding slightly; So much fun... /pressing a quick kiss to your head, he then tightens his arms around you; I'd never let go of you if I could, I'd just hold you like this... like this fo-- /his voice breaks and he clears his throat; God I feel so powerless, I hate being away from you for so long.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 23, 2016 at 10:26pm: /she listens as attentively as always, she didn't even have to /try/ to hang on to every word you said because she did that anyway - your voice always held her attention. So she catches the way your voice cracks but she doesn't say anything about it or point it out because that's unnecessary, instead she tips her head back a little so her chin is resting against your chest and she's staring up at your throat, watching your Adam's apple move when you're swallowing; I know.. I hate it too. I, too, wish you could hold me like this always.. One day that'll be our reality instead of this. One day we won't have to let go, we'll just have to look forward to then... /she believes in that, that one day they won't have to be apart and with a sigh, she presses her lips to your chest - to the fabric of your shirt - just above your heart; I love you.

Han Sanghyuk / January 28, 2016 at 6:13pm: /he pulls back only enough to look at you, his hands going to your waist to still keep you close to him nonetheless. He smiles gently at your words, his eyes heavy with clear affection as he looks at you; I love you too. /he then presses a kiss to your forehead and leans back to help you down the desk, clearing his throat; We should go, your members must be growing impatient. I know mine are. /he chuckles softly, his mind then focusing on one in particular. How can he still not be embarrassed? Sighing, he tries not to think about it, certain Ken would have made something up by now and they weren't actually waiting for him. For a short moment he visits that place in his mind again and he's wrapping you tightly in his arms. God, how he hated goodbyes; Text me when you get back safely, okay?

Ahn Heeyeon / February 5, 2016 at 4:11pm: /her mind wanders to one particular member of yours too for a second and it causes her to swallow thickly. That had been such a thrill... One she isn't ready to admit to out loud just yet but she knows she had been more than obvious in that particular moment. She is quick to slip her arms around your middle in return, nuzzling against your chest like she loves to do and who knows when she'll get the chance to do that again..; I will. Um, maybe you should go first.. So no one will suspect anything in case we run into people. I need to, um, clean up a bit first.. /there's that blush that so easily creeps up on her face, her panties still resting on the table along with the box of tissues that she reaches for next, her voice soft, shy; I'm already sore. Which means I'll be reminded of you for quite some time..

Han Sanghyuk / February 11, 2016 at 5:33pm: Yes, I'll go first. /he nods, giving you one last squeeze before letting go, smile returning at the sight of your blush; Cute. /reaching for your hands then, he takes them in his and brings them up to his lips which are graced with a smile, even if it's not innocent; I enjoy making you remember me this way. /he then drops your hands and brings you in for a quick hug, one he finishes with a peck to your lips; I'll come to you again soon, okay? Don't start without me~ /he teases, giving your arm a light pinch as he starts backing away, eyes fixed on you all the way to the door; I love you.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 13, 2016 at 2:06pm: /after hugging and kissing you back, she pretends to shoo you away with a wave of her hand, shifting awkwardly on the spot causing her thighs to rub together and she feels the dried cum pull on her skin. Her blush darkens but she still faces you and gives you a playful eyeroll when you're telling her not to start without you; I love you too. Do come to me again soon.. Come in me again soon. /she smiles in what is supposed to be an innocent manner but her eyes got that teasing sparkle and she waves sweetly at you; See you soon, jagi~. Love you~.

Han Sanghyuk / February 14, 2016 at 9:28pm: /he hisses when you tell him to come again soon, at the /way/ you say it, giving you a matching 'innocent' wink on his way out. His eyes wander a bit, taking in every inch of you. God, you look even better now and he makes sure you know what's on his mind; You're glowing. /he then points in between your legs as if he'd meant what he'd left behind all along; I'll call you. /he then disappears, closing the door behind him

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[2015] First Christmas

Han Sanghyuk to Ahn Heeyeon: December 24, 2015 /Having convinced the cordinoona he's closest to to sneakily pick you up at your studio, he's busy back at the apartment. He'd brought food from a take-out nearby and set it on the coffee table in the living room, a Christmas tree he's built so they could decorate it together and two gift bags he left on the couch so he wouldn't trip on them as he lit several themed candles around the place. Putting on a Santa Claus hat on the dog and another on himself, he waits for you to arrive patiently.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 24, 2015 at 12:04pm: /if it hadn't been for the fact that she recognized the woman from having seen her backstage with you, things might have become difficult but she easily goes along with her to the apartment. That's where she had planned on heading anyway but now when she has a hunch that you will really be there it's like her heart gives out for a second from beating way too fast. Taking the stairs, she makes her way up to the front door that she opens without any hesitation and holds on to the bags she's brought with her so the dog won't get access to them, the door closing behind her and she toes her shoes off, every one of her movements laced with excitement from the fact that it's Christmas time and because you're nearby - she can feel it;

Han Sanghyuk / December 26, 2015 at 3:52am: /he's lighting the last candle in the living room when you arrive and he can't help himself so he meets and greets you at the entrance, the dog running after him and greeting you just as happily. His arms go straight around your waist and he lifts you up in a tight hug; Merry Christmas! /he yells out and spins you around once before putting you down again, hands now cupping your face as he presses his lips to yours firmly; Come on, come on! You're late, Santa's already dropped off your gifts! And we don't even have a tree yet. /he then gives your elbow a gentle tug, careful so you wouldn't drop your bags, and hurries into the living room again, the dog following after him; Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells~!

Ahn Heeyeon / December 26, 2015 at 7:36am: /she isn't given much time to process anything but she squeals loudly when her feet leaves the floor (she should be used to being picked up randomly by now but she isn't) and she returns the hug as much as she can through the laughter that bubbles up and spills past her lips. She shrugs off her jacket and puts it away when she's safely back on the ground again; I'm coming, I'm coming! /it's as if she has stepped into a bubble of excitement and happiness, her eyes sparkling brightly when she glides into the living room on her socks; You should greet me like this every time I come home! Whoa! /and she crouches down after putting her bags on the couch, making sure to greet the dog properly and give her her fair share of attention by petting and kissing her, getting sort of distracted by that for a moment; Look at you and your little Santa hat!

Han Sanghyuk / December 28, 2015 at 9:10pm: /he's clearly hyper. Not only it's Christmas time but you're there with him to share even if just a part of that day with him and that makes him happier than even he thought it would. He looks over his shoulder at you when you speak again and he chuckles loudly, tossing you a couple of decorations when you put the bags down; Here you go. Start decorating as I open my presents. /he laughs again and hurries over to where you put the bags, rubbing his hands together and glancing at you for permission - only to realise your attention is on the dog and not him; NOONA! /he yells with the same silly grin and points at the bags; It was my idea, not hers. She wrestled me not to put it on her. And besides mine looks better. /he wobbles his head playfully.

Ahn Heeyeon / December 29, 2015 at 1:22am: Your dad's so noisy /she says with a laugh, scratching behind the dog's ear before standing up straight again and she turns to you instead; Look at /you/ and your little Santa hat. /reaching up, she touches her fingers to the fabric of your hat while cradling the decorations with her other arm and she makes sure to shower you with some extra attention, the grin that was plastered on her face staying firmly in place; Yours definitely looks better, of course. You pull it off really well.. Even better than Santa Claus himself. But if you so much as touch those presents now, I'm returning them to where I got them from. We're going to decorate the tree first of all. Presents come later. /after putting the decoration pieces on the couch and giving your cheek a loving pat, she unpacks a couple of neatly wrapped presents that she stacks in a pile on the sofa and proceeds to the other bag from which she takes out a couple of boxes with Christmas cookies and pastries; Umma made these, they're all free of lactose, I made sure of that.

Han Sanghyuk / January 4, 2016 at 4:29pm: /he's so pleased with himself when your attention is back on him and you're touching his hat, he just grins like the silly goof that he is. Which, of course, fades when you turn him down, his lower lip jutting out in a playful pout at the pat to his cheek; Aish... /he's focused on what you're doing, checking each box out before he decides he should do the same with his gifts for you; Wait, wait, let me add yours too. /he reaches inside the two bags he'd gotten and puts the six small boxes down in two different piles, looking at them with his head slightly tilted when he straightens up. He immediately turns to you when you speak again and his grin is back! So bright as he reaches out to take the boxes from you, which he puts down on the couch so he can wrap his arms around you and pull you to him for a kiss; You're so thoughtful. Thank you, noona.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 5, 2016 at 10:51pm: Don't want you to end up with a stomach ache is all. /she mumbles against your lips when she tiptoes to initiate another kiss, squeezing your waist lightly with her hands; You can help your pup open the her presents first, if you want. /yes, she actually got something for the dog too - two of the seven gifts she had put on the couch was for her and she points them out before picking up the decorations again, smiling; And I'm guessing we should eat that before digging into the pastries. /she motions at the take out food that had been set on the coffee table before she steps closer to the tree so she can get a better look at it and put the first piece of decoration on there when she has picked out a suitable branch - or well, she thought about it long and hard (longer than necessary) until she grew impatient and just sort of threw it on a random branch instead;

Han Sanghyuk / January 10, 2016 at 6:58pm: Yes, ummacita~ /he chuckles against your lips and then moves to pick up the presents you pointed at for the dog; You got her gifts too? Even I didn't. I'll just tell her they're mine so she won't feel sad. /he glances at you teasingly and takes a seat on the couch to open them, the puppy coming over to sit beside him; Yes, yes, they're yours but I get to open them. Get off of me. /he laughs when she tries to climb onto his lap, which only increases in sound when he hears something being thrown at the tree and looks up just in time to see your annoyed expression; What did the tree ever do to you? Baby... /he reaches his hand out to you; Come here, we'll handle the tree later, okay? Don't kill it just yet.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 12, 2016 at 3:09pm: It just didn't have a good enough branch.. /she mumbles, putting the rest of the decorations down so she can grab a hold of your hand instead and sit down with you, her expression changing immediately as if the proximity between them eliminates any traces of the annoyance she had experienced just seconds before. Smiling, she once again grabs one of the Christmas ornaments just so she can hang it on your ear instead - putting the little plastic hook behind your ear and fiddling a little with your hair that's peeking out from underneath the hat while singing softly in English as she waits for you to go on with the presents - the larger one being a bed to enhance the dog's "manliness" and "coolness"; Deck the hall with boughs of holly, fa la la la la la la la la. 'Tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la la la la la.

Han Sanghyuk / January 28, 2016 at 6:13pm: /he pats at your leg when you come sit beside him, offering the brightest of grins and shaking his head playfully when you hang the object on his ear; Oh darling~ So fabulous. /he tilts his head and lifts an arm as if he's posing, chuckling at his own antics before turning to open the gifts. With a yelp and a screech to make the dog react (which she does because she starts barking right away) he puts the bed by his feet which Dagger jumps on instantly and rolls over repeatedly, so excited; Holy cow, this is perfect. Look at her, she loves it. /he turns to you and smacks a kiss to your singing lips; You're perfect. /he then opens the bowl and laughs, turning it in his hand to take a good look at it; How did you guess it's so her? Thanks, baby. These are great.

Ahn Heeyeon / January 31, 2016 at 12:46am : /her singing gets cut off by laughter because of your actions before she resumes her "fa la la's", her arms slipping around your middle when you're busy opening Dagger's presents and her cheek comes to rest on your shoulder after she shifted onto her knees. The singing stops after you've kissed her and she tightens her arms around you in a squeeze; I'm awesome like that. You're welcome! /then she reaches for a small box that has been neatly wrapped up, carefully placing that into your hands and sneaking a peck to your cheek at the same time; This one's for you. You opened Dagger's presents so well so you deserve one too~. /it's a coin sized pocket token and she's had it engraved with words that mean something to the both of them; You can carry it with you everywhere you go.

Han Sanghyuk / February 15, 2016 at 7:28pm: /he means to hold you to him to further show his appreciation for the gifts but then you're handing him yet another box and he focuses on that for now. Glancing up at you as he opens it, he's smiling so brightly his cheeks hurt. When he opens it, though, the smile fades and an expression of utter surprise takes over his features; Holy... /he huffs, looking up at you and back down at the token, then back up at you, his smile returning just as wide as before; This is awesome. Thank you, baby. /he then turns so he can hug you tightly to him, head tilting to press a quick peck to yours; I love it. Now! What's next? /he chuckles, wiggling playfully.

Ahn Heeyeon / February 19, 2016 at 12:45am: You're the real Super Hyogi, so.. The original. /she watches your reaction appreciatively, the hug and the peck to her head making her want to give you yet another present. She laughs, shaking her head at you and reaches for a soft package this time around that she dumps into your lap; You're so spoiled. But this one you can only wear around the apartment when I'm here. Actually this might be more like a present to myself... You're not allowed wear anything underneath that. /she pets Dagger a bit so the dog would be showered with attention too and she does so happily;

Han Sanghyuk / February 24, 2016 at 9:26pm: I am~ Your Super Hyogi. /he doesn't really let go of you as you move, whether it's your waist or your arm or your hand he's holding, there's not one second where he's not touching you. When the package is placed in his lap, however, he's forced to let go so he can open it and a loud, amused laugh erupts from him when he holds the t-shirt up to check it. Standing up, he removes the one he's wearing and - after throwing it at you - he puts on the new one; Let's try it out! Go! /he puts his hands up as claws, and raises his upper lift in a snarl.

Ahn Heeyeon / March 1, 2016 at 10:11am: Ohohoho! /she's as amused as you are at the sight of the shirt even if she had already seen it before. She laughs when fabric hits her smack in the face and the urge to thow that t-shirt right back at you is there but she can't because it smells like you and she loves that so instead she hugs the shirt to her chest. Tucking her legs in under her where she's sitting, she then points at you, grinning excitedly; Jagi, let me ask you an important question! What's that about your... T-rex?! What T-rex?!

Han Sanghyuk / March 15, 2016 at 5:58pm: /he holds his position even if he's so amused by the whole thing and he saves an 'aww' when you hold on to his shirt for later because that would ruin his little act. When you finally say the words, he pulls the front of his shirt up and over his head with a 'rawwwwwr', which soon becomes a high pitched laugh, something that is so common for him when he's that silly or entertained. He ends up dropping to his knees and curl in a ball on his side as he laughs, the shirt still over his head.

Ahn Heeyeon / March 17, 2016 at 1:59am: /your laughter is so contagious that she cracks up as well and she tips sideways on the couch until she's on her side too, still clutching your shirt to her chest as she laughs (she did eye all that skin that was revealed before you went down though!). She doesn't stay on the couch for long, her hands connecting with the floor first as she crawls off of it and makes her way over to you; Ya-Yah, don't suffocate- /she laughs, sliding one hand across your lower back while the other tugs the shirt down; I now have a favorite T-Rex!!

Han Sanghyuk / March 21, 2016 at 4:35am: /he flinches at the touch of your hand to his back, thinking you were about to tickle him but when he realises it's something completely different, he lets you remove the shirt from over his head and tug it down without a fuss. He remains on the ground, though, and looking up at you he smiles as brightly as before, his hand reaching out to your arm which he grips gently to pull you closer to him; This shirt is awesome. You're awesome. Thank you, noona.

Ahn Heeyeon / March 22, 2016 at 6:18pm: /she leans a little closer, still hovering above you and her smile is mirroring yours when it comes to the brightness of it. She slowly lifts a hand to gently swipe your hair back from your face while the other hand smooths down the shirt over your torso, patting over your stomach rather lovingly; You're welcome. I must say that I like this shirt a lot more than I thought I would, hmmmm.. Probably because you pull it off so well.

Han Sanghyuk / April 12, 2016 at 5:14pm: /he lifts himself up quickly to steal a peck to your lips and he sits there with his legs crossed and his hands linked on his lap. Smiling goofily at you, he tilts his head with a chuckle; Did you get me this shirt so you could see my stomach? You did, didn't you? You know you can just ask me and I'll be happily shirtless for you... /he reaches down and pulls at the hem of his shirt to remove it so he is indeed shirtless, wrapping it around his head like a bandana; How do you like it now?

Ahn Heeyeon / April 13, 2016 at 10:46pm: Maaaaaybe. /she tips her head to the left and then to the right, feigning innocence until you're actually undressing and then she doesn't look so naive anymore, instead a very pleased smile spreads across her face and she shamelessly lets her gaze drop to eye your torso; Although this isn't as fun as asking you about your t-rex.. I do appreciate the view right now. /she reaches out to pinch one of your nipples;

Han Sanghyuk / May 12, 2016 at 5:19am: /he laughs even after he'd tried to remain serious, even flirty with his arched brow and the slight tilt of his head. When you reach for his nipple, though, he flinches and grabs your hand instead, tugging you quickly and somewhat harshly so you wouldn't be able to pull away. He catches you in his free arm around your waist so you wouldn't indeed move away from him and just holds you like that, tightly to him; I want you to remove your shirt as well.

Ahn Heeyeon / May 13, 2016 at 1:48am: /she yelps softly when she's tugged forward and her expression changes from surprised to playfully annoyed, her body melting into yours despite the look on her face that she tries to keep but no matter how hard she tries it fades and a laugh slips past her lips; Why? Have we become nudists all of a sudden so we're going to prance around naked in the apartment? /she pushes at your chest until there's a little space between them, enough so she can reach down for the hem of her own shirt and she tugs it up just a little to reveal her toned stomach, her abs on full display when she stops just below her breasts; Higher? /she asks in light tone like it isn't a big deal at all, the months she's spent with you having made her that much more comfortable in her own skin - at least around you;

Han Sanghyuk / June 10, 2016 at 6:11pm: /he nods at the first question, his smile the furthest thing from sweet. He's smirking at you and even through his playfulness it's clear how his gaze shifts completely into something a little more... lustful. When you move away, he looks down at your hands and at the sight of your stomach, he licks over his lips as he goes through the new ideas popping in his mind. With a meaningful glance back up at you, he quirks a brow; You tell me. /he's the one pulling away now, only to dip his head and press his lips to your revealed stomach, which he soon parts to flick his tongue across your skin.

Ahn Heeyeon / June 11, 2016 at 11:19pm: /she isn't unaffected by anything you do and her skin knots into goosebumps but she doesn't want to give in so easily, playfully letting her shirt drop back down and she scoots backwards a little; Time to decorate the tree! /she laughs softly, turning around to crawl away from you and over to the tree instead. She senses your lusty side taking over and if you'd pursue her, she wants to give you something to work for, a little challenge perhaps. Unless you went along with decorating the tree, then she'd just reward you later - either way, she was on board with what went through your mind;

Han Sanghyuk / June 13, 2016 at 3:58am: /he's a little confused at first, his mind having been in a completely different state the moment you pull away. He stands up slowly and he can't really make out what you're doing but he isn't taking any of it. He does see it as a challenge and it only fuels his already growing hunger, the pursuit being something he particularly fancies. He steps closer (waaaay too close) to you and reaches a hand behind you for the tree, pushing it down yet never averting his eyes from yours; What tree?

Ahn Heeyeon / June 13, 2016 at 10:01pm: /she bites back her lip in amusement and peers up at you as innocently as she can, pretending she doesn't have a clue why you're acting the way you are even though she's fully aware of your intentions; I swear there was a tree right here a second ago.. Hmmm... /she clasps her hands behind her back and slowly, almost thoughtfully, walks toward the coffee table, making a slow sweeping gesture at the food and pastries; All this food.. We should eat it now, shouldn't we?

Han Sanghyuk / June 21, 2016 at 7:49pm: /he actually grunts when you move away, turning in your direction but still standing his ground. The whole dance you're making them do just adds to his eagerness to take you right here and now - you had turned that button on and there's no other way he can switch it off now - unless you shove him in the shower and turn the cold water on. Or of course... if you actually meant that you weren't into it. Licking over his lips, he moves his hands slowly to his pants, undoing them and making a show out of unzipping; I don't see any food.

Ahn Heeyeon / June 25, 2016 at 5:30pm: /she's honestly having a blast and despite the innocence that still lingers with her from lack of experience, she knows exactly what she's doing and the fact that she knows you find her attractive is the boost she needs to pull off something like this. Getting (very) distracted by the show you put on by unzipping your pants, she watches for a moment and just the display alone of your torso and your hands working on your pants makes her arousal surge through her; You must be blind, it's riiiight.. Here. /and she slowly bends over to pick up a pastry, giving you a generous view of her behind in her skin tight leggings before she straightens up (hey, two can play this game!) and she decides to keep playing around so she walks toward the doorway to leave the living room, swaying her hips a little more than necessary -- she's curious of how far she could keep it going; I think I need a glass of wa~ter.

Han Sanghyuk / July 9, 2016 at 1:36am: /he's taken aback when you don't fall for his little act right away, his lips parting and his mouth dropping slightly as he watches you in astonishment and then... ooooh amazement. He eyes you shamelessly, his eyes fixed on your butt as you bend over and-- what are you doing exactly? He can't see what's in your hand, he doesn't dare to look away from where he wants to touch, to invade... to ravish. The second he does take his eyes off of your body is to meet yours but then you're turning around and he just can't help himself; Hani... /he moans in half-frustration half-need and only when you disappear from behind the doorway, he follows you. And he doesn't do it lightly or slowly. He pretty much charges at you - there's no hesitation, no fear, no mercy as he enters the kitchen after you. His hands are at your hips as he pushes you forward from behind you, his own pressing against your ass while a grunt slips past his lips; What are you doing to me, woman. /he slaps a hand across your right cheek and keeps it there, squeezing.

Ahn Heeyeon / July 16, 2016 at 12:40am: /she can hear your footsteps close in on her and she's ready for the impact, she can sense the fearlessness in your approach and once their bodies connect, she drops the pastry into the sink so she can brace her hands against the edge of a counter. A breath hitches in her throat simply because you're so close to her but it's that slap that really makes her react, a shudder passing through her body and her eyes widen only to fall shut a second later, gasping - Jesus, what was that? The squeeze that follows forces a moan from her and she pushes back against you, right into your hand and against your crotch, her need matching yours; Hyuk- /she sighs, her body reacting so well to you that she's already damp between her legs and wetter she gets as the seconds pass by, her skin heated, warm to the touch and it's a little amusing how riled up she can get you, not only that but it's astonishing too - that you and her work like that, react so well to one another, that their bodies fit so perfectly; You want this? /she laughs softly, breathlessly, teasingly as she pushes her butt out some more, leaning forward a little while supporting herself against the counter and she gives you a coyly flirtatious look over her shoulder; You don't want to, ah, dress the tree, eat the food.. Have a, mmm, glass of water?

Han Sanghyuk / August 8, 2016 at 3:18am: /his heavy breathing starts almost immediately and the sting in his hand after that slap to your ass makes him want to do it again. But he doesn't, he keeps on squeezing just as he inches his hand closer to where your legs meet, the welcoming warmth making him grunt low close to your ear. For the first time, he doesn't have to set your hair to the side as the new length allows him instant access to your neck which he latches on with his lips to taste you, spoil you, connect further with you. The sound of your voice combined with the push of your butt against his crotch has him grabbing you by the hips and dry-thrust once in a much heated response to your initiative, not just to increase contact and create friction but to show you just how ready he is to take you right there and then. He then straightens up a bit, looking down at their bodies separated only by fabric and he immediately feels the need to rip it all off. When you speak again, he looks up, though and as he sees you looking back at him in that matter he loses it; I want to undress you, eat you and have you swallow all the water I have to offer. /he doesn't waste time, his hands reaching around you to start doing just that.

Ahn Heeyeon / August 9, 2016 at 6:24pm: /she bites her bottom lip and dips her head a bit to watch your hands, wanting desperately to feel you on her, inside, all over and what you said only fueled that need that ran deeper than any other craving she had ever had. A part of her wanted to reach down and help you get her undressed but she held back as another part of her wanted you to do all the work, she wanted to leave herself to you completely and so she settles for practically ripping open the large flannel button up shirt she's wearing, the shirt slipping off her shoulders once it's come undone and reveals even more of her skin. She leaves it on, hanging low on her shoulders, front open to display the white bra she's wearing even if you can't exactly see it when you're situated behind her and she leaves her pants to you, moaning softly even when they haven't done much at all but the anticipation is making her so hot, her skin burning and she wants to egg you on more, entice you, encourage you; I need to feel you.. Hyuk.. Ah-- Do whatever you want with me- Please--

Han Sanghyuk / September 5, 2016 at 4:23am: /he had never been so happy indulging your requests, a chuckle even leaving him at how excited he is for this, how amazing it already feels and all they had done is tease each other. Well, you had, he just responded hungrily. He skillfully pulls your pants and underwear down to your thighs - just enough to reach where he wants to be in so badly. He catches movement with his eyes when you make a show out of removing your shirt, a soft sound of approval leaving him at the sight. His lips find your neck once again and his hands slide upward to cup your breasts and cupping he really does. Sinking his fingers into soft flesh, he moves his hands in circular motions to feel you up shamelessly just as his hips resume the grinding against your bare ass; So needy. /he whispers, tongue slipping out and sliding up to your ear; Should I fuck you right here? Should I fuck you hard, Hani? /one of his hands drops to free his aching length of its fabric enclosure and he runs the tip against your cheeks and then between them, opening way for himself; Tell me how you want me to fuck you.

Ahn Heeyeon / September 7, 2016 at 1:44am: /she grips the counter with one hand while she lifts the other to place over yours, squeezing over yours to get you to continue grabbing at her sensitive breast and she doesn't mind how firm you are with it - to her it feels good and it's clear with how she moans, the sounds hiking up in volume when she feels the tip of your length tease her just shy of where she wants you, where she needs you and a part of her is in disbelief regarding the way you talk to her, such straightforward words that makes something unfurl inside her stomach and it's like the more open you are the more open she is, the more straightforward you are the more straightforward she is and it takes a little courage on her part but after she's shifted and widened the gap between her feet to make it easier to reach that intimate part of her she finds her voice and her words are clear albeit a little breathy; Take me-- /she starts, pushing her ass out a bit; /Fuck/ me /she utters next, nearly whining because you really have her right there on the edge of desperation, the desire she holds for you and no one else blossoming and growing stronger, the desire she's never experienced before you overwhelming her in the best way possible and making her body react in so many ways -- she's wet and only getting wetter, her nipples are tight, the buds hard and goosebumps have formed over the skin on her chest, eyes bright when she glances back at you, her nose wrinkled in frustration when she wants to be stretched around you and it's the frustration that pushes her to talk even more; Fuck me hard, Sanghyuk, right here- Fuck me here in the kitchen-- /Please/!

Han Sanghyuk / October 26, 2016 at 8:19pm: /it doesn't come to him as a surprise that you're responding to his request in a manner as blunt as his and it if wasn't for his own desperation he'd take the time to explore that side of you, that very side that drives him close to insanity every single time they're intimate, that side he brought out of you many months ago for the first time. You're so ready for him, so eager to take what he's about to give you, he doesn't even have to check for himself because when you open your legs further and his length naturally slides up at the invitation he's right where he needs to be - the only thing he has to do is push his hips forward to feel how wet and warm you are against his tip. He doesn't waste any time, he's very much aware that you're on board with his intent to take you as hard as he can against this counter - and that he does. He's merciless and he doesn't pay tribute to any romance or sweetness they usually share. His free hand pushes at the center of your back to bend you over the counter and then grips at hip, the one he had on your breast lifted to your hair where his fingers tangle with the strands, and without saying a word he pushes into you with purpose, the motion followed by several more until he needs both hands at your hips to steady you some. He groans deeply at the growing tension in his lower abdomen and he relishes every bittersweet second of it. As he's not the type to be very vocal he keeps his thoughts to himself as he watches himself slam into you. "Fuck, she's so wet.", "God, so warm.", "Harder, Hyuk, har-- that's right. Oh fuck that's good.", "So hot. So hot... All mine. Yes, oh yes, all mine."

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