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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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11/15/2021
I enjoy you
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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11/15/2022
Can’t post these anywhere else so decided to share them here.
I’ll be back w how I feel but for right now I’ll just enjoy the idea of us through these photos
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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Thanks for everything grandma 🤍
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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09/05/2021
Releasing you, and you, and you and most importantly, you. I’m shedding, rebirthing if you will. Adding parts of me that I hid behind the scenes out of fear of being judging not knowing those were the parts I’ve should’ve let the spotlight shine on most. This next chapter is me living for me and enjoying my own company as I make choices for me and me only. My codependency patterns are being cut here, I’m killing that karmic tie. I want to become exactly who I’m meant to be regardless of who’s with me or cheering me on.
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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09/05/2021
Right now I’m scared. I’m scared people aren’t going to accept me. I’m unfolding myself layer by layer discovering something new wedged between each fold and sometimes…sometimes I don’t like the discovery. Most times the discover makes me overly critical about myself and makes me question my identity and I still have to worry about pleasing others on top of that? I cant help but laugh. I’m terrified so I do nothing. I sort of hide. Too much attention, too much pressure I’ve never been a fan of this but it’s what I’ve manifested. I must be ready for it.
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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09/03/2021
It’s disappointing you still have access to me.
You don’t deserve it but I’m lonely and like how you make me feel but lately it’s been feeling like you’re in control here & I’m following your lead to destruction. When will I choose myself? When will I love myself w/o the need the need of craving instant gratification as a source of love? I’m so over you but why am I not done w you? 😔
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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09/02/2021
Today was a beautiful day w beautiful energy. I finally feel like I have friends that pour into me and I feel like I can pour into them equally. I’m thankful for that.
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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08/22/2021
Using my demons to my advantage and snapping out of it
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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People really don’t fucking think and that shit be pissing me off
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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08/07/2021
Me and bad decisions go hand and hand…I think it keeps the thrill alive and makes me excited about living. How can I cure this?
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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08/07/2021
I hate it at home. I need to make a home out of myself.
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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08/02/2021
I’m ready to go home
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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7/13/2021
I need to stay focused. Now more than ever.
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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07/08/2021
I make the worst decisions when I’m drunk but you were on my mind tonight…mainly because I wanted you to come over but also because I felt like calling you on my way back. I thought someone would be a good distraction but they just don’t do it for me anymore…I was not impressed. As regretful as I am for slipping up I kind of hope you don’t reply so I can move on for sure but I’ll def be getting drunk tomorrow if you don’t respond
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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Hate the fact that i miss you
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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7/06/2021
I want the rest of my life to feel like today.
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noordinaryjade · 4 years ago
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Happier. Finer.
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