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nordicmedfet · 15 days ago

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A real experience

The following text is an example of how I would wish to be treated if I ever needed surgery and anaesthesia again. Ive had surgery three times. I had a stressfull and scary experience during the anaesthesia with one of these surgeries. This has left a mark on me, with anxiety and stress. Although I love the exciting feeling of imagining myself as a patient, when the idea becomes a reality, it's a completely different story. I've written this like a short story, I hope you'll enjoy it :D

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I am sitting on the hospital bed in the small waiting room outside the operating room. This will be the fourth time I've had surgery. But this time it feels different. Not because it was more serious – but because my body could no longer face this without fear.

I thought it would get easier each time. But it turned out to be the opposite. The memory of the last anesthesia was stuck like a bruise in my soul. That time I had to wait a long time in pre-op, suddenly being called in and put under anesthesia almost immediately. No one had the time to talk to me, and when I fell asleep I had a strong feeling of panic in my chest.

Now I felt the same anxiety growing – like a shadow along my spine.

A door opened. A nurse dressed in green approached with a friendly look.

– Hi, my name is Anna. I am the CRNA and I will be taking care of you today. How are you feeling right now?

I hesitated. The words were deep inside. But I needed to say it.

– I am scared. Last time the anaesthetic happened way too fast… I didn’t feel like I had time to really take in the fact that I was going to be put to sleep. It felt like I lost all control.

Anna nodded slowly and sat down on a stool next to me.

– I understand. That’s a normal feeling – but that doesn’t mean it can be ignored. Today we’re doing it differently. We’ll take it step by step, at your pace. And we’ll talk to you all the time until you fall asleep. Okay?

I swallowed but nodded. A small sense of relief made its way into my chest.

After a while, it was time, Anna followed me in to the operating room where another person was waiting, the anesthesiologist, Johan.

– Hi Jo! I’ll be responsible for your anesthesia. I know you had a tough experience last time, so we’ll do our best to make this feel more safer. You set the pace.

I thanked him with my eyes. I didn’t really have the energy to formulate sentences, but he seemed to understand it anyway.

The light inside the OR was cool and white. The machines beeped with a low sound. I clutched the blanket over my chest. I shivered from the cold.

The OR table was narrow and hard. But before I could react, Anna came with a warm, soft blanket that blew warm air over my body.

– This is our heating blanket, she said. It helps you stay warm. And it's cozy too.

I smiled, almost surprised. The small gesture meant more than I could express.

The anesthesiologist Johan began to connect me to the monitoring.

– I will put three electrodes on your chest. You will feel that they are a little cold. Then you will get a blood pressure cuff and a clamp on your finger for oxygenation. Totally routine.

I nodded again, breathing slowly. I felt the little cold circles against my skin. The blood pressure cuff inflated with a buzz. The clip on my finger hugged my finger lightly . A beeping sound began – my pulse, visible on the screen next to me.

– The pulse is a little high, Johan said calmly. – But it’s completely normal when you’re a bit worried. This is not something we need to worry about.

Johan was now standing by my head. I grabbed Anna’s hand, mine was cold and sweaty but I was grateful.

– Okay, Jo. Now I’m going to put an oxygen mask over your nose and mouth. It only be some oxygen right now. Just breathe like normal. It might feel a little plasticky and cold. But you can breathe just like you are doing now. We’re talking to you the whole time, okay?

The mask was carefully placed over my nose and mouth. It smelled a little rubbery, not unpleasant, but noticeable.

– Take a few deep breaths now, Johan said. – In and out, good. Just oxygen, nothing else.

I took a few breaths. Felt my chest rise and fall. Felt my pulse in my throat. I felt Anna's fingers stroking my hand.

– You're doing great, Anna said.

Johan adjusted something on the syringe pump.

– You'll have some sleep medicine go in to the line in your arm now okey. You might feel a bit warm, maybe a little dizzy. But that's completely normal.

I nodded weakly, keeping my eyes on Anna. A safe spot. I then closed my eyes.

– You're safe here, just keep breathing, I heard Anna say.

– We'll be here with you the entire time, Johan added.

I tried to say thank you, but my lips wouldn’t listen anymore. It didn’t matter. I knew they understood me anyway. The heat started to spread through my chest, then my head.

A quiet darkness approached. The last thing I heard was the sound of Anna humming softly.

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nordicmedfet · 21 days ago

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Links to my stories

Gathered all my stories in one spot for you :D

The endo surgery A story about Annie, going through an emergency surgery after collapsing in pain.

The unplanned surgery A story about a woman going to a medfet clinic, not knowing what her fate will be.

A real experience A short story describing what I have experienced, a not so plessant anaesthesia situation. It's a great fetish, dont get me wrong. But being the patient in a real situation is a totally different game!

Mr. A - Stories from a medfet clinic, with anaesthesia, cpr, defibs, and sextoys. Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

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nordicmedfet · 22 days ago

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A normal day in the life, or so I thought...

We arrive at the hospital and I'm taken to a room where nurses and doctors are waiting for us. John, the EMT gives them a quick handover.

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'This is Annie, she is a 28 year old woman. She collapsed at a bus stop about 40 minutes ago, probably because of stomach painsShe is tachycardic and hypertensive, saturation is 96% on 2 liters of oxygen. She has been given 7.5 mg of morphine iv as well as 1 gram paracetamol iv. She has a 20 gauge on her left underarm.'

Working together they scoop me over to the hospital bed and the nurses and doctors start working rigth away. Someone places ECG electrodes on my chest and connects the leads, another person connects the blood pressure cuff and pulse ox to the hospitals equipment.

I grimace from the pain as the staff is working on me. Drawing blood and continuing the primary exam. ' Let's give her another 5 mg of Morphine i.v. ' The doctor says as he steps up to thebed and introduces himself. ' Hi, I'm doctor Olsson, i understand you have some stomach pain. Could you show me where its located?' I point to my lower abdomen under my belly button. He gently tries to palpate the area but I scream out in pain. ' Is it possible that you could be pregnant' he asks but I quickly shake my head. ' Have you had your appendix taken out?' I shake my head once again. 'Okay, lets optimize her pain and i will go and order a stat CT abdomen.' he says and leaves the room.

The nurse gives me more morphine iv and connects a bag of ringer's acetat to my iv. I can begin to relax a bit and even rest for a little while. 10 minutes later a man comes to transport me to radiology. The pain medication is really starting to work and the procedure is over in a few minutes. As i return to the room the nurse takes my vitals again and they have almost returned to normal. She changes the oxygen mask to a nasal cannula. A few minutes later the doctor is back and i can see a concerned look in his face.

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'We see some abnormal tissue around your uterus and some localised to the intestines around the pelvic area. I will give gynecology a call to see if they can continue examining you. He steps out again and a few minutes later another doctor walks in. 'Hi im doctor Guttman and I am a gynecologist. I've been told you have severe stomach pains. I would need to perform a vaginal exam and ultrasound, do I have your consent?'

I look up at the doctor and give a slow nod. I start to get scared and I feel my pulse begin to race again. 'Dont worry, one of the nurses will stay next to you the entire time and just tell me to stop if you feel something unpleasant at any time during the exam.' They help me to over to the gynecological chair and prepare me for the exam.

Everyone leaves the room except one of the nurses from before. She stands next to my bed and places her hand on my shoulder, it gives me some sense of calm. Dr. Guttman proceeds to lift my legs into the stirrups, exposing me. He places one hand on my left thigh before he proceeds to insert two lubricated fingers into my vagina. He moves his fingers to the left and right to identify my uterus and cervix. This also helps him identify any abnormalities. Next he place his left hand on my stomach and press down to further examine my uterus. I let out a short scream as the pain shoots through my abdomen.

He quickly removes his left hand and reassures me that this is necessary. He orders the nurse to give me 50 micrograms of fentanyl and waits until it has taken effect. He then finishes the bi-manual exam. Moving his fingers a little bit deeper into my vagina and pressing down higher up on my stomach to examine the ovaries. Shortly after he removes the fingers and changes his gloves.

He then grabs the metal speculum laying on the table next to me, warming it in his hands for a few seconds. 'This could be a bit cold and uncomfortable' he says as he lubricates the speculum. With his left hand he spreads my labia apart and inserts the cold metal speculum, carefull but firmly. Pushing it deeper into my vagina and then opening the blades. I can feel my vagina stretching and the pressure from the blades, then he manipulates the speculum a bit in order to see better. 'I dont see any abnormal tissues och signs of bleeding or infection, which is good.' He adjust the speculum to inspect the vaginal walls before slowly closing the speculum and removing it.

'I will need to perform the vaginal ultrasound as well.' He says and start the ultrasound machine. Placing a condom and some gel on the probe he gently insert it into my vagina. Moving it around to examine the uterus and ovaries and surrounding organs. Guiding the probe left and right. He slowly removes the probe and turns the machine of. 'I see some unusual tissue on the ultrasound, simillar to what we could see on the CT scan. With these findings and the amount of pain you are in, i recommend an exploratory laparoscopy to identify and hopefully treat what ever this is.' he says. 'Lets admit you to the ward and i will plan for a surgery in the next 24 hours. I will order pain medication to be given to you on the ward if needed.' He walks over to the computer and prepare my admission.

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I had to get pain meds throughout the night. I get woken up a few hours later and was told i will be the first patient to go down for surgery today.With the help of another dose of meds and a nurse assistant i walk over to the shower and am told to shower with antibacterial soap. The nurse assistant brought me a gown and a pair of underwear to put on after the shower. I also got some knee high socks and blue foot covers. When i'm dressed i enter my room again and the staff has clean my bed. I'm told to remove the blue foot covers and lay down on the bed. A few minutes later i get wheeled down to the OR floor by the nurse and nurse assistant.

In the waiting room of the OR-unit i transfer over to the OR bed, the OR staff lays a warm blanket over me and fastens two straps over me. As i'm wheeled down the corridor i count the lamps in the ceiling. One, two, three, four. We then enter the OR room, i see the bright lights, different equipment and a few other OR staff. I could smell the strong smell of desinfectant and cleanliness. The bed is placed in the middle of the room. An anesthesiologist steps over to me and introduces himself. ' Hi, i'm Max and i will put you to sleep and make sure your doing well during the surgery. Before this we just need to attach some monitoring equipment to you, okay?'

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Max and one of the nurses opens my gown to place five ecg leads on my upper body, the nurse lays my arm on the armrest and place the blood preassure cuff around my right arm. Next she secures my arm to the board. Meanwhile Max place the pulse ox on the left hand index finger, he also hooks me up to an infusion line. He then moves my arm out onto the armboard, securing that to the board aswell. The monitor start beeping to the rhythm of my heartbeat and i can feel the blood pressure cuff tightening around my arm. 'Great, your blood pressure looks good, your pulse is a bit elevated but nothing to worry about. Your saturation also look good. Are you doing okay Annie?' I nod slowly. 'Then let's begin the anaesthesia.' Max says.

He places a blue mask over my face and tells me it's 100% oxygen, i breathe the oxygen for a few minutes before he orders the nurse to start the induction. ' 100 micrograms fentanyl is given.' the nurse says. I start to feel relaxed. 'Now you will get the medicine that will make you fall asleep. Try thinking of something nice.' She proceeds to slowly inject the propofol through my iv and a few seconds later I start drifting of to sleep.

'150 mg propofol given' she says. Max then starts the continuous infusion of propofol to maintain the sedation. Slowly raising the speed to a good level for anaesthesia maintenance.. I can feel the anaesthesiologist lifting my head to open my airway more, he tightens the grip around my face and the mask. After a couple of minutes i can feel him touching my eyelashes, but i give no reaction. 'She is sedated, now go ahead and give her 85mg rocuronium.'

A minute pass before Dr. Max removes the mask from my face, he then picks up the LMA with which he will secure my airway. He slowly adjust my head into the 'sniffing air' position, my mouth is agape. He then place the LMA on the palate of my mouth and follows the curvature, pushing the LMA deep down my throat. He uses his other hand to hold the tube in place as he removes his finger from my mouth. He gently push it just a little deeper before grabbing a syringe full of air to inflate the mask. I can feel the LMA adjusting its position as he inflates it, he then connects me to the anaesthesia tubing and I start to breathe in unison with the machine. I then feel him placing tape on my left cheek, twisting it around the LMA twice before securing the tape on my right cheek. He tapes my eyes closed as well. As I'm now sedated and intubated Max connects another continuous infusion to my iv, containing the medication Remifentanil to maintain the anaesthetic.

I then feel the other staff removing the blanket over me and opening my gown even more. They also place my legs in stirrups to get a optimal position for the surgery, they lower them into a low lithotomy position. One lady begins to wash my pelvic area with an antiseptic solution, the cold solution touches my body and i feel like I'm getting goosebumps. After a thorough cleaning she place a urinary catheter into my bladder. I feel the tube slowly entering my urethra as she advance the tube deeper and deeper. My urine flows into the bag when she reaches the bladder. Filling the balloon with water before gently tugging at it to make sure its secure. The bag is hooked on to the bed to allow the urine to drain. She then begins to wash the surgical area, from just under my breasts down to my pelvic area. Going back over the same area a few times to really clean the surgical field. Later a man steps up to the table and place drapes on my chest, one on each side of me and one over my legs.

Dr. Guttman has now finished washing his hands and enters the room, getting gowned and gloved by the other man. He then steps up to the table and makes the first cut. He places a camera port in the first incision and then makes three more, inserting a c02 line in one of them and tools in the others. He has to spend some time looking around and moving my internal organs to be able to inspect the presence of any abnormal tissue, behind my uterus he finally finds a large area of what looks to be signs of endometriosis. The tissue is removed and placed in a container. ' Location, posterior uterine wall. 1 cm times 2,5 cm in size. Send this to pathology so they can identify what this is.' Dr. Guttman spends another 30 minutes inspecting every nook of the abdomen before ending the procedure. Removing the tools and camera port, suturing the incisions and placing a small bandage over them.

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Dr. Max stops the propofol and ramifentalin infusions and begins to wake me up. He gives me some time to emerge and tries to get me to open my eyes. I slowly open my eyes just for a second but I'm still not totally awake, I still need the LMA to maintain an open airway. A few more minutes pass before he succtions my back throat from secretions before deflating the LMA. He removes it in one fast movement before placing a Guedel airway in my mouth and then the mask over my face. He keeps a steady grip of my face until I'm more awake,it takes about 10 more minutes, but he is keeping me safe, with his firm grip of my face and the mask. Helping me take some breaths by pressing the handheld ballon 'Good morning Annie, the surgery went well, we are slowly going to transfer you to the post op area soon.'

When I'm completely awake in the post op area I start to remember things from the surgery. Not the time before, I remember feeling every thing they did to me. I remember feelling as if i was in an alternative state. I was aware of everything but unable to feel the pain. I felt the intubation, every breath being pushed down the LMA into my lungs, i had no control. I felt the tools inserted in my abdomen and as the doctor moved them around. I could feel the pressure in my abdomen from the carbon dioxide gas.

I suddenly realise I must be odd, being able to feel all of that. It's not normal to be aware of everything during a surgery. This feeling exhilarated me and I felt a sudden desire to go through it all again. Every step, from the vaginal exam before to the anaesthesia and intubation. How each breath is pushed down my airway and making my chest moving up and down. The thought of having someone else helping me breathe. I started thinking about what i could do to end up in the operating room again. The desire grew stronger and stronger by each passing second. I needed to experience that arousal again.

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I tried to describe to you how I imagine my dream medfet scenario. From the detailed vaginal exam and ultrasound to the sedated but aware patient under anaesthesia. I imagine a feeling of being exposed and vulnerable and having no control which is what I think is fascinating and something I wish to experience myself. To be totally in the hands of an anaesthesiologist and the surgrical team. The dosages of the meds are calculated to my weight to make it a bit personalised to me :P

I wrote this is thank you gift to you, for helping me reach 1500 followers!! :D I hope you liked it and i apreciate you taking your time to read it!

#gyno surgery #laryngeal mask airway #intubated #medfet #intubation #anaesthesia #surgery prep #vaginal exam #vaginal ultrasound #speculum

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nordicmedfet · 24 days ago

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As a thank you for 1500 followers!!

just got a perfect idea for a new story, some similarities to my last one but still uniqe in its own way :D can't wait to share it with all of you!!! :D

#medfet fiction #medfet #thank you #anaesthesia #surgery

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nordicmedfet · 2 months ago

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Emergency uterine polypectomy

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Patient : Female Age : 28 Surgery : Emergency polypectomy because of uncontrollable vaginal bleedeing Method of sedation : Propofol induction and sevoflorane as maintenence Procedures : pelvic exam, urinary catheter, iv insertion Time : 3 hours (induction, prep, procedure and finish)

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nordicmedfet · 2 months ago

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The unplanned surgery

An untold story from a private clinic in southern sweden

It's a gray rainy day in June, you are sitting at home in your solitude. Your phone buzz, a message shows up, its from a number you don't recognise, but you open it anyway.

'We know you want to be a patient for a day.' you slowly read as your heart begins to beat faster and harder. Who are these people and how do they know this about me?

'We want you to come to our clinic on Fifth Street on June 8th at 8 am for a consultation. Kind regards, the F Clinic'

You quickly write a reply. 'Who are you and how did you get my phone number?' You also quickly write a message to Sara, your best friend, who knows about your odd fantasies. But Sara has no idea what you are talking about. Asking you if you are okay. Shortly after the first message, another one appears, with instructions to fill out a health questionnaire.

At first, you're very hesitant and scared, but after Googling the clinic and understanding what they do, you open the health questionnaire. Answering questions about your height and weight, previous health history, and questions about your sexual health.

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The night to June 8th, you have not been able to sleep, yet you sit straight up, wide awake when the alarm rings at 6:45 a.m that morning. You quickly look at the message you received yesterday, which said you're not allowed to eat or drink anything, and that you need to shower and shave your pubic hair. The clinic is half an hour from your home. Imagining what will happen today as you walk towards the bus that will take you to the address.

When you step into the clinic through the large doors, you are struck by a sense of calm. The small, cold room contains a few chairs and a small reception. The woman at the reception desk looks up from her computer and gestures for you to sit down in one of the chairs. Time seem to pass in slow motion until the doctor suddenly appears out of nowhere, standing between the reception and the examination room.

'Hi, my name is Doctor Fetish and I will take care of you today.'

You quickly stand up and walk towards the doctor, shake hands with him and follows him into the examination room.

'Please take off your clothes and change into our clinics chlotes' the doctor says and hands over a long white shirt. You are confused as to why you haven't been given any underwear but you don't dare to ask the doctor. Placin the shirt over your shoulders and closing all the buttons. Doctor Fetish shows you to a narrow examination table. With support of his hand, you sit up on the table, the doctor then helps you to lay down.

'I'll start with an external examination,' the doctor says and opens the shirt and exposes your chest. He then takes out his stethoscope and begins to listen to your heart and lungs.

The doctor then proceeds to open more buttons on your shirt and exposes your abdomen. He listens with the stethoscope for a few seconds before proceding to palpate all over your stomach. Around your belly button and pelvic area, you flinch slightly, from a sudden sharp pain.

'Did this hurt?' the doctor said, pressing on the area again.

'Yes,' you answear shortly, feeling the sharp pain once again.

'I dont think we can continue our project until we've addressed your pain,' the doctor said, placing a light hand on your shoulder. 'Let me help you.

The doctor steps away from you and picks up his phone, quickly dialing a number and puts the phone to his ear. You can't hear the conversation that is taking place but you see the doctor nodding. The doctor ends the call and turns towards you, smiling softly. He walks up to you and once again place his hand on your shoulder.

'Don't worry, I asked a colleague to come in and help me. We need to do an exploratory laparoscopy. You shouldn't be in this much pain.'

A wave of fear washes over you. Your heart starts to race and your stomach tightens. This is not what you expected to happen. The doctor helps you up from the examination table and leads you out into the hall and you walk further down the corridors of the clinic. You are shown to a large white door and entering the room you see a small operating table in the middle of the room, with sharp lights and a big machine next to it. The wave of fear returns in the form of a tsunami. You look up at the doctor with fear in your eyes.

'What is this, what are you going to do to me?' feelin tears growing in your eyes

The doctor lead you to the operating table and lift you onto the table. Shortly after, another man opens the door. You get even more worried. 'Hi, my name is Doctor Sevorane and I'm going to help Doctor Fetish with your procedure today.' The man slowly walks further into the room and at the operating table the two doctors each take one of your arms and straps them to the armrests on the sides of the table. You try your hardest to get out of their grip but after a while of struggling, you realize you can't do anything. They are two against one, you dont stand a chance.

You get goosebumps from the cold air in the room. Doctor Sevorane sees this and gently puts a blanket over you. He seems to smile slightly under his mask. You can not understand why they try to look kind, in this terrifying moment. Another wave of fear wash over you. Doctor S then proceeds to prepare you by placing a blood pressure cuff on your right arm, you get a pulse ox on a finger on your left hand. Doctor S then lifts your shirt and exposes your bare chest. He puts five sticky circles on your chest and connects them to the EKG electrodes. You close your eyes, trying to hold back the tears and fear, turning your head to the side.

During this time more people have entered the room, a man and a woman in similar scrubs have started to set up a sterile table with all kinds of instruments. Doctor Fetish walks up to you, placing his hand on your chest.

'Its time for you to get put to sleep.' doctor Sevorane says with a soft voice. He tries to place a mask over your face but you try your best to escape his grip, shaking your head back and forth. Doctor Sevorane gets angry and shout at you to stop messing around. 'It's for your own good. You need this!' You stop and lay completely still, in pure fear. Doctor Sevorane places the mask over your mouth and nose. 'First i'll give you some oxygen.' You feel the light air flowing into your lungs. 'Just take some deep breaths for me' he calmly says and stroke you cheek. You take a few slow deep breaths, and doctor sevorane then star to turn the dial on the anesthesia machine, adding the anesthetic gas. You drift of to sleep and the doctor now takes a better hold of your face and the anaesthesia mask, pressing them tightly together. He then lifts your chin up to open your airway even more. Pushing breath after breath into your lungs with the help of the breathing bag.

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After a minute or two he gently lifts the mask and your face droops as you are now sedated. He gently tips your face up into the sniffing air position to make the intubation easier. He places the LMA into your mouth, and firmly pushes it deeper down your throat. The LMA is then filled with air and it gently move as it adjust itself to your larynx. After hooking you up to the ventilator and taping the tube to your face, he tells his colleagues that you are ready. He opens the shirt so that the unknown man and woman can start preparing you for surgery.

They gently lift your legs placing them in the stirrups. This exposes your pelvic area. The woman then places a catheter in your bladder and hook it up to a urine bag. Doctor Fetish and the assistants leave the room shortly and returns a few minutes later, arms wet from the antiseptic hand wash. Donning surgical gowns and gloves.

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The woman begins to wash you with a cotton ball drenched in alcohol to prep the surgical area. Rubbing another cold cotton swab all over your abdomen. She pays special attention to the belly button as it usuallly can be full of bacterias. Adding the alcohol to another cotton swab, dragging the fluid up on my inner thighs. She then changes to a more gentle cleaning solution and begins to clean my labias and inside of my vagina, changing the swab a couple of times. The man soon comes over and starts draping your body. Adding a drape on the top of your abdomen and handing it over to doctor S to seperate the surgical field from the anesthesiologist. Adding more drapes on your torso and draping each leg in the stirrups.

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Doctor F steps up to you laying on the table. 'Scalple please, miss Mia.' he says and places his hand opened in the air. The woman grabs the scalple and hands it to doctor F. He makes the first incision around your belly button, the blood slowly appears. He proceeds to place the camera port in the incision, taking some time to pierce the other layers of tissiue. He then makes three more incisions on your abdomen and ad the c02 line and other instruments. He inflate the abdomen using the carbondioxide, making it easier to see my internal organs. After looking throug my entire abdomen, doctor F is getting more and more worried as he can't seem to find what your problem is. But as he lifts up your left ovarie he can see the big cyst. He proceeds to remove the cyst very carefully, making sure it does'nt rupture. As they finish the procedure doctor F slowly remove each instrument and starts stiching the incisions closed.

'I didnt have time to examine her internaly' doctor F says, moving to the stirrups. He lifts the drape covering your pelvic area and to his surprise you are very wet. 'This can not be right' dr F says in chock. 'Her labias are so swolen. She is completly soaked.' Dr F proceeds to examine you as you suddenly feel two of dr f's cold gloved fingers embracing your labias, spreading them apart. Then dr f inserts three fingers into you and prosceeds to examine your vagina and cervix. Gently placing his other hand on your lower abdomen and palpating your ovaries and uterus.

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He slowly removes his fingers and grabs a metal speculum from the table of instruments. Yet again you feel his fingers seperating your labia and then the cold metal of the speculum beeing inserted. He slowly opens it to its fullest, feeling the tension it creats. He checks thoroughly and suddenly spots a deep red mark on the right side of your cervix. 'Please give me a curette' he says and Mia hands him a smal instrument. You suddenly feel a sharp pain as doctor F scrapes the spot away. He drops the lesion into a container and asks Mia to send it tho the pathologist urgently. He then slowly release the speculum and removes it completly, its covered in blood but also in vaginal fluid. 'She is the perfect patient!' doctor Fetish says. 'We need to keep her for further testing.' He looks over to dr Sevorane and they both nodd. As the drapes are removed, they lay your legs bac on the table. Dr S then removes the ventilator and connect it to an ambu bag. Grabbing the small vitals monitor from the hub and moving the bed out of the room, down the hall into a bigger room with soft lighting. Along the wall other women are hooked up to ventilators, kept sedated. He places your bed at number 10 and connects you to the ventilatior. 'Welcome to project Fetish. We will get go know you more later' He softly whisper in your ear.

All this time you have been aware of all the procedures, from the intubation and incisions to the internal vaginal exam but unable to object because of the anesthesia. Feeling the LMA deep in your throat, and the air flowing in and out with each breath. The cold swabs washing your abdomen and the cleaning of your vagina and cervix. This means you were the perfect patient after all for their project. Examening the factors that can make a woman aroused during a surgery or procedure. Despite you showing fear in the beginning you were actually enjoying it all in your sedated state.

#fiction #anestesia #laryngeal mask airway #intubated #medfet #gyno surgery

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