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September 16, 2009

Lucy is sick. Let me explain: she can't eat hard foods, won't drink enough water, is getting skinnier, and is more tired.

I know Lucy was lazy before, but she hardly gets up to get water! So I'm thinking about taking an eye dropper and forcing water down her throat. It sounds cruel, but you do what you've gotta do.

P.S. School stinks >:(

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September 8, 2009

Today I am going to climb Bald Mountain in Old Forge! I've never done it before, but mom says she has. This is what happened this morning - mom came downstairs and said "I know what we should do today, we should climb Bald Mountain!" I guess she just wanted to get my mind off of school (which is tomorrow!).

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September 6, 2009

I will start this entry off by talking about what I want to be.

I wish I was patient. On my long list of things I want to be, this comes first. I want to be more patient with Henry. I wish I had mom's patience, not Dad's.

When I started things, I wish I could finish them!

I wish I was me. I need to figure out the real me! To do that I will make another list of things I love and things I hate.

I LOVE:

-rats

-books

-reading

-writing

-Mom & Dad

-Piper

-Emily & Henry

-showers

-the sound of rain

-key lime pie

-thinking

-best friends

-Foamy the squirrel

-being me!

I HATE:

-drama

-being mean to others (except on special times)

-gossip

-animal cruelty

-"frenemies"

-spaghetti & clam sauce

-not being me!

HOW TO DEAL WITH IT

-Drama: AVOID IT!

-Being mean to others: Don't be mean to others! Don't make fun of them, don't talk about them behind their back. But I can still write about them.

-Gossip: Ignore it, don't talk about others and ignore gossip about you.

-Animal cruelty: If you know someone is being cruel to an animal, tell mom or dad and let them call animal police.

-"Frenemies": If you know someone is not a true friend, avoid them.

-Spaghetti & clam sauce: DO NOT EAT!

-Not being me: Be myself! :)

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September 5, 2009

Mom had a party last night. I slept over at [Redacted]'s. I don't think we're really best friends, I don't know why. We just aren't.

I long for a best friend. But it's hard to find one who believes in magic and fortune-telling, makes me laugh, and helps me get over stupid stuff. I will just have to be my own best friend.

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September 4, 2009

We are driving Dad to the airport. He has to go back to Iraq for one more year. I wish I had more to say.

Oh yes!

[Redacted] and I recently made our own YouTube account. We do the AJ Show. A lot of people asked us to do things with our feet. We took no notice and did these things. Then, two people told us that the people who dared us to do them was one person: an old man with mental problems. The two people told us that this man thought feet were "sexy" and he uses feet videos like porn. So we blocked all of the guys accounts and now, we are not going to have anything to do with feet.

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August 29, 2009

Wow! I thought I had lost you forever! Maybe somebody stole you and read you! Well, as long as I don't know about it! Wow, I thought I would just about die without writing my thoughts down. But, ah, you're back now and I am free of bottling up my emotions. I don't even know where to start to catch back up.

I went to Ohio a while ago, and saw Bonnie, Courtney, Haley, and Emma. Then I went to Seattle and saw Aunt Jill and Grandma Linda. I also saw Grandma Pat and Grandpa Jim. They live near the sea and I got to touch a wild starfish. I also saw crabs and jellyfish, but I didn't touch those.

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????, ?? 2009

[...] who was crying by her car. I sometimes feel bad for her, even though she called me a ------. She has a tough life and a dad who doesn't care about her.

Anyway, Elizabeth and I saw [redacted] come out on a hospital bed. SCARY!

I can't imagine the feeling. And [redacted] was still awake, not passed out or anything. OMG, I'm just starting to get scared thinking about it!

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June 12, 2009

I am going to keep track of my bad thoughts about the world, other people, and me in a different book. When I started this diary, I knew it'd be precious and secret to me but I never knew these things would happen. Looking back, I realize that a diary won't solve all my problems, but putting my problems down on paper will help me help myself. Never again will I think life will be perfect forever.

BECAUSE NOTHING IS. </3

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May 16, 2009

I am on a plane to Orlando, Florida. This is so exciting! Except the plane hasn't taken off yet. I've been on a plane before, but each time it's exciting. I just love the feeling of taking off and landing. I'm going to FLORIDA!

Our timeshare is my home away from home...

[Later...]

I am actually here! In FLORIDA! It's awesome! Emily and I have cable tv in our bedroom! Gotta go! Watching iCarly!

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April 2, 2009

I don't feel myself right now. I think it might have to do with watching stupid reality TV shows. If you watch them too much, you go crazy and it isn't fun anymore.

Well, (yawn), I'm tired.

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March 5, 2009

Tomorrow I am going to Pennsylvania with Mom. Mom is going to see her friend and her friend's new baby. They don't have anyone my age.

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February 25, 2009

Emily and I have started a webshow. It is very cool, and today, we made a slideshow of us using books for things other than reading them, like a hat, weight lifting, a booster...etc. We came up with 14 things!

Anyway, I got my PURPLE braces and I actually like them! (Except for when they make my teeth hurt...but I have motrin!)

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February 21, 2009

I am getting braces on the day after tomorrow. I am going to get only the top braces for now. I think I can handle it. Yesterday I got my expanders, which are really just small rubber bands between 4 of your teeth. They make room so that the braces will fit over your teeth, and they hurt!

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February 13, 2009

It is Friday the 13th! Well, no matter, my day will be filled with fun while Emily and Henry are in school and Mom is at her friend's house. I should be practicing my times tables, but why do that when you can slide down the stairs on a couch cushion?

P.S. - Oh! I almost forgot! I am getting a new rat tomorrow. She is beautiful. She has a white body and a black head with a white crescent moon shape. I have named her Luna Celeste.

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February 12, 2009

Mom's being a [redacted] again. Yeah, that's right, I used a swear word! Ugh, Mother, you can cuss and be mad all you want, and I don't care.

Anyway, I'm home alone most mornings and it's FUN!

Oh, sigh, I think I'm being too harsh on Mom, I mean she does have a lot on her mind lately. She has to go back to college so that she can get a job and she's going to divorce and we're a little short of money. Life hasn't been too easy on me, either. I have to go.

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February 8, 2009

It is Sunday, as you probably already know. Emily is playing WoW, an RPG game. Here is Emily speaking:

Emily: Everyone let me frickin' drink in peeeeace...get away, get away, get away...die already. Are you making fun of me?

Me: Yeah

Emily: Thought so. Oh, uh, uh! It's not fair. I was hiding behind a friggin rock. God. My mana's going, because of these guys. Yay a 73 druid, that's fair.

I think you get the idea. We are tremendously bored. Ha!

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February 7, 2009

Dear Diary,

It is seven in the morning and I am the only one up. Last night Mom was reading her journals from high school. She said she was sixteen when she started writing in her journal. I think that is a little bit old to start a journal but I don't think it really matters. As long as you start writing someday.

Maybe that's what Mom's doing right now, reading her journals. I wish I could read them too, but I think they are private. She has four journals. I remember that one had a white cat on it and another had a blue and brown pattern on it, but I can't remember the others.

Here I am in my closet. I am myself. I do not have to be two people here, but in other places, I do. I always read, write, listen to the radio, or sometimes just sit here, glad to have the gift of life.

Henry, Mom, and I went to Chuck E Cheese's earlier today. Below is a picture.