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October 2024

So much has happened since I’ve last been on here.

I got married to the love of my entire life. My best friend.

Delilah was born, she’s now 7 months old. She’s so special to me. To all of us really. Braxtons her favorite though🖤

we bought a house August 14th. I’m so fucking grateful.

just went through hurricane helene - just got power back yesterday. (9/30/24)

And….. my little brother died. Stephen. He’s gone. What the fuck and how the fuck do I just keep living like everything is normal? It’s not. And it’s starting to catch up to me from being numb. I miss you bubba. I’ll love you forever. 3/17/1996-9/8/2024🖤

I feel like a part of me died with him. I’m glad September is over.

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Happy August ✨

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We heard babies heartbeat tonight for the very first time😭

I’m so thankful there was one, and it was strong too. The number kept jumping around, but I’m sure they’ll do one at my next appointment. (Hopefully.)

And yes, I still love him. 🙄

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I still love him lmao

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i'm already tired for tomorrow

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the fact that u can actually always just try again

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Guess who’s with me right now :]]]]]]]

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Also - i had the best dream last night. The best I’ve had in a very very very very long time. If that’s a sign, I’m claiming it.

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I love being a mom. I love being pregnant. I love having a human being love me as much as i love them, and i created them with my BODY.

And I will make up for all this time I wasn’t such a good person or parent. I promise.

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*I wish I knew who the artist of this was so I could give them credit on an incredible job~

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7.28.2023

I passed a big clot tonight. Fresh red blood. I’m sick to my stomach. I’m not cramping, no headache(I’ll probably give one to myself from crying,) no like back ache like with periods. Idk man. I’m freaking out.

But guess who was there when I called? My mom. Which made my heart happy.

But he did. And my god when the words “i don’t want to lose it either” transferred into my ear, i could’ve melted. No matter what happens between us, I know that my baby will have him, and he will be a phenomenal dad. Not even just a father, but a whole ass dad. (Because there is a difference (in my eyes))

All I’m wishing for tonight is to wake up with absolute no sign of anything that happened tonight. I cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye that i will do whatever i would need to be able to have a happy, healthy baby.

B would hate me. C would. I would hate me.

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The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you

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She’s sleepy! She’s horny! She loves pillows and blankets! She wants to cum like 300 times!!

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