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Brb I'm transing my gender xxx

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I'm sat here desperately wanting to come out to my boyfriend but I'm completely frozen with fear. I can't stand this I want him to know who I am but I'm so scared. Idk if I should talk about it in therapy before I talk to him about it but I'm on a waiting list so who knows how long it will be before I talk to anyone about this ahahahahahaaaa

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Fucking kill me

Who knew that recovering from a major surgery could fuck you over so badly

Over the past 8 months I've erased so much progress 🙃

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Why am I not a tall, skinny man?

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God I wish someone could just tell me who I am

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What if I just transitioned

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I didn't maybe tomorrow 🙃

Should I come out to my boyfriend rn

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Should I come out to my boyfriend rn

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Should I go on medication again

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I don't know what to do

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What if I just came out to my friends and my boyfriend

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I don't like being fat but I think my bigger problem is having tits oh no

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Oops I just read the gender dysphoria bible

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Does anyone want to come over and chop off my tits

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Still going through my gender identity crisis but I NEED my tits removed no matter what

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I don't understand anything anymore

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FUCK YOUFUCK YOU FUCKOUFUCKOU FUCKIH DIEIHOPE YOU DIE AAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHH