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stop asking me what my plan for the day is, it’s the same as always, self sabotage

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

Personally, I’d rather someone call me a slur than them try and romanticize my tics and mental disorders

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

do you ever feel the need to ask someone if they still want you in their life because it always feels like they don’t care about you or that you are bothering them.

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

"I'm having suicidal thoughts again and I want to tell someone. I want to open up and ask for help but I'm scared that they'll see me different so I just face it alone until the thoughts eventually win."

— my thoughts are killing me slowly

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

why do i keep having a hard time after a hard time after a hard time after a hard time

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

idk who needs to see this but spices dont have calories u dont have to eat bland food

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

so many songs about love. not enough about i really want to fake my death, change my identity and flea the country.

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

I am building delicious soups from powerful broths you couldn't even comprehend.

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

"once covid is over" is starting to sound a lot like "once I reach my UGW"

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

kink: restaurants that have nutrition charts on their website

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

Namaste.... The fuck away 😂

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

me: *has an eating disorder for years*

me: *is still not even close to being thin*

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

Lots of shitposting lately tbh

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

remember to drink a fucking shit ton of water every miserable day of ur life

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

Not to be dramatic, but I’m tired. My soul is tired. My body is tired. My mind is tired. I’m so fucking tired.

[not-who-she-used-to-be]

after experiencing “feelings” i have decided that this just isn’t for me but thank you for the opportunity