notafraid-ofyou

[notafraid-ofyou]

ANNOUNCEMENT.

I will be going on a hiatus. I do not know for how long and I do not know when and if I will be back. I apologize for the inconvenience this has caused anyone.

I will be reachable on discord and will provide my username if messaged. If/When I do return, I will be downsizing across all blogs.

Once again, I apologize and hope everyone has a good rest of their day.

-Cass

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“ Well, duh, isn’t that obvious? “

"SO MANY FUCKING HUMANS."

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“ We’ve been trying to contact you about your alts extended warranty. “

Yes, she’s having fun with this.

"SO MANY FUCKING HUMANS."

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She is emerging from her little hybernation, hair disheveled and still very much half asleep.

"Wha I miss...?"

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|| As of tomorrow, ALL BLOGS written by me will be mutuals only. I will be going through and updating rules.

|| I will also be cleaning out followers. This has nothing to do against anyone in particular, but me trying to get a reign in on my own mental well being.

|| I apologize for the inconvenience and hope to become more active on here soon.

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Instead of trying to help she’s offering the Bumblebee’s some coffee.

Welcome to the Fuck Sleep club boys!

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There’s a small shrug of shoulders as she sits on the ground to spread the papers out to him. Better so he can read it all in one go rather than craning his neck.

“Megatron wanted to adopt me and, since he said you guys are kinda a thing, I just figured you’d want to sign too? Unless you’d rather not…”

Perhaps she had overstepped in assuming Starscream would want to follow Megatron. Izabella fidgets slightly, nervousness creeping up on her at the possibility of being cast aside, again.

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She’s offering him the adoption papers. “Sign next to Megatrons name please.”

He blinks in confusion the little creature because what? He squints at the papers.

"What is that? Why do i have to sign?"

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“C’mon, I need some more jolly ranchers. You can come with me to the store,” the mechanic muses as she grabs her backpack; slipping it on while trying not to disturb the Prime nestling itself in her hair.

“And if we run into trouble, I guess I can just throw you at them? Not really sure how this works with you bein’ so small.”

She’s taking the plushie and carrying it around with her for the rest of the day. Have fun sitting on her shoulder or on top of her head!

Optimus actually wasn't objecting to it! He had actually snuggled away into her shoulder, wings flapping slightly before tucking his head away.

Adventure! Oh-- could they go into a building?! He never could go into buildings without ruining them, he wanted to see all the interiors!

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She’s got a folder in her hands as she runs around labeled “adoption papers.” Who they’re intended for is anyone’s guess.

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She has chugged 3 Red Bulls and is currently writing a thesis on biomechanics. Half of it is gibberish and she hasn’t even realized it yet.

…not to mention she has no idea what biomechanics even is.

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Surprisingly enough, she actually does feel his EM field. Possibly due to just how long she's been in close proximity to Cybertronians. It's like a faint whisper being drowned out by a loud wind, the edges of warmth just barely registering against her skin. However, it does help her relax a bit further into the nest the former warlord has created for her.

" I ... don't normally get to talk about him anymore, " Izabella replies in an all too quiet voice. That would be mostly due to her own resistance to relive the memories. The nightmare that still haunted her day and night.

" He was a neutral actually ... never wanted to get involved in the war and somehow wound up here. I think he took pity on me when we first met. I was ... feral and only just a kid at the time. I think I was 8 when Chicago actually got attacked. Anyway - "

Izzy scoots further up against him, pressing until she's settled against his chestplate with her nest.

" He probably spent months working to gain my trust; leaving food or small bits of clothes outside my little hiding place. Eventually ... he became my family. That was until the TRF murdered him ... all because I was stupid and naive. "

Megatron waits patiently for her to speak, background processor functions idling as he lets his field smooth over her own tiny elactromagnetic whispers like a thick blanket. He doesn't know if she can feel it in a way that will help, but if he's careful, then surely it can't hurt.

Canopy... while that's not a name Megatron is familiar with, clearly they were important to Izabella in some way. "Will it help if you tell me about it? About them?"

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Pay no attention to the way she's dragging herself in to make a cup of coffee.

She may or may not be in denial about getting the flu and is trying to push through it to the best of her abilities.

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dark dive.

dialogue prompts from dark dive by andrew mayne.

i can tell there's a lot more to this.

return a call, would you?

you know who you are and what makes you happy.

if you ever want any bad advice, you know you can come to me.

are you happy?

you haven't called me ____ in a while.

you have no idea how proud you make me.

sometimes people don't want to be found.

you were there when it counted. you always are.

you don't believe in monsters, do you?

how much more trouble can i get into?

what the hell did you get yourself into?

how did you find this place?

i never asked. maybe i should have.

do you believe half the shit that comes out of your mouth?

i don't want any surprises.

i knew one day, somebody would come asking.

it's time for a reckoning.

you're a slippery bastard, i'll give you that.

come on. somebody knows something.

you must be playing dumb.

from this point on, there's no going back.

you can get into most places with a screwdriver and five minutes of youtube instruction.

i have something i want to show you.

this almost never happens.

have you ever been out here after dark?

you don't strike me as the supernatural type.

i want to hear what you believe.

i didn't even get into the really weird stuff.

desperate means dangerous.

just keep doing what you're doing.

everyone is suspicious to me.

i get the sense you're not being challenged enough.

i only trust the ones who know when i need saving.

i have many eggs in many baskets.

what does your gut tell you?

don't tell anyone yet. it's complicated.

if anything weird happens, just get the hell out of here.

it ain't pretty, but you're going to be fine.

i need you to shut the fuck up.

it's all wrong. nothing has been like we thought.

aren't you supposed to be convalescing?

you're smart, but you're not as smart as you think you are.

a lot of things could go wrong with that plan.

you're driving now?

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She is actively sprinting away carrying far too much coffee and jolly ranchers that would be considered good for her. Pay no attention.

These were, in fact, NOT STOLEN for once.

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She's thankful for the added warmth in the enclosed space. It had taken them both a while to find suitable shelter in the baren, war-torn landscape that Chicago had become. The howling wind outside only alerted them to just how bad the weather was starting to turn. Soon, the rivers would freeze over and winter would truly hit the windy city.

Izabella sighed, hiding her face the best she could from Megatron. Depression ... well that was something she hadn't considered before. It was definitely something that she would have to look into ... perhaps when things weren't so tense between her and the government; if a reprieve to that ever came, that was.

The mechanic's every waking moment for the past decade had been solely focused on survival. She didn't have to do that now, though. Megatron had proved more than enough that he was someone she could trust, rely on, and confide in. They'd grown a rather familial bond over the past several weeks; their current situation proof of that fact.

" It was Canopy ... it's always Canopy, " she finally replies after a few more quiet moments.

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The mechanic feels a little guilty for waking him from such a deep recharge; evident by the way he struggles a bit to online. A small shiver runs up her spine as she closes the garage door behind her. She's making a mental note to get him a few space heaters for his little shelter. Izzy waits until he's fixed her a little nest, hesitantly climbing into it and curling up once she'd made herself comfy. If anyone saw them, they'd probably laugh at how gentle the former warlord was being with her. " Yeah ... they happen a lot this time of year, " she admits after a second.

There’s more rumbling as Megatron runs his engine a little higher and opens his vents to try and better heat the enclosed space, waiting for Izabella to settle before he carefully draws the nest closer to his chest and the warmth of his spark.

“Skywarp has mentioned that the cold and the dark can cause depression in humans.” He curls an arm loosely around the nest, his one good eye only half-open and dimly lit. Years of being the mattress for dozens of hatchlings means he no longer thrashes awake with his battle protocols online; it’s safe, now, for him to hold her this close.

“Or perhaps something else is bothering you.” After all, he hasn’t forgotten where they are right now and what ghosts might be lurking.

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there are those who have become LOST in the darkness. && found hope.