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When I stepped on the scale this morning, it was the most I’ve weighed all year.

So naturally, I chugged a quart of heavy cream to celebrate. 3.2K Calories gone in a couple of minutes.

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Enjoying a cigarette after a whole pizza

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Sometimes a fatass blob just needs to try stuff himself with 11 cheeseburgers from maccas. True superchub slob behavior there.

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I don’t wanna know the amount of torture I’m making my spine go through. It already looks like it’s about to snap in half!

FYI: Any and all donations are much appreciated for grocery expense!! Being this big gets a bit expensive haha

They even tried flagging this video as inappropriate. I guess my appeal response finally scored a win. I made sure to form it into one “Big Ass “Karen style” Slap to the face.

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This is so hot fuck 🥵

I can’t help it. I wake up. I want to eat so much I can’t think straight. I don’t want to think anymore. I want to be full. I don’t want to use my brain. I want to use my fat gut. I want it to make my decisions. I want to eat so much I just pass out again. I need my belly to be so much bigger.

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One of the hot things about feedism and gaining is that you can't turn it off. Well, half of the community can't, the side I'm on can. Feeders and FAs can go about their lives normally, like anyone with a kink, and only need to be consumed by their attraction when they're with a feedee. But feedees? Gainers? Y'all can't turn it off, cause when you're not horny or being stuffed or fucked, you're still fat.

You don't get to just flip a switch and go about your life normally. You don't have that normal anymore, the one everyone else lives.

Your new normal is struggling to waddle places, running out of breath from the smallest exertion. Your new normal is fighting your company to work from home, if you can, because the building is too difficult to get into and be comfortable in at your size. It's going out to show yourself off or be shown off by your feeder and having it feel like the hardest thing in your life, but the struggle being so worth it to see people's induction into the kink happen right there on the street. It's constantly being hungry or stuffed, with no simple satiation in between. It's wanting, begging or commanding, more food to be brought to you so you can gorge yourself and become bigger, sexier and MORE.

I'm partial to the idea that your new normal has your head get emptier over time. As you need to worry about less, you stop thinking about things beyond eating and fucking and getting off and feeling huge. But even if your new normal is hyper conscious of everything and you maintain your edge, you're still in that big fat body. You're still limited and unable to just switch off your kink and live life normally. You'll never be small again, and you'll never be normal again either.

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i feel like my brain had the funniest possible response to growing up in a fatphobic diet-obsessed society, which was to develop a junk food fetish

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This is your daily reminder that you deserve a treat today!

Go get those burgers you've been craving

That ice cream sundae has been calling your name all week

You earned that extra bag of chips

Monday's are tough, get a cocktail after work

You haven't been to your favorite Thai restaurant lately, you should stop by

Finish your plate at dinner even though you're full, it tastes too good

Remember, you got that belly from all the little extra bites you take. You got that belly by spoiling yourself. When I see your waistband struggling to keep your gut back, I know you're practicing self-care. Now show me how much you love yourself and take another bite <3

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I don’t know who needs to hear this but, you should dip your toes into the waters of being a feedee. No one is stopping you.

A lot of people expect that you have to start binge eating 24/7 or chugging weight gain shakes right away. That isn’t true, start slow. Pick up yourself a few extra snacks here, a couple sodas there, an extra sweet treat because you earned it. See how it makes you feel to be that full. Do you enjoy giving in to your desires?

Gradually, your stomach will stretch out and it’ll get easier for you to eat more and more. It will probably only be a few pounds in a couple months, but you will see changes if you consistently up your calorie intake in time. Don’t get frustrated if you don’t see the results you want right away. You are physically altering your body, that takes time.

If you don’t try, you’ll always regret not finding out if this is something you wanted. You may find that you like it, or you may find that you don’t, and either is okay! But at least you know.

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Let me ruin you baby.

Fill you up with fat. Make you bmi sky high.

Have that extra doughnut. Have that ice cream.

Eat for me.

Triple in size.

Become the pig you were always meant to be.

Quit your job I’ll take care of you. Play video games all day long.

Oh and stuff your face of course.

All you’ll do soon is oink. And eat.

You’ll be a perfect prized piggy🐷

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Prepping for big boy summer 😮‍💨

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shirt must have shrunk in the wash 😅🫣

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First post

Picture of me taken by a friend on vacation.

114kg in a slightly smaller 2xl

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The best road trips are spent eating and having your belly played with by your boyfriend #passengerpig

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went to a party lastnight so here’s some severely bloated drunk belly 😁

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Those pecs and love handles 🥵