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10th June 2024
It always suprises me how I manage to complete all the shit i gotta do. I'm starting to believe in god but I am the god. The god of time. Well, yes, there's a huge amount of caffeine in my veins for like two weeks but whatever.
I miss her.
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1st June 2024
Maybe I don't hate everything about myself, but the good stuff definitely doesn't make up for the bad stuff. According to christians I'm gonna be in the purgatory or something.
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24th May 2024 evening
Having flatmates radicalized me. I thought I will hate people less and less while getting older (we all know how kids and teens are) but it's exactly the opposite. I mean is it really that hard to just be fucking decent? Especially If you are grown up, dammit. I do realize every person has its uniqe history and life can be hard but how exactly that makes it ok to be so annoying and inconsiderate to others. I don't know, maybe I'm just too antisocial... I have to move places soon but I'm so scared its gonna be worse.
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24th May 2024
I suck lol.
On the other hand I'm a nobody so it doesn't matter if I suck or not but it's a bit upsetting that I've been told I don't suck.
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13th May 2024
I can't make myself to do anything. Gradually everything were ceasing to have a point.
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11th May 2024
I hate people I hate people I hate people.
Why is everybody so dumb, inconsiderate and completely irrational.
I wanna live far from these pigs, fuck.
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9th May 2024
Note: If you are pescatarian and once ate some beef after a while you gonna get stinky farts for a whole day and night.
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3rd May 2024
That son of a bitch gonna sell the flat and I have to find something else. These fucking landlords. I like to call them 'rentgobblers'.
I actually came to peace with a thought that I will never have my own house. Like, whatever. Gonna starve or something.
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1st May 2024
How to find a purpose because I'm getting really annoyed and I hate everything.
Recently my creativity with imagining worlds in my head as a way of escapism has shrunk. I just run out of scenes. That's never happened before and it's pissing me off because fake scenarios with myself as a main character aren't that fun.
I've been thinking about starting dating lately. I've never been interested in romance and any sexual relationships but that's the only thing (beside drugs) that I haven't tried yet so maybe that's the missing piece. But I get so tired after the smallest human interaction. Well, I get tired after the smallest anything.
Funny how we are still just a biological creatures after all. My body is probably in the peak of its fertility so it's craving babies. Too bad because I will traumatize them with my emotional immaturity. Sorry, uterus, now cry my a bloody river.
Actually I wonder if i'm even alive because time seems very unreal.
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24th April 2024
My incompetence almost got discovered. One prof noticed my works got worse but he was surprisingly empathetic about it. The worst thing is I still don't feel motivated to improve and I used to be very affected after the smallest critique.
For a few years I feel the constant guilt. I feel guilty because other students have a part-time jobs and my parents help me while I slack at my assigment recently. I am not a bimbo tho, I am very careful with money, basically just buying necessities and rent the shittiest room. I feel also guilty about being useless. Other people study to be help others while I make some random shit. On the other hand, do I owe anything to anyone? I try not to be an asshole and some guys can't even do that.
Also I feel guilty that like about one hundred years ago women couldn't even attend university and when they could they have to put so much work and effort into their studies and here I am complaining and questioning the point of the academy. 21st century internet brain ungrateful little bitch.
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23rd April 2024
Should we really call psychological disorders disorders when I don't know one intelligent person that is completely sane and happy? I do yap here about myself because that's the idea of a diary but it doesn't mean I'm blind or ignorant. It's a depression pandemic. Anxiety rules over my generation and paying loads of money (that most of us doesn't own) some therapist who's gonna say you just have a daddy issues wouldn't resolve anything. We are screwed af.
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21st April 2024 evening
My train was delayed, not like its something new. It's obviously quite annoying, just sitting on your ass and not having control over smth but it's such a beautiful day. As I mentioned earlier, Im not a big fan of sunny, clear sky days. Today the perfect amount of clouds created beautiful, interesting light. The station we stopped got very bright and on the back I saw stunning dark, delicate background. Amazing. I was listening to some classical music, and after the sunset I was in the mood for something more electronic/ambient. I spent most of the ride just staring on the landscape. Firstly because i couldn't focus on the book because I was a bit hungry thus dizzy and secondly because views very pretty so why not.
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