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this is not hitting like twitter i’m gonna be honest 

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life was a willow and it bent right to your wind, but I come back stronger than a 90s trend

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I honestly have no aspirations anymore other than i want to be able to do my silly little hobbies, treat myself every now and then and love my friends and my cats

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so basically.. i’ve spoken on and off about the abuse i went through while dating somebody in this fandom and why i’m uncomfortable being friends or mutuals with people who still support or follow her. this is so, so terrifying to do but i’m finally going into detail and speaking about what i went through and naming my abuser. i feel that this is conducive to me being able to move on and begin existing outside of the sphere of being a victim, i’m coming forward with my side of a 5 year long relationship where i was isolated and manipulated among other things. here is a piece that i’ve written out that documents some, nowhere near all, all of the mistreatment.

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Rolling Stone, December 2020

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Taylor Swift for Vogue by Mert Alas & Marcus Piggott (2016)

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I encourage each and every one of you to stop what you’re doing and read this article.

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i’ve loved you three summers now, honey

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You Are In Love in the rain 🌧💘 Image credit: heavensghost

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“Easter Eggs can be left on clothing or jewelry. This is one of my favourite ways to do this because you wear something that foreshadows something else. And people don’t really usually find out this one immediately. But they know you’re probably sending a message — they’ll figure it out in time. Lots of examples of this exist over the history of my career.”

Feel free to add your own! :)

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I pinned your hands behind your back, oh… meet me in the afterglow

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my best friend in the whole world took my senior photos this year and she told me that i needed something to show my personality. and since being obsessed with @taylorswift is my entire personality..here we are! i sent a grad card to @taylornation but i’m guessing it just got lost in the mail. 

i had just started dating my partner at the time and they had access to a fancy printer, cut out the paper, found cardboard and HANDMADE this lifesize cardboard cut out for me (and i think that’s also when i decided to marry them)

anyway congrats to meghan and taylor swift, ASU class of 2018!!! fork em!!