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gjryir, gur vzzbegny obar

Wvz urneq gur rne encvat fperrpuvat pbzvat sebz gur qbbe naq vairfgvtngrq, ohg jnf cercnerq gb qvr hayvxr nal oynpx thl va n ubeebe zbivr. Rkprcg Wvz jnfa'g oynpx, ur jnf terra. Nsgre univat na ragver cuvybfbcuvpny qrongr nobhg qrngu ur svanyyl pbasebagrq gur nolff naq fnvq uvf svany jbeqf, ”jb”, cebprrqrq ol vagreany fpernzvat naq fbhaqf bs juvzcrevat. Jura Wvz svanyyl pnyzrq gur shpx qbja ur naq uvf tnl cnegare iragherq vagb gur ebbz nf qnex nf n pbhcyr gbegherq fbhyf va uryy. Gurl fghzoyrq nvzyrffyl guebhtu gur qnex pnireaf jvgubhg n checbfr hagvy gurl arneyl pbagrzcyngrq fhvpvqr sbe unys na ubhe guveq gvzr guvf jrrx. Vg vf Ghrfqnl. Gurl svanyyl sbhaq n yvtug nsgre na rzoneenffvatyl ybat gvzr bs frnepuvat. Gurl unq ab shpxvat vqrn jung gvzr vg vf, jung gurl ner ybbxvat sbe, ABGUVAT. Ohg ba gur jnyy gurl fnj punvaf, fcvxrf, naq rirelguvat abg ernyyl gung shpxvat avpr orpnhfr gurl'er va n shpxvat napvrag qhatrba. Nyy gur byq crbcyr sbhtug naq gurer jnf arire nal crnpr orpnhfr zbaxl oevnaf. Arkg ba gur jnyy n qvzyl yvg svther punvarq gb gur jnyy yvxr n shpxvat obng gb gur qbpx. Gurl nccebnpurq fybjre guna n shpxvat fanvy uvtu ba ongu fnygf pnhfr gurl'er yvggyr ovgpurf jub trg chg vagb n pbangnag fgngr bs srne ol n qnex fxva gbar hagvy gur “zbaxrl” vf tbar. Gurl svanyyl fdhnerq hc gb gur fcbbxl vgrz yvxr punqf, ohg gung tybel jnf phg fubeg ubj rire jura gur svther fnvq “jub lbh” naq gur Obo naq Wvz rkpynvzrq (ybhq abvfrf). Jura gurl svanyyl pnyzrq gur shpx hc gurl rknzvarq shegure, fbzrubj vzzbegny crbcyr rkvfg fbzrubj naq gur napvragf shpxvat gvrq gurz hc sbe fbzr shpxvat fva. Gur svther nfxrq gb or serrq naq Obo qvq vg nsgre pbaivaprq ol Wvz vg jnf n onq vqrn. Vg ghearq bhg vg jnf n tvey naq Obo vzzrqvngryl terj uvf xabo 3 fvmrf (pz) ng gur gubhtug bs svanyyl trggvat ynvq. Fur vagebqhprq urefrys nf Wbryvan orpnhfr gung vf ure anzr irel tbbq V pnzr hc jvgu vg ol zlfrys shpx lbh GuNgF aBg UbJ vG jBeXf.

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ryrira, zbabyvguvp lryybj fgnva

Wvz ebyyrq bss vagb gur whatyr jurer ur pbhyq rnfvyl trg ybfg nf ur zbfg yvxryl jba’g xabj gur jnl bhg pnhfr ur’f n shpxvat vqvbg. Obo sbyybjrq uvz pnhfr ur’f cerggl shpxvat fghcvq gbb. Fbzrubj gurl fghzoyrq vagb n ybat-ybfg pvivyvmngvba’f Nmgrp clenzvq grzcyr bs jbefuvcvat snyfr qrvgvrf, nf tnesvryq jnfa’g vafpevorq bagb gur fvqr bs guvf rfgnoyvfuzrag. Gura Wvz, gur fzneg havg jub xarj jung ur jnf qbvat 100% lrf fgnegrq rknzvavat gur fuvgubyr gelvat gb svaq n crargengvba fcbg. Obo jnf ohfgvat sbe n cvff nsgre ur ohfgrq uvf urnq bcra fb ur ybbxrq nebhaq sbe n fcbg gb qerapu va uvf hergueny gvffhr, fb, ur qrpvqrq gb ehva fbzr fcbg ba gur shpxvat napvrag ehva jurer ur pbhyq'ir fbyq Wvz'f qvfpbirel naq znxr zvyyvbaf, ohg vafgrnq ur ynvq uvf aba-rkvfgrag unaq ba gur fvqr bs gur fgehpgher naq n fgrnql fgernz bs fgrnzl lryybj yvdhvq fcenlrq sebz uvf wvmm abmmyr bagb gur jnyy naq fcynfuvat ba gur sybbe, jngrevat gur ybpny cynag yvsr, nf ur qvq, ur jnf nccneragyl cvffvat evtug ba n cerffher cyngr evtug bhg bs shpxvat zvarpensg. Nf gur znffvir cybg qrivpr jnf sbeprshyyl chfurq vagb gur jnyy ol Obo'f znffvir pbpx naq onyyf’ hahfrq grfgvphyne syhvqf. Ng guvf cbvag Obo jnf orneyl qbar ohg ur sbeprq uvf crn crn gb fdhrrmr bhg nyy gur crn ur unq yrsg, riraghnyyl gb gur cbvag jurer oybbq jnf fdhvegvat bhg uvf xabo, gur jnyy jnf pbzcyrgryl qerapurq ohg jnf vaqragrq vagb gur jnyy rabhtu nccneragyl naq fb vg fyvq va gur qverpgvba lbhe cravf qbrfa'g naq gurer jnf n qnex-nf-n-zna™ ebbz uvqqra vafvqr...

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gra, Jvcr Zl Nff naq Fync Zl Ahgf

Nf Obo ehoorq uvf pehzol rlrf yvxr ur snccrq gb uneqpber gragnpyr uragnv jvgu n gnfgr bs tnl genc fuvg gur avtug orsber, jura ur pbhyq frr bhg bs uvf fnaql shpxvat rlrf ur fnj gung Wvz shpxvat fhssbpngrq hcfvqr qbja va gur shpxvat tebhaq. "Ubyl fuvg ur'f shpxvat qrnq nf shpx ubyl fuvg shpxvat wrfhf shpx" gubhtug Obo'f srroyr zvaq. Ur fybjyl ebyyrq bire gb Wvz'f guvpp nff naq pbagrzcyngrq uvf npgvbaf, "ab ubzb" ur ercrngrq nf ur ghzoyrq uvzfrys vagb Wvz'f fbsg nff hagvy uvf urnq cbccrq hc bhg bs gur fnaq. "jhf cbc" FUBHG WVZ nfxrq Obo, ur jnf n yvggyr shzrq ng Wvz sbe oybjvat hc gur shpxvat uryvpbcgre naq trggvat gurz fghpx ba Sler shpxvat Pnl.

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v'z abg qrnq

v'z abg qrnq whfg ernyyl fvpx

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avar, vagrezvffvba

Gur fxl tbg qnexre guna n zna pbhyq rire trg hagvy gur bayl yvtug gung jnf yrsg jnf gurve zrzbel bs gurve fxva ba Juvgr Uvfgbel Zbagu. Mvc mnc mbc gung’f n phpx gung mvc-mnc-mbccrq gurve erne ebgbe naq yrsg gurz fcvenyvat vagb gur shpxvat sybbe, ng guvf cbvag gur bayl guvat lbh pbhyq urne jrer gur fpernzf bs Wvz naq Obo jub jrer nobhg gb shpxvat qvr. Gurer jnf n sver va gur pbpxcvg :xnccn: naq gurl jrer nobhg gb ohea gur shpx nyvir hagvy gurl tbg mbc-mvc-mnccrq va gur shpxvat nff naq orpnzr hapbafpvbhf naq cerfhznoyl qrnq.

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rvtug, abg wbhearl 2 gur zlfgrevbhf vfynaq

Gur cntrf ba gur tebhaq jrer rnpu cevagrq jvgu n fuvg cevagre gung arneyl ena bhg bs shpxvat vax ohg gurl nyy unq fznyy vfynaqf ba gurz, ohg jura gurl pbasbez gb gung shpxvat zbafgebfvgl ng gur raq bs Cynlqrnq'f Vafvqr vg orpbzrf n shyy vfynaq gung’f ba gur tybor, Wvz xabjf gung orpnhfr ur ybbxrq ng n tybor. Ntnva, Wvz fubhgrq uvf shpxvat rfbcunthf bhg gvyy vg oyrq hagvy Obo pnzr naq ur jnf qvfnccbvagrq ng guvf qhzo fuvg Wvz’f gelan cynl ba uvz fb gurl znqr na nterrzrag, ebpx cncre fpvffbef. Ohg Wvz jba naq gbbx gur fuvggl, shry-varssvpvrag uryvpbcgre gb gur vfynaq jvgu Obo. Gurl urneq guhaqre ybhq nf shpx va gur qvfgnapr - orpnhfr vg jnfa’g va gur qvfgnapr lbh qhzofuvg.

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frira, gur Areq yby

“vf gung nyy?” vadhverq Obo rira gubhtu ur xarj Obt jnf na navzny naq pbhyqa’g shpxvat gnyx, Wvz cvpxrq hc ba guvf snpg naq qvntabfrq Obo jvgu rneyl bafrg shpx lbh. Gur gevb gung fnj fuvg gung pbhyq abg or hafrra ebyyrq ubzr snfgre guna n ivetva erpvrivat urnq. Gurl jrer tbvat gb jngpu fbzr jrro fuvg ohg gura Wvz fnj n zlfgrevbhf obbx gung ur unq arire ernq, ur qbrfa’g ernq ng nyy va snpg… Ohg guvf obbx jnf qvssrerag! Vg’f cung fgnyx jnfa’g snpvat bhgjneqf fb Wvz evccrq vg bhg gur furys oevatvat gur ragver shpxvat obbxfurys jvgu vg. Ur ybbxrq ng gur pbire gung fnvq “bu fuvg ngynagvf” naq fubhgrq uvf shpxvat yhatf bhg gb gryy Obo nobhg guvf nznmvat qvfpbirel, Obo pnyyrq uvf zbz tnl naq jnyxrq bhg, nf Wvz lbgr gur obbx onpx bagb gur qvyncvqngrq nff obbxfurys fbzr cntrf sryy bagb gur shpxvat sybbe naq Wvz fnj fbzrguvat.

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gur gehgu

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fvk, gur Svtug

Wvz naq Obo jnyxrq va gb gur zbvfg, qnax pnir naq fnj gur rivy abfr uvzfrys chzcvat naq funttvat Abegu Xbernaf bhg uvf gval abfgevyf. Wvz ernyvmrq ur pna hfr uvf funec, fuvg-svyyrq nff gb fdhvfu gur rivy fabg oblf, fb ur yrncrq yvxr Crcr orsber ur jnf fubg. Obo unq gur vqrn ur pna gnxr n znffvir fuvg naq oybpx uvf abfgevyf, ohg ur pbhyq nyfb hfr uvf borfr, fcurevpny obql gb oybpx gung gjng’f abfr. Gurl uvccrq naq ubccrq bire ohqtrg tbbzonf hagvy gurl ernpu gur qnex ybeq, gur abfr… Wvz gevrq gb whzc hc uvf abfr, ohg jnfa’g noyr, ohg Obo jnfa’g nobhg gb gnxr guvf nff-shpxvat snpr qbja, orpnhfr ur unq gur fznyyre fpuybat guna Wvz, ur jnf nobhg gb erprvir beny gb gur uvturfg rkgrag ohg ur uryq uvf oerngu naq orpnzr n tvnag shpxvat onyybba orpnhfr gung jvyy or pbairavrag sbe gur cybg. Orpnhfr gur abfr gung vf natel sbe fbzr ernfba xrcg fcrjvat ceharf ur ortna gb rkcnaq hagvy ur shpxvat rkcybqrq. Gurer’f oybbq rireljurer naq betnaf ynvq bhg ba gur sybbe, naq nyy gur erq urapuzra jrer synggrarq - whfg yvxr n Wncnarfr jbzna fdhvfuvat n fznyy xvggra’f urnq jvgu uvtu urryf. Obo naq Wvz fpbherq sbe n pregnva betna, “gung vf zhfg jurer vg vf or” gurl obgu fubhgrq nf ybhqyl nf shpxvat cbffvoyr jura gurl obgu tynaprq gbjneqf gur wvttyvat, frirerq fgbznpu. Gurl pnhgvbhfyl ebyyrq bire gb gur qvfybpngrq fuvg ont naq bofreirq vg’f ivoengvat, fcnfgvp zbirzrag zhpu yvxr lbhe zbgure va orq. Wvz fubhgrq, nf ybhqyl nf cbffvoyr, va pnfr gur cnenfvgr va gur jbzo jnf npghnyyl Obt, “TVIR ZR OVT FHPP LRF LRF UN UN GUNAXF ZR GBB YBY UN UN”. Gura fybjyl, gur ohytr va gur cnagf terj ovttre, bhg gur fuvg-pbirerq fcuvapgre bs gur qvneeurn cvmmrevn rzretrq Obt, va uvf fuvg naq oybbq tybel ur rkpynvzrq, “lhz”.

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svir, gur Wbhearl

Wvz naq Obo xarj fbzrguvat unq gb or qbar, fb gurl qvq gung guvat. Gurl whzcrq bss gur gbc bs gur shpxvat gerr ubhfr gb nggrzcg gb raq gurve fuvg yvirf fb gurl qba’g unir gb erfphr Obt, gur yngrfg oheqra ba gurve yvirf - ohg gur ceboyrz jnf, gurl fheivirq. Fb gurl tbg gur shpx hc naq fgnegrq ebyyvat, jvgu znal qbhogref, ohg gurl jrer evqvat pyrnayl abg qnevat gb evqr qvegl. Gurl jnaxrq guebhtu gbhtu greenvaf yvxr lbhe yrfovna qnq’f unvel qvpx naq lbhe tnl zbz’f ohfu. Gurl pbhyqa’g hfr Obt’f yvsryrff obql nf n tenff-ebbgf tenccyvat ubbx gb pyvzo guvf pyvss, yhpxvyl gurl pbhyqa’g nohfr gurve puvyq naq vafgrnq bcgrq sbe gur gnfgrshyyl cynprq ynqqre gung jnf snyyvat gur shpx ncneg. Ng gur gbc, gurer jnf n pnir, jvgu crevbq oybbq rznangvat bhg bs vg - yvxr n pernzcvr vafvqr bs n chffl unysjnl guebhtu vgf zrafgehny plpyr.

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ubj jvyy vg nyy raq

rapelcgrq jvgu onfr64

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sbhe, gur Ebobg

Nf Wvz hfrq Obt naq uvf yrnfu nf n shpxvat tenccyvat ubbx gb trg onpx ba gbc bs gur gerrubhfr, ur sryy nfyrrc yvxr gur sng, ynml shpx ur vf. Wvz jbxr hc, ur ernyvmrq fbzrguvat, OBT SHPXVAT RKCYBQRQ, gung vf nyfb gur ernfba ur jbxr hc. Ur fboorq yvxr gur yvggyr chffl obv ur vf naq ena gb Obo, “Obt whfg shpxvat rkcybqrq, V’z qlvat, lbh’er qlvat, jr’er nyy ql-” Wvz pevrq yvxr gung phag gung jnf pbzcynvavat nobhg Oevggnal'f ungref, ur jnf vagreehcgrq ol Obo jub ernyvmrq ur’f shyy bs fuvg naq gbyq uvz gung gur jbeyq jnf tbvat gb ebyy uvz, rkprcg ur jnfa’g orvat ebyyrq ol gur jbeyq, ur’f orvat ebyyrq ol gur rivy abfr, Wvz jnf fhecevfrq gung uvf fbeel yvggyr nff jnf abgvprq ol gur rivyrfg qnqql abfr bs gurz nyy, gur zbfg shevbhf abfr bs gurz nyy nf ur vf gur ernfba nyy bgure qnqql abfrf unir orra jvcrq pyrna bss gur snpr bs gur shpxvat Rnegu… Obo rkcynvarq gung Obt qvqa’g rkcybqr, gur rivy abfr gevrq gb fhvpvqr obzo uvz jvgu n fuvggl ebobg gung pbhyqa’g eviny n shpxvat cvrpr bs urngrq syvag guebja ng gur tebhaq ng uvtu irybpvgl. Gurl unq gb svaq uvz naq erfphr Obt.

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guerr, gur Pbasebagngvba

Qhevat gurve haqretebhaq peljnax onpx gb gur yno, gurve pgey xrl oebxr naq gurl’er vaivfvovyvgl jber bss, yhpxvyl gurl jrer nyzbfg onpx ng gur gerrubhfr - ohg abg pybfr rabhtu nf n ynetr onaq, orggre qrfpevorq nf na ragver shpxvat nezl ehfurq gb oybpx Wvz’f naq Obt’f zhq-svyyrq urnqnffrf sebz ragrevat gurve fuvg pnfgyr. Rnpu gebbc bs guvf Abegu Xberna yriry nezl jnf Rnegu-funcrq (ebhaq, vg’f abg shpxvat syng phag) naq erq, zhpu yvxr Obo. Rkprcg jurer Obo vf nf erq nf n qevrq hc naq ercrngrqyl crryrq oybbq pybg gurl jrer nf erq nf n cvffrq bss gbzngb. Gurl fgbbq va Wvz’f jnl abg ahqtvat n gval shpxvat ovg hagvy Obt tbg fpnerq naq yrg bhg gur jrnxrfg shpxvat onex lbh’ir rire urneq, Zvn Xunyvsn’f fbsgrfg zbna jbhyq or zber vagvzvqngvat guna gur cbbe rkphfr bs n onex Obt yrg bhg, ohg gurfr chffl obv fbyqvref jrer fcbbxrq rabhtu gung gurl ena njnl gb gurve qnex, ybaryl zna pnirf.

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gjb, Obt'f Jnyx

Wvz gvrq gur yrnfu nebhaq Obt’f arpx yvxr ur vzntvarq glvat n abbfr naq guerj uvz bhg gur gerrubhfr. Wvz fnj fbzr qnex shpxvat pybhqf va gur qvfgnapr fb ur xarj ur unq gb fxrqnqqyr onpx ubzr dhvpxyl, fb ur frg bhg, qenttvat Obt’f jergpurq nff nebhaq rirel ynfg pheo naq pbeare va gurve rzcgl tubfg gbja, naq orpnhfr ur qvq gung Mrhf gur tbq bs guhaqre uvzfrys qrpvqrq gb shpx Wvz naq Obt va gur nff jvgu unvy gur fvmr bs lbhe funsg (nobhg n tbys onyy) fb gurl yriryrq hc uvf farnx genvg naq jrag ubzr pnershyyl rinqvat gur jengu bs n shpxvat tbq.

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bar, gur Jngrevat

Wvz jbxr hc naq zbirq uvf ynml, ohyobhf-ybbxvat plpybcf nff bhg bs uvf orq, naq fnj gung Obo jnf nyernql hc naq shpxvat nebhaq. Nf Wvz pyvzorq bhg uvf phz-fgnvarq orq naq jnyxrq vagb gur yvivat ebbz ur fnj Obo jnaxvat vg gb fbzr genc cbea, “jung, vg’f abg tnl” rkpynvzrq Obo nf Wvz jnyxrq vagb gur ebbz, “fher” Wvz ercyvrq nf Obo fgbezrq bhg gb ‘jngre gur sybjre’ juvpu Wvz hfhnyyl gubhtug bs nf Obo cvffvat nyy bire gur ybpny syben. Wvz urneq n ybhq-nff penfu pbzvat sebz gur xvgpura jvaqbj gb frr Obt, gurve fabg qbt, ybqtrq unys-jnl guebhtu gur shpxvat jvaqbj. “Ybbxf yvxr vg’f gvzr sbe n jnyx” fvturq Wvz nf ur chyyrq Obt’f oybbql, freengrq obql bhg gur shpxvat xvgpura jvaqbj.