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noturtypicalgurrl · 5 years

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E-man aka Douchebag

Let me tell you a little bit about this last guy I was “seeing”. So, it started on Tinder when we matched and he immediately asked me out on a date. We talked for about a few weeks on there, then finally met in person. He seemed like a nice guy who was looking for something serious. Not even a week later, we went out again, but this time it was at his house. (Okay I know, once a guy invites you over you know exactly what he expects, but that’s not how it was.) I met him at his parents’ house and we ended up watching a movie together. After the movie I was ready to go home, but he wanted to get to know me more so we asked questions back and forth. I told him that I was looking for something serious, wasn’t into playing games, and that we needed to communicate. He said the SAME THING and in that moment I fell for him. Okay, I know that’s stupid, but I fall head over heels for someone. So, we had sex and it was my first time. He was very sweet and gentle. Afterwards I told him I needed to go home, so he walked me to my car and kissed me goodbye. I honestly didn’t know what to think after that especially after losing my virginity. I didn’t intend to sleeping with him, but in that moment it just felt right. So, we kept seeing each other and would go out to see movies, go to lunch, and keep having sex.

I told my family about him, obviously, and they didn’t seem too fond of him; Especially since they haven’t met him. One time I invited him over to my house and I didn’t realize my mom would be home. He pulled up and then introduced himself to my mom. I was mortified since this is not how I pictured it. I immediately pushed him inside and pulled him to my room. A little after that I snuck him into my house once after my Aunt left for work, but she ended up seeing me sneaking him inside. So their perception of him is partially my fault, but I was honestly trying to keep him away until things were official.

I invited him to a party my friend was having (thinking he wouldn’t show up). Although, he showed up super late, and drunk as hell. I was also drunk, but not as bad as him. I was happy to see him since we haven’t seen each other in a month. Immediately he grabbed my butt and pulled me into him. “Hey, I’ve missed you.” Okay, weird; usually he never says that when we text each other. I lead him into the house, and he stopped me. “Should we go upstairs?” (Which is where everyone was for the party.) I contemplated this for about 30 seconds, I knew my friends didn’t approve of his behavior and if they knew he was here they’d try to make him leave or worse find us somewhere having sex. “No, it’ll be fine.” “Where should we go?” he asked while holding my hand and looking around the house. “is there a bedroom?” I shook my head. “No, there’s the bathroom or the laundry room.” He pulled me to the laundry room and locked the door behind us. Immediately he started making out with me and it was on. Although this was different than when we normally had sex. He was WAY more aggressive, and wouldn’t take no for an answer. Somehow we ended up in the garage, and he pulled down my pants, and lifted me onto the freezer. I remember he tasked like beer, and I could taste it with every kiss. I stopped for a second to adjust my sitting position and in one motion he lifted my shirt, my bra and started sucking on my tits. I was like okay, I guess that’s okay, but then he started biting them fucking hard. “Ow!” Of course he ignored me and kept going anyway. Then we started having sex and he kept slapping my vagina in the middle of it. He’d choke me, nibble on my tits, and slap me again. Keep in mind that he has NEVER done this before and we have NEVER discussed that I was okay with this. The final straw was when he flipped me over and asked “do you want it in your butt?” Right away I replied “No.” Of course, with his drunk self he put his dick in my butt anyway thinking I agreed. I started screaming in pain after each thrust. It hurt so much that I almost started crying. Finally I yelled at him “take it out!” He actually listened and did what I said. He looked down and saw that I was bleeding, “Dude, you’re bleeding.” Yeah, no shit! probably because you were being fucking rough. My phone started going off and it was my sister calling me. Not even 15 seconds later and he is fully clothed pressing the garage door button while I’m naked from the waist down and my boobs are exposed. I quickly go into the laundry room and dress myself. I open the other door to my friends on the other side saying “your sister is out looking for you.” In that moment I have never been so humiliated, disgusted, and felt used in my life. I couldn’t tell my friends in that moment because he was still there. How could I put so much time and effort into someone and they literally don’t give a shit about me? Why do I do this? I thought he was different but apparently he’s still a teenage boy living this so-called ‘chill’ lifestyle. The really fucked up part about it was the next day on Snapchat he was taking pictures with other girls while drinking, and smoking. I have never seen a guy so unattractive before until I saw that. I don’t know why it took me so long to realize how shitty of a person he was. I tried defending him, and made excuses for him but always thought I was doing it to help him. It’s just odd how his behavior changed so drastically that night. I have seen him drunk before, and he DID NOT act like he did that night. It just scared me that he took it to that level. He doesn’t seem like the aggressive type, but I never really knew him.

It sucks but I’m glad that he’s not in my life anymore. I don’t know what would’ve happened if I kept our ‘fling’ going.

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Children these days are wild

working with children is a wild fucking experience yall. this morning at work one of our second graders got my attention and was like “you know what word my mom told me not to say? PUSSY.” and i was like “then why did you just say it??” and she went “i dunno” and then dabbed

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