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Other Drivers HATE ME For Doing This:
Not running over pedestrians and cyclists
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How Samuel Beckett Sought Salvation in the Midst of Suffering, by Andy Wimbush, pub. Aeon [ID'd]
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Hello!
A beautiful post of yours includes lines from the poem 'on the fate of tulip sultan' by katrina vandenberg - I was wondering whether you would mind sharing the full poem if you have access to it!! I can't find the full poem online anywhere 😭
Thank u so much
Yes certainly! It’s from her book titled Atlas.


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ON THE FATE OF THE TULIP SULTAN
Tom Fahey is dead in Boston tonight, the last
of the guys with hemophilia. Tim, I took down but kept the list we made one night of our friends
who died. Little icons crayoned by their names,
sienna shoes, a midnight truck, a lemon puppy, for Matt a cherry guitar. Names
that kept coming until we ran out of room.
Tonight Tom's dead. Three hundred years away, the sultan the Ottomans exiled but let live
embroiders a memory of his tulips
on a tapestry in bright silks. The white stone of the first full moon in April, the jugglers
who strolled the garden with crayon-colored balls.
Real gold for the flames of candles on the backs of the tortoises that plodded through the bowers.
A week-long celebration each spring
for the thousand kinds of tulips that he bred. He doesn't know that as he stitches them
his tulips are beginning to be forgotten.
And three hundred years away only a catalog of them survives. Does it matter
that already no one else alive remembers
the day you, Greg, and I walked arm in arm through Central Square; or the New Year's Eve
on the harbor watching fireworks, when the kids
crouching in the trees flung champagne bottles that hit the street like green exploding stars?
Milton was wrong. It's not just sin we need to see
in order to know it later on, but joy. One day, when the sultan was old and carving a ring
from jade, he said, This green is sun through leaves
on an afternoon in my garden before it bloomed. My moves with faith are slow; I'm a tortoise
with a candle on its back. Tim, the list
of what I've loved numbers in the thousands. Surely I'll recognize a thing worth loving
when I see it for the rest of my life.
#Katrina Vandenberg#on the fate of the tulip sultan#thank you for this request; I love this poem so much and it was good to revisit it#btw in the notes section at the back of the book Vandenberg mentions Mike Dash's book Tulipomania as a source of info for this poem#referencing specifically the mosaic virus and Ahmed III.
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Three young barn owls standing in the stone quatrefoil of Christ Church, Fulmodeston.
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“The President, while riding a bicycle on his vacation in Jackson Hole came to a sudden arboreal stop.”
1x01 "Pilot" (sep. 22th, 1999)
The West Wing was first aired 25 years ago and history was made.
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100 small acts of love by The New York Times 💌










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it’s funny cause sydney is described as incredibly impatient and yet she seems to have the patience of a saint when it comes to carmy.
#in s2 yeah!!!#I kept waiting for her to explode at him (which would have been totally deserved) and she just never did....#one of the things that made me be like oh... she's down bad#sorry#the bear#sydcarmy
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wish ppl understood the power nowadays in not giving something attention. things today are so focused on attention and reaction and #memes that the best way to shut literally anything down is simply not give it exactly what it wants. like you arent going to own that bigot on twitter youre going to boost their original message whether thats your intent or not and you arent just playing with ai for shits and giggles you are giving it free learning and data. just stop engaging with things that dont deserve it
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rip to all of my posts about The Bear and sydcarmy that have been living in my drafts since last summer and will probably never see the light of day now
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Pleaseeee
#unfortunately literally me#remember that post about how we would not be girlrotting in April? well unfortunately I was very much girlrotting for all of April#and most of May#shout out to reverse seasonal depression and rip me!!
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#I’ve had gray hairs since I was fifteen baby!!!!#it’s a small gray patch on the back of my head that’s usually hidden#but yes in the last couple years I’ve started getting grays on the top of my head so they’re visible
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you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

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People with psychotic conditions like schizophrenia are not just concepts, we are real living people and we are members of your communities. When you insult people by calling them "clinically insane" or "certifiable" or delusional or when you use words like delulu, the psychotic people in your communities notice it and we know that we are not welcome or wanted.
#the new trend of using the word psychotic to mean bad/stupid/evil needs to die#it’s so horribly stigmatizing and ableist
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