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notyulie-blog · 6 years ago

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6/7/19

Hi😳 it’s been like what? A year or two? since I’ve updated my shit on here clearly this isn’t my iconic @umyuliee acc bc I don’t remember what email I used so I made a new one. Which I can say is pretty good tbh I get a chance to start fresh. I just looked at the posts I made on my old acc and I was so SAD/DEPRESSED and that just wasn’t it. I’m actually really good and happy with my life rn and I know I be sayin that alllll the time when I was really dying inside but this time I mean it. I grew so much and I can’t wait to grow even more. A lot has happened but nun of it has changed me shit happens and that’s that. Chris came back MANY times and honestly I don’t really give a shit about him like deadass he’s dead to me I realized it wasn’t worth MY time he’s the definition of a piece of shit but that ain’t nun of my business he’s gonna get his karma. anyways I’m finally a senior thank GOD junior year was fun but hard of courssse but I’m glad I have the ppl I love in my life still & still remaining strong with my besties 7/7🥺💖 I’m so excited for college bc that’s COMING UP SO SOON AHHHHHHHH I really really really want to go out of state or to SF at least I’m working really hard in school to get there & hopefully all of it pays off I’m happy with myself too I haven’t brought myself down in a cool minute tbh I just honestly don’t care about what ppl think like who tf r U but anyways I’ve been more comfortable with myself meaning my body n shit I’ve gained a bit of weight which feels pretty good I’m planning on goin to the gym this summer I’ve worked out a bit here at home but I get lazy once my period comes🙄🤢 but I haven’t felt good in forever & it’s the best I’m living in the moment leaving the past in the past I’m currently still single it’s been about a year now I think? but I obviously do crave a kith here n there but I don’t really WANT everything that comes with it such as problems n shit which is why I’m takin my time with shit. I’m not interested in anyone rn I thought Jonathan was gonna work out since we’re communicating again but I don’t think it’s gonna go the way I want it to we’re either both pussies or he just doesn’t like me anymore which is understandable I took too long but whateva. anywhom I don’t find anyone interesting like seriously wtf is wrong with everyone y’all really lame as FUUUUCK like that shit is actually ugly I haven’t met anyone who actually intrigues me and that’s sad on y’alls part bc I’m great but y’all nawwww LMFAOOOO I know how ppl are right away so ion give ppl a chance and that may seem “wrong” but y’all don’t get it I can tell when someone is gonna waste my time n shit like just stay away from me PLS I rather be on my own(which I enjoy always)but yeah ppl are full of bullshit. I just want something genuine and beautiful but it’ll come to me whenever it decides to. Nothing will come without effort which I do try here n there but I know what I want and I test the waters AT TIMES but if it ain’t for me then I’m not gonna force shit so I’ll happily be on my own for the time being and I don’t mind it. Mmmm I know there’s more but I’m like delusional at 1:44 am which as you can tell I’m not a night owl anymore I can’t stay up past 1 I be knocked out by 10 but my dark circles keep gettin darker 😍 yum but anyway I’ll probably edit this in the morning or whenever I remember throughout the day but YES GN OH AND MY BDAY IS COMIN UP 17 GANG😩🐟 okay I’m so sleep gn

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