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the last thing i wanna do is get myself back on xanax but its getting alittle too much lately
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happy birthday my love,
i think it gets easier as days goes by without having you around. i mean i do still love you but it feels more platonic now rather than romantic. of course i cherish everything that we had but i guess it is true when they say things happen for a reason or for the better. i think i will forever be remorseful for what i did to you but i hope you do forgive me for all of the hardship i put us through. we have both grown individually into a better version of us & i am really truly happy for you. i will always love you, always and forever. take care my dear.
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Rough day? I'm sorry sweetie. Let me hear about it while I lick my name into your clit.
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I need to be violently fucked but I also want to be babied :(
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grieve.
i was not given the opportunity to grieve over someone who gave me so much unspoken love and care in my early years. i was not given the time to grieve her properly or to process what had happened. it was a simple death- old age and pneumonia. yet, i cannot fathom the way that i am feeling when i myself thought that if this ever happens, i will not be badly affected as we grew distant. when i visited you in the hospital a month ago, you looked fine as ever. i was even glad that you remembered me. there was an ounce of relief the moment you uttered my name. at the very least, you remembered me, your son's distant daughter. as i saw you lying lifeless, my heart shattered. it broke me in ways that i never thought it would. all of the memories started to pour in. all the times you prepared food on the table when i got back home from school, all the times you made sure there was enough money in my pocket to survive the week, all the times you ensured that i had a good sleep, all the times you asked if i was doing ok. everything flooded my mind. i could not bring myself to kiss your forehead for one last time. i could not do that to myself or to you. i know for a fact that i will weep like the kid i was & they say it is bad for one's soul to part peacefully if someone were to weep. i had to hold it in. for you.
i apologize for regretting not coming down to see you or to even check up on you when you are literally 40mins away. i apologize for not being able to express the amount of love i stored for you. i know it is a little too late, it always is but i am truly sorry.
on the same night that you passed, i had to take care of my other grandmum because nobody else wanted to take the extra step to care for their mother. i had to sacrifice my time, energy and grieve to care for someone when it is my time to be selfish but how could i be? i love her too dearly to let her wonder who is going to take care of her. her sons are all to selfish to get some time off to care for their bedridden mother. it is disappointing that they expect my mum who is not doing well regarding her health to take care of her fully for two whole weeks. it is not fair, at all. all they ever care about is money. what about your mother? do you not have even the slightest bit of sympathy for her? i swear to God i know she feels upset that her children are not willing to compromise. i am truly disappointed.
it has been three nights & the most sleep i have had was four hours because i am sick. four fucking hours and the other 20 hours i had to keep my eyes and ears open for her. i had to shower her, i had to carry her, i had to get her ready, i had change her diapers, i had to get her food so she does not starve. if you are telling me you have got work, it is absolutely bullshit. i have work too and here i am sacrificing myself. why can't you do the same? she is your mum for god's sake. she is not getting any younger. she is sick and old and fraile. care for her i beg you before she pass on too.
i lost my grandmum and now i have to take care of the other. on the same night that she passed on. THE SAME FUCKING NIGHT. have you not an ounce of empathy or sympathy for me? for your mother? for your sister? let me breathe. let me grieve. i beg of you. it is eating me up. it is killing me.
let me fucking grieve.
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let me grieve.. i havent had the time to process everything properly. let me grieve
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i’m sorry for ignoring you it’s just that i was horny and it’s hard to type with one hand :/
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even if i don't want to, i still dreamt about you. everything centered around you.
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honestly, this is fucking crazy. and i cant process it. im so not used to getting presents from people, especially expensive ones. i kept saying thank you and i cried my goodness. so thankful for nina and her family. its fucking crazy.
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forever living with this guilt. i swear it's gonna eat me up so badly
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