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11 NOVEMBER 2018

IT HAS BEEN A LITTLE TOO LONG HAHAHAHAHAA.

I got busy with school, work, babysitting and interning.

Then I graduated with honors.

Anyways, what is new with me?

I went to see a psychiatrist because I think I have ADHD, but she wants to treat my bipolar tendencies first. I’m on day three of the medication and it lowkey makes me feel dizzy, well I’m not sure if that’s caused by it.

I had work today even though it’s a Sunday and that was nice, just the usual. 

After work, me and boifwend visited Mark’s coffee shop and sat there till closing. I worked on my bullet journal while boifwend planned for DND.

There fires are so bad, the air quality is shot.

I’m too lazy to go on right now.

 But I feel good, I feel peaceful.

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10-12APRIL2017

I just started this internship and being in a new environment has definitely stressed me out. I am excited but also really, really scared. I just got a massive headache right now. It’s okay though, things will start looking up, I think.

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29MARCH2017-09APRIL2017

I had a good two weeks while it lasted. Today, I feel so shitty. Especially for the past two weeks, I don’t want to delve further into it. There actually is not much going on, I think it is just a mood I’m in. 

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13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20,21,22,23,24,25,26,27,28MARCH2017

I MISSED A LOT OF DAYS.

But I’ve been busy again. Typical work and school stuff. And events... heh.

I went out for drinks with boifwend the other week to celebrate Kuya Ed’s birthday at Mad Oaks. Then on Saturday went to Galantis and that was the best time ever. During the show, I played color switch with A and got deep with M. It was the best. So memorable. I wish I could go back.

Anyways, I have just been dead tired.

This weekend me and Daelz planned a trip to LA. I have been blessed BY THE UNIVERSE TO HAVE SUCH A GUY!!! He drove the whole way there which is like a five hour + drive. He surprised me by taking me to disneyland and I had NO IDEA. Disneyland is so exhausting but fun. Oh and our airbnb was TIGHT, I want to be our hosts, they were a cute couple and their place was so aesthetic. 

I have to get ready for an interview tomorrow, on my birthday. Hahah.

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12MARCH2017

I woke up late. Daelz woke up at like 8 in the morning. 

We headed out to each sushi cause we watched that episode of FRIENDS with unagi and Ross. 

The wait for sushi took about 30 or 40 minutes and we were supposed to study but ended up going home and napping.

Daelz left for DND and then I had to work on my senior portfolio. Still currently working on it. Woo.

Till next time.

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11MARCH2017

Went to work exhausted. I was still recovering from the other sleepless night but I had so much fun with Marque and Jasmine at work.

Daelz had bought tickets to go see Dash about a month or two ago. I had to take a nap right before. Then we headed out with Daelz’ friends and it was quite a journey. We had to go to his house to print out the tickets and then once we got to the event we waited in world’s longest line.

I pretty much went sober which is a definite first in my book. But it was fun. Maybe DARE was right? Haha.

I got a parking ticket after the event. How fun.

Daelz friends pitched in to pay for it.

The event ended an hour early and we got home around 2 AM I think. Then daylight savings happened.

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10MARCH2017

Today is Marque’s birthday, but I didn’t get to see him or buy him a present. I am such a jerk. I just venmoed him for his birthday haha.

I was supposed to watch my nieces today but that didn’t end up happening.

I slept the whole day away. I woke up a lot in between and stayed in bed till 1 in the afternoon.

Went to work and had fun with my coworkers. I finally found subs for all the days I need off for coachella!

Uneventful day really.

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09MARCH2017

I am writing today 3/10/17 for yesterday.

I could not sleep at all the other night probably because I took at three hour nap and woke up at 8 in the evening and then went out to do homework and milk tea. I got about 2 hours of sleep. It was bad.

I woke up and dropped off a package at UPS and then picked up Andrew from his house. I’m sad that the quarter is coming to an end because I have so much fun hanging with Andrew. He’s a bit of a foodie and he’s always showing me new places to eat at and they actually taste good! So, after taking the final, we went to this pho restaurant and picked up pulled pork french fries and pandan waffles. While we ate, he opened up to me and talked about experiences with his ex. It sucked cause he had to rush since I picked up a shift a work. Dropped him off and I drank two vietnamese coffees to get me through the shift. I started crashing hella hard around 6, but I got off shortly after.

Then I tried to get homework done and so I hit up Dustin and asked if he wanted to come to a tea shop with me. We ended up sharing videos and talking about the party. Got zero homework done haha. I drove him back home around 11 PM, but ended up talking about life and deep shit till almost 1 AM. I felt bad, my boifwend had to come out and remind Dustin he had school in the morning. The talks that I have with Dustin give me life and substance.

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08MARCH2017

Oh hey, it’s me again!

Had work in the morning and then school in the afternoon. Work was a bit a slower than usual. I wish time would move as slow when I’m doing something fun, but that’s almost never the case. Andrew came by around the end of my shift cause we work together and he gave me some of his pulled pork fries. Oh my god, they were so fricking good. I ate like a 1/3 of it.

After my shift, I drove to school and finished my ceramics projects. I was a little sad cause part of it broke since there was air in it. So close to the end of this quarter.

I used to not like Chance the rapper, but I was doing homework and I have been in the try something new typa mood so I gave him a chance and he’s not as bad as I thought. Ha ha, I think I’m funny.

I’m mildly stressed cause of finals and homework, but I am confident in my abilities to pull through. So close. Keep going Karen.’

I picked up two extra shifts this week because my spending has been so ridiculous lately! I am trying to save up and travel so NO MORE SPENDING FOR ME! I think that’s all I want to say right now. Till tomorrow!

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07MARCH2017

I didn’t log yesterday because I had work and school and I didn’t get home till 9:30 PM and I pretty much knocked out. 

Me and Andrew carpool on Tuesdays and Thursdays and it is always such a good time with him. We were jamming in the car to a variety of jams ahah. He has the same 4 dances moves, it’s great. After class, we were supposed to go to the gym, but I messed up again! It was not bulking season ahah. I forgot my ID for the gym and they are so strict when it comes to that at school. Instead, we went to this market place which had EVERYTHING! There was t4, poke bowl, korean burritos, and ice cream! Like whaaat??? I got the poke bowl cause when in doubt that’s what Andrew gets.

Me and my boifwend napped at my place when I got home and I headed to work around 3 PM. Naps are practically essential nowadays.

I can’t tell you why I’m extra tired. I feel as if I was born tired. I get short bursts of energy and get so so tired. I have a lot of homework to do, so I have to keep this short again. I also have to log today too, but I’ll do it in a separate post.

See ya soon!

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06MARCH2017

I am so tired today. It feels like a typical Monday.

Woke up at 8:00 AM and went to work. I did inventory since my coworker that usually does it went back to Africa to visit her family. She is a sweet lady, but such a mess. I tried to organize the inventory sheet so it made more sense. 

I decided to skip school today because it’s just a ceramics class and I’m almost done with everything.

I went home babysat my niece for a little and then finished building my new dresser. I put a bundle of Daelan’s clothes in there. I’m trying to fix my room right now.

I’m writing this a lot earlier today, I think it’s cause I’m exhausted.

This post will be pretty short and sweet.

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05MARCH2017

Yesterday was SO FUCKING LIT!!! I had the best time. I mean, I don’t remember half of it but that is okay. My mom stayed for a long time which was really weird. It was so cute, my boifwned works at a boba shop and he is amazingly fast in the kitchen and making margaritas. He was so impressive my sister commented on his skills. We ate so good, but again, I threw that up. I relived the night via he-said, she-said stories aka my sister, boifwend and cousin. After the party ended, I locked myself in the bathroom and I flooded my sister’s bathroom, again I remember none of this. My boifwend said that I yelled at him, “if you love me, leave me alone,” and that struck me as really odd. But he had to explain more of the context: apparently, someone tried to take advantage of me. Like me and the guy were in the bathroom talking and his belt was unbuckled. 

For a minute, I actually thought that something had happened when he told me. I was so scared. So scared of jeopardizing everything important to me. The more I thought about it, I know myself and even my drunk self would never do that, not in this relationship. I just locked myself in the bathroom cause I was upset he thought I would do something so terrible. I am not fucking this up, not again, not with Daelan. He means so much, I have never had a relationship like this before and to be quite honest I’m planning to marry this guy. Daelan is my bestfwend! He has taught me how to be unapologetically me and together we are growing. Planting seeds for a bright future together. I mean, I still don’t know why he picked a doofus like me, but regardless, I am thankful that he loves and trusts me too. 

After we settled that debacle, I tried to care for him since he was sick but he rested for the majority of the morning and afternoon. On a side note, I dropped my phone in the toilet yesterday and then my drunk ass thought it was a good idea to wash it in the sink. We went to an AT&T retailer to get a new phone, but I didn’t bring my mom and I’m not an authorized user so I am still waiting on getting a new phone at the moment. Once we got back home, we started to build the dress and almost finished but Daelan had to leave to play DD. I hung out with Dustin when he left and we went to T4 for some drank. I had to reteach him how to play speed and 13. Man, he sucks haha but that’s okay because I like winning. We went to target and sat in children’s chairs, which btw were very comfortable. We talked and talked till the store closed, I really need more convos like that. Then I brought him home and parked and chatted with him in the car. It was really bad, we always do this. I had to force him to leave cause he has school tomorrow and needs to sleep. Dustin is always good company.

This has been quite an non-eventful eventful day. If that makes sense. I am again tired. Goodnight.

Fun fact: I don’t get hang overs