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been thinking about making another csm oc-insert/akiangel lovechild after i drew this and this. there isn't a concrete storyline that i'm thinking of, but there are bits and pieces that are set in place- ~ Amai came out of Angel's halo when he intended to put Aki's stolen lifespan to use and create a weapon (either out of coercion or an ooc moment of him not wanting to waste the lifespan Aki gave to him and solidifying that into a weapon that he can cradle). He was shocked at first, but then he realised had no choice but to keep her, and hid her from his coworkers to the best of his ability until he went to Aki to tell him the news ~ When Aki found out about Angel's child, he was reluctant to take full responsibility and only helped Angel with the child's basic needs. That changed when something like an incident or a conversation would make Aki change his mind- Angel is a devil with no human rights, and therefore a slave to PS. Amai, while being a young and innocent child who is made from the sacrifice Aki made for angel, is also a devil that is at risk of becoming another one of PS's weapons and robbed of love. If he doesn't take responsibility for his child and just leaves her then he's dooming a harmless child and throwing away the connection he offered to angel that night. And he does just that

~ (This is for the normal csm universe where everything happens the way they do) At the end of Akiangel's journey, Amai also gets doomed. Either she- 1) Gets taken by Makima and turned into a weapon either by her using her during the Gun Devil fight or giving her to PS (after having a long custody battle with Aki and Angel or letting them have her to make them believe the illusion of stability, until the very end) 2) Gets orphaned and watches as her family become weapons. Sometime between Aki-47 vs Denji and Pochita vs Makima, Kishibe whisks her away and hides her until he gets to Denji and tells him the plan. Then, at the end he drops her off to Denji and leaves him to raise Nayuta and Amai alone

(I don't like the second option since it's like pretty tangled? so I'll just stick with the 1st one)

~ As for Amai, she's quiet, proper (except for herself) and sticks to her parents often- working alongside Angel and clinging to Aki since she's attracted to the rest of his lifespan. She likes order in her surroundings otherwise she'll get overwhelmed and either have a meltdown or just isolate herself from the others (she basically does this with Denji and Power because of how loud and chaotic they are to each other and to her)

~ She also leans into her identity as a "weapon" a lot. Even though Aki and Angel fight tooth and nail with PS in order to keep her out of the field, she still endangers herself by joining them during missions; trying to shield Angel, helping Aki fight by hindering the devils they fight, even cleaning up any bodies left by eating them. This is because of both her identity and because she has a desire to be praised, believing that her peers will like her more if she helped them and proved her worth. But it ends up leading to tension between her and her parents (which im thinking leads to her beliefs getting tested when she accidentally hurts either of them and has to deal with the consequences of her stressing them out by placing herself on the field all the time)

Yeah I don't know what else to write here, uh, tl;dr- Aki and Angel have a child and tries to give her a life she can't have, while said child navigates life and deals with her identity and self worth

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complaining about twitter is like losing chess to a dog but i can't get over how much of a cesspit alnsttwt is rn

first people trash on mizi for not constantly being a happy and outgoing girl and not having a flawless relationship with sua and falling for her survivor's guilt villanizing her

next they trash on till when mi vida loca was first teased and almost-unanimously agreeing that the song's solely about mizi and he's a huge creep for making love songs about her despite knowing she's a lesbian

then they have a full blown war about luka and hyuluka where one side is borderline excusing luka by pinning all of his faults on heperu, and the other is demonizing him and his relationship with hyuna and boiling it down to "abuser x victim forbidden love"

like man im so damn tired of being on twt..

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alien stage is definitely one of those medias where you need to see all the supplementary material (comics/sub songs) in order to properly understand the lore like if you're just a casual viewer you'd completely be oblivious to stuff like - hyuna having conflicting feelings about luka, which would make it really confusing seeing the jump from her having a mental breakdown over him to sacrificing herself for him and telling him to live with love despite him assaulting her and killing her brother - till having conflicting feelings towards ivan and their relationship not being a case of "A didn't care about B's feelings until B is out of the picture" - (likely to be brought up in karma) mizisua wasn't all sparkles and rainbows with their only flaw being codependency, which would be confusing seeing the jump from them being happy in r1 and tragic in r6 + the mizisua vid to mizi exerting control over sua (i think in my fragile god, fading fast?), unintentionally forcing her to keep up this "paradise" for her and (probably?) coercing her into continuing their plan of doing a tie in alnst even though both of them know how risky it is - ivan being a freak (which i guess you can technically see from r6 but it's more tragic than freaky) in paratise where he sings about digging into till's wounds and living inside him like a parasite

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oh man i just had a thought re: alyssa being the journalist in the RE4make memo

that would be so fucked up on krauser's end lmao leaving that memo there specifically for leon to find

imagine

>alyssa tries to break the story about OJ >gov't catches wind of it >sends leon after her >leon can't do it >lets her go >thinks it's fine and he did a Good Thing >gov't sends other ppl after her >silences her anyway >leon has no idea this happened >leon finds out in that fucking tent in RE4make that the gov't "took care of" alyssa >the memo is worded as such to make leon believe that she was killed, thereby making him also believe that letting her go didn't actually save her in the end >not 3 minutes later krauser drops the "you can't save anyone" line

or even

>alyssa meets up with leon for OJ information >they hit it off >leon tells her everything and possibly even promises that he won't let anyone in the gov't catch wind of this >she writes the story >gov't finds out somehow anyway >gov't "takes care of" alyssa >same ending as last list

fucked up, krauser

that's fucked up LMAO

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drew some csm ocs/yumesonas from twitter

owners of the characters/sonas: (top left to right): m00njjun, hayakawakisser, hirofumisdevil, (bottom left to right): cebolash, kurakenzen, kanoenthusiast, hiinabird

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why are you being so emo bro

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hmm im thinking about asa mitaka being demisexual? since she does express repulsion at the idea when denji brings it up (though that could just be because he's blabbering on about how he wants to have sex while he was trying to save) and then yoru indirectly tells denji that asa has feelings for him which was a while after the aquarium date arc

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0606

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what is the likelihood that fujimoto saw uncle sam from kendrick's superbowl halftime show performance and was like hm...

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Possible OC design?? (Veerrryy rough sketch)

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Null doodle

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Being a resident evil 4 villain must suck. Imagine working years on a plan for world domination before one singular guy with puns come along and ends it. The last thing you hear are just cheesy one liners as he fills you with bullets. Just insults your entire existence and he kills you.

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was listening to pinkpantheress when i got hit by aki brainrot 😭😭

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man it's crazy how we like, constantly fluctuate between happiness and despair

like yeah 4nakt were genuinely happy together but at the same time you got mizisua lying to each other about their feelings and ivantill having insane miscommunication

yeah hyunwoo, luka and hyuna were genuinely happy at some point but then luka pulled a double whammy of killing hyunwoo and assaulting hyuna

yeah all the other kids in anakt garden were a community together (see weige) but then you have the fact that heteronormativity was taught in anakt garden and there's horrible kids in there like the mole dude who punched mizi just because she rejected him

yeah that scene in weige where mizisua's trying on outfits is super cute but oh look here's a comic where half of it mizi holding sua down and worshipping her like a fragile god

look at this montage of what would've happened if 4nakt + hyuluka were in a different universe where everything was okay- now come back to the current universe where everybody in the cast expect luka and mizi are alive and both of them are at their lowest

like i get it, it shows how even though the story shows the human tragedy of all these characters, but it still gives me whiplash (and i don't mean this in a mean way ofc)

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Is and continues to be my favorite dance video. Dude’s so unexpectedly fluid.

> High score! What happened? Did i break it?

> You don’t see too many YouTube videos from 2005..

Weird to think that was almost a 10 years ago.

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there's something about these shots from the teaser that makes me feel something weird

like the way the board looks, with flowers blooming on the profile of all of the dead side characters, makes it look something super old? like we're looking at the remains that happened a long time ago, all decomposed to ugly greens and blues with plants taking over what was.

or maybe it's just the knowledge that everyone in this competition, even the side characters, were all important people who became nothing but losers in the end