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I dont like uncertainty i need to know everything now

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i wish someone notices my suffering

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born to infodump forced to constantly worry if the other person actually cares or if im making sense or if i said something wrong or if im embarrassing myself or if they want me to stop talking or

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learning that ofc means ‘of fucking course’ is such bullshit. she’s ‘ofcourse’ to me

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胃

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Ooooh Jiraiblr, look at my strawberry and cream waffle 🥹🥹🥹 This is my reminder to you so you can go eat, okay? Please go eat! 🫶

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'' i need to lose weight '' i say as i grab a bag of chips

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in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

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nobody pay attention to me, i feel invisible, i hate it, i hate it so much, i want to be someone, am i boring, stupid? am i that unlovable?

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The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

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sorry i made it weird. ill kill myself now

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“you choose” “you can pick” NO, and if you insist I’ll kill you

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