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as an asexual who likes to imagine sex but doesnt actually like having sex, sometimes it just feels like sex isnt real but i wish it was. and post

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i must not take it personal. taking it personal is the mind killer. taking it personal is the little death that brings total oblivion. i will face taking it personal. i will permit it to pass over and through me. and when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. when the taking it personal has gone there will be nothing. only i will remain

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having a job is so fucked up

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Ppl will be like “end the stigma around mental illness uwu” but still judge you if you’re unemployed or single or not completely self-sufficient or healthy or perfectly groomed or still live with parents and don’t see the hypocrisy in that whatsoever

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My brain, having a meltdown like a toddler: I just can’t do it! I don’t want to !! I can’t!! Me, parenting my tired toddler brain: Take a deep breath, it’s going to be ok. We don’t have to do everything today that’s overwhelming you. Let’s pick the most important thing to work on, ok? What’s the smallest step we can do to work towards that? My toddler brain, wiping away tears: Um, I think we should…open up the important spreadsheet and look at the first row. Me, parenting my tired toddler brain: Great! Let’s do that, and then we can have a popsicle, ok? My toddler brain: *nods through drying tears, upset, but cooperative*

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boobies

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‘ur quiet’ i am gatekeeping my personality from u

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please stop treating the word neurodivergent like it means the overlap between autism and adhd

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i just wanna wear a slutty outfit n be told i’m a pretty boy :-((((

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I feel like practicing any skill would be way more fun if I could have a lil level increase thing that pops up in front of me every time I do good like in Skyrim

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generalize everyone off of one person lmao

What a narcissist is: someone who has Narcissistic Personality Disorder, a phrase that defines a way that certain peoples’ brain’s function and interpret outside information and interaction

What a narcissist is not: an inherently abusive asshole

What a narcissist is: a person who has a disorder that is extremely difficult to detect in oneself, even more difficult to will oneself to get help, and almost impossible to “fix” no matter how much help they get

What a narcissist is not: someone who could “fix” themselves and act “normally” but chooses not to because they don’t care

What a narcissist is: a person who cannot control that they believe that they are more important and on a “higher tier” than those around them, or that they are special

What a narcissist is not: someone who actively puts everyone down around them because they think it’s “funny” or like to “hurt peoples feelings” and are purposely acting like they’re better

What a narcissist is: someone who has a difficult time caring about those around them

What a narcissist is not: someone who actively disregards those around them on purpose just to be an asshole

What a narcissist is: a human being who’s brain is wired a little differently

What a narcissist is not: a monster on a spree to hurt and abuse everyone around them

We are people too. I’m a person too. And too often people like to say that narcissists act on purpose. That’s just simply not true. Most of the things that narcissists do are subconscious and never meant to actively hurt someone else.

That being said, being diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder is NOT an excuse to treat people however you want to.

Work with us and we’ll work with you.

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people talk about near death experiences changing them, bitch my anxiety makes everything feel like a near death experience

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[shares 2 traits with a character] this is absolutely insane we are the same person

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i spent so many months repressing my needs and feelings and stories and voice that now i just can’t convince myself anyone wants to hear it

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this is the worst feeling

it feels like my heart is shattering and reaching up my throat and strangling me

i can distract myself and forget but the pain is always there waiting for me to let my guard down

i feel so shitty, all the things she said are getting to me, i miss her and i feel bad and i feel like i shouldn’t

she told me i didn’t love her but that’s a lie. if i didn’t love her i wouldn’t be here now, hurting and overthinking and doubting myself and wishing i did something different

it’s all getting to me and it’s not fair, i thought this is what i wanted but now i just can’t stop missing her, missing her love missing someone who cared and someone i could care about and be better for

i feel like an idiot

is it ever gonna stop?