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started another bird painting today, a bohemian waxwing and it looks like shittttt

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no i still wont post anything new because i havent done anything artsy for fun in idk, years. some "getting off the rust" and a couple of commissions but i just dont draw anymore and i dont know why. skill wise im much better but i lack the imagination and nothing ive done sparks joy. im sorry.

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painting grass with acrylics got me like what the fuck aaaaaaaaaaaäääääääöääääääaäaääaäöööööäååååå fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou fuck you fuck you fuck you f u c k y o u f u c k y o u f u c k y o u

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my friend has a very cute cat, his name is pekka (open the image, i still dont know how to avoid tumblr butchering the preview quality)

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no fucking idea why i drew this

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trying to open commissions like *doubts skill* *doubts skill* *doubts skill* *doubts skill* *doubts skill* *doubts skill*

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didnt have energy to finish these pencil studies so you have to look at that fucked up sphere lamp now

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okay someday i can do it again i promise,,, i WILL create again!

i will probably never paint or draw again bc i hate that shit and it doesnt bring me joy anymore. goodbye

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i will probably never paint or draw again bc i hate that shit and it doesnt bring me joy anymore. goodbye

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art imitates art

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Sorry, I Never Post Art Bc Im Busy, Exhausted, Mentally And Physically In A Real Bad Shape And Ive Got No Motivation To Live

sorry

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I’m not here to draw

accurate anatomy

I’m here to draw

aesthetic anatomy

does that body part even work like that?

I don’t care, it looks good

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current mood