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Window view 4

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My betta and me .

I am raising a baby dragon 🐠.

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Does anyone else ever feel like the "real" version of them is just hidden deep inside of them?

I feel like whenever I talk to someone, they see a particular version of me, but not *me.* Like, sometimes my personas are more clingy, while other times they're more quiet and distant. But none of them are how I see myself. Even in private it doesn't feel like I get to see my regular self.

It's more like I'm trapped in my own body, and in private, I can feel the emptiness of my soul searching for myself, only presenting as dull and lifeless without something to reflect off of.

I don't have identity issues, either. I know who I am and don't think I struggle with identifying myself. But I don't know why I feel like this, I just do.

How am I even supposed to find myself again and feel ok when it's so confusing

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Happy Holidays! I hope you all get to eat an endless amount of good food like your stomach is a blackhole!

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autumn walks 🍁🎃☕️🍂

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“Being happy is a very personal thing and it really has nothing to do with anyone else.”

— Abraham-Hicks, Getting Into the Vortex

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lmao legend

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