nvrknowsbestt

[nvrknowsbestt]

[nvrknowsbestt]

I placed these shackles on my own two feet

Cynicism engulfs me

As i fall back down it all comes back to me

I scream out 'please set me free'

But this grave cannot be filled

I fall and fall and fall again

I scream out 'please set me free'

I fall and fall and fall again

I scream out 'please set me free'

'Please set me free'

'Please set me free'

[nvrknowsbestt]

i love cold winter nights.

the kind of cold that reaches my bones,

the kind of cold that gives me goosebumps,

the kind of cold that makes the tip of my nose red,

but not the teeth chattering kind of cold.

barren trees and dimly lit streetlights casting the shadows of these naked branches, exposing them at their weakest.

being alone in the stillness of the night, watching my breath float upwards, i let it engulf me.

it evokes a weird feeling that i cant quite put my finger on, almost uncomfortable.

but i love it.

[nvrknowsbestt]

one day i hope you will see

how long I've waited

i swear its been fated

the red string leads me to you

repeatedly

i cant get you out of my mind

no matter who i find

the stars are betting on us

cant you see?

[nvrknowsbestt]

I want to know all of you

the things you can learn only with time

I want to study you,

even if its from across the river

I want to memorize all the tiny details,

like your lingering glances under the flashing lights

what does it mean?

did you see me do the same?

I want to dissect your memories

and figure out why you feared crossing the bridge

I want to show you how,

but when the fog came, i saw the faded mark in your passenger seat

I want to carve the shape of your nose into my mind

until it leaves a scar so deep that even the doctors can't stop the bleeding

I want to leave a mark now

Do you?

inspired by vulture city - venturing