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IMPORTANT NOTICE!

not me posting after an entire year of straight radio silence… IM SO SORRY GUYS 😭😭😭 i was initially just going to move on silently, but i couldn’t leave u guys without at least a notice (though everyone could’ve guessed alr…)

if u couldn’t tell already, i’ve decided to officially leave this blog (i’ve moved to another one, so if we’re moots u can dm me!! i’ve taken on an entirely new alias/personality there LOL but it’s still the same old me… are u guys surprised isa isn’t actually my name >O<) anyways, i’ll keep this blog here just for the keepsakes. RTWJ is officially discontinued as well, i’m sorry to everyone who was looking forward to it… i had already planned all the chapters but i don’t know what came over me.. (life ahem) i won’t delete it because why am i kinda funny…

thank u guys for all the memories <//3 this is so bittersweet but may we meet again!! also not tagging anyone because umm i’m kinda scared LOL and most of them have either logged off or moved blogs alr… HELPSJSKD am i too late to the party <//3

FIRST POST (after a year) KINDA NERVY…

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IF LOVESICK WAS A PERSON · lhs

synopsis ⋆ falling in love with heeseung is a process, like a trust fall into a bottomless pit with no fears because he is standing at the end, arms wide open (1.4k)

genre ⋆ fluff!!!

warnings ⋆ marriage talks and minor teensy bit negligible micrograms of insecurities. also ik heeseung is not twenty but in this fic he is . thank u

note ⋆ HAI OMG i finally wrote something :o i have another heeseung ficlet, it's roommate hs one so :› we'll see if i post it bc i need to rewrite it. anyway, happy reading ⁀◡⁀ < i love this emoticon

the temperature drops low, distant howling of wind singing over the city bringing along light showers as the water droplets settle on your glass window arching all the way up to your ceiling from the floor, a soft hum drew out of heeseung’s mouth as you shuffle under the blankets, his nose burying further in the crook of your neck as a muffled laughter falls off your lips at the tickles, and a warm evening nap never felt so right before this, if that is a thing. 

“we should get up,” you mumble, arms wrapping tighter around him.

he nods, pulling you closer. “yes,”

“we have assignments to submit before midnight,” you close your eyes, wrapping your arms around him tighter, as if any space in between is forbidden. as if any space left could possibly threaten your relationship you try to pull him beyond the closest proximities the two of you could be in. 

you feel his lips brush against your temple. “yes,”

“'seung,” you pull away abruptly, hands on his shoulders before they make their way up to his cheeks, your thumbs rubbing soft circles down his cheeks as you pull him back in once again. “forget it,” 

you swear, you feel him smile against your forehead. 

“see, you want me just as much as i want you,” if you could see him, if you weren’t in his arms with your face buried in his chest, you would find yourself laughing at the triumphant smile on his face. you can picture it, though, quite clearly. in your seven months of relationship with heeseung, you know the curve his lips follow when he’s the happiest, or the way they morph into the prettiest smile in the world when he gets to hold you close, or the mischievous grin that dances on his face when you surrender, giving into his tactics of having you close to him. 

and you haven’t known him for any longer than eight months, for you started dating only thirty days after your fated meeting at orientation session. you still haven’t met his friends from highschool, the ones he adores to death and the ones who, as he claims, would love you as soon as they meet you. you didn’t know about his allergies up until two months ago, and you didn’t know he preferred hot chocolates over coffee and tea. it’s fine, he told you when you talked about how little you know of him, and it’s fine, you tell yourself right now, because you know the way he breathes, the way his footsteps sound, the way he smells like home. you don’t mind not knowing anything else about him right now because you feel like if he were to meet you with a face you had never seen, with a voice you have never heard before, you would still recognize him right away. 

because your heart knows the rhythm his heart beats, every pulse echoes of him and you. 

“you should scoot closer because i’m cold,” his words get lost amidst your hair, hands pulling you closer and closer that one more pull and you’ll be on top of him, and it still wouldn’t be close enough. 

“this is the closest we can be, and—” you snicker as if you weren’t trying to do the same a few moments ago, and it’s funny how none of you want to show how deeply in love you are, yet still desperately yearning for each other as if you both are fragments of a single soul living as two. “i’m trying to get out of bed here,” 

a pause. 

heeseung takes his time admiring you, looking at you in the most lovesick way ever, as if, if lovesick was a person, it would be him. and evenings like this make you feel like time has ceased to exist because you find yourself in his arms at all the times, without change. it feels like the universe is offering you your share of fairytales and forevers because it was long due, and you wouldn't mind even if the world ends tomorrow, or the very next minute, because you wouldn’t have any regrets, for you’d be dying in the arms of your lover, inexplicably happy and impossibly deep in love. 

“we should get married,” your eyes widen and his’ mirror the same expression closely, as if he didn’t expect himself to say those words like this, but there couldn’t have been a better timing. heeseung has always been a hopeless romantic, all about love and nothing about giving up. he has had his fair share of relationships, he has seen things, has been through highs and lows that they offer, he has spilled tears on his pillows, has been the reason behind someone’s heartbreak and perhaps, his own too, but heeseung has only loved once. 

heeseung had first fallen in love when you spent your night listening to him talk about his likes and dislikes and if they were your own. the second time was when you cradled him in your arms when he lost an important game, crying on his shoulders as if it was a shared loss. the third time was when you told him i love you, and heeseung hasn’t stopped falling in love ever since. 

“ha-ha, funny,” your lips curve into a smile, much flattered at his proposal.

“i’m not kidding,” his hand ghosts up your waist. “i think we should get married, really,” for a second, you consider his words— to marry heeseung, because it sounds extravagant and everything that you could ever ask for right now. in those fractions of a second, you picture your married life with him, living in the same apartment, ever so close that you would no longer have to go over to each other’s places anymore, cooking together, cuddling on the sofa while watching movies, perhaps a mini him and you toddling around— a fraction of a second, and you go all the way from present to future, all the way from being afraid to commit to being knee deep in commitments with seemingly no regrets. 

all the way from laughing at his words to actually considering them.   

“and we’re what? twenty? yet to graduate from university and get a job?” there’s nervousness seeping through his skin from your fingertips, it’s in the way your eyes look at him with fear and hope. “we can’t get married now,” 

“i never said we have to get married now,” and his lips against yours is all you needed to snap back into reality. “i just said we should get married, be it five years later, or ten, or whenever you want,” because heeseung makes love feel like a fairytale, ever so magical and unreal that after a point, you forget how to distinguish between dreams and reality. your heart is so full of him that you can barely call it yours. as if the right person at the wrong time isn’t even something that exists because heeseung is your right person, and wrong time doesn’t make sense because every second with him feels so right. 

“and, what if i don’t want to marry you?” he doesn’t answer your question, not in words, not because he doesn’t have anything to say but because he’s thinking of something big, and before you could clarify that it was a joke, heeseung slips out his ring, the one that he got on your birthday, with its other half in your finger; and he takes your hand, slipping the ring into your finger. 

“what was that for?” 

“it’s for tell you that we’re now engaged so you cannot marry someone else,” and maybe, it’s easier for him to say it so simply, with smiles that resonate with silly intentions.

so, you take out your ring and slip it into his finger, a chuckle falling off his lips when it doesn’t go all the way down because of its smaller diameter, though you could care less. “and this is for telling you that choosing someone else isn’t even an option when i have you,” because falling in love with heeseung is a process, like a trust fall into a bottomless pit with no fears because he is standing at the end, arms wide open. 

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♡ OMG IT'S A LOVE LETTER ADDRESSED TO YOU ♡ if you recieve this ask, it means that you're appreciated and loved ♡ whoever sent this to you hopes that you're taking care of yourself and staying hydrated ♡ remember to do things that make you happy and stay true to yourself ♡ feel free to pass on the love but it's totally alright if you break the chain :D

THIS WAS LITERALLY SO LONG AGO HELP. I JUST LOGGED INTO TUMBLR. this is so so so sweet ☹️ whoever sent this ily so much MWAH MWAH AND MWAH A MILLION TIMES MORE <333

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isekai inspired enhypen smau 😵😵😵❓❓i have been reading one too many isekai manhuas lately and i’ve been PLAGUED with the thought of isekai enhypen member x reader. WHAT IS THIS… which member do you guys think fits the the royal, romance, fantasy manhua genre 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️ i wanna hear thoughts…

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ynwon is happening : masterlist | next

synopsis. everyone knew of your long running one-sided hatred for jungwon, everyone ( except you ) also knew jungwon’s long running mission to make you fall for him. and it seemed like the universe was on his side when you forgot to shut your blinds that one summer day, jamming to taylor swift; dancing and screaming at the top of your lungs like a total maniac

isa’s notes. i’m sorry i kept u guys waiting for so long :””

taglist. @hiqhkey @kange3939 @jungwonize @xyxlyn @ssseob @drunkjazed @i-yeseo @recreatiun @yenqa @gyuulvr @ijustmetyouandthisiscrazy @lockburn-castle @tomorrowbymoa-together @ch0ijiung @sunasbbie @dreamenvi @teapoki @lil-iva @moonchildaera @trsrina @haocat @0i8ma @flower-lise @heeheehoohoohahahihi @luvdokja @sbnchaos @ilvsoup @nyfwyeonjun @14giraffes @sun-tzu-says-youre-a-bitch @woncheecks @viagumi @luvkait @rrvvby @wonioml @voidbeomgyu @artypjmlbss @7myoi @0310lvr open! send an ask to be added ( bold couldn’t be tagged! )

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hii could i be added to romeo's to who's juliet taglist? 🫶🏻❤️‍🩹 tysm

yes ofc <33

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HELLO OMG, ITS ALMOST THE NEW YEARS. if you’re wondering why i didn’t update rtwj this week, i just wanted to take break and spend time with my family BUT DONT FRET! i’m posting updates this following week and i was supposed to make a christmas special but didn’t end up doing it so stay tuned for a new years + christmas one!! anyways, THANK YOU ALL FOR SUPPORTING RTWJ AND I PROMISE I’LL WORK HARDER!! i love you all so much and i hope u have a splendid new years <3333

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the turning point : masterlist | next

synopsis. everyone knew of your long running one-sided hatred for jungwon, everyone ( except you ) also knew jungwon’s long running mission to make you fall for him. and it seemed like the universe was on his side when you forgot to shut your blinds that one summer day, jamming to taylor swift; dancing and screaming at the top of your lungs like a total maniac

isa’s notes. are we finally seeing progress?? omg??

taglist. @hiqhkey @kange3939 @jungwonize @xyxlyn @ssseob @drunkjazed @i-yeseo @recreatiun @yenqa @gyuulvr @ijustmetyouandthisiscrazy @lockburn-castle @tomorrowbymoa-together @ch0ijiung @sunasbbie @dreamenvi @teapoki @lil-iva @moonchildaera @trsrina @haocat @0i8ma @flower-lise @heeheehoohoohahahihi @luvdokja @sbnchaos @ilvsoup @nyfwyeonjun @14giraffes @sun-tzu-says-youre-a-bitch @woncheecks @viagumi @luvkait @rrvvby @wonioml @voidbeomgyu @artypjmlbss @7myoi open! send an ask to be added ( bold couldn’t be tagged! )

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hihi could i pls be added to the tag list for romeo to who’s juliet (if the taglist is open ofc) <3<3

yes it’s open and ofc!! i’ll add u rn <33

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Hello! Could I please be added to “romeo to whos juliet?”’s taglist? Thank you!

yes ofc <33!!

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romeo to who’s juliet? | yang jungwon

actually violently puking : masterlist | next

synopsis. everyone knew of your long running one-sided hatred for jungwon, everyone ( except you ) also knew jungwon’s long running mission to make you fall for him. and it seemed like the universe was on his side when you forgot to shut your blinds that one summer day, jamming to taylor swift; dancing and screaming at the top of your lungs like a total maniac

isa’s notes. reminder that this story doesn’t depict anyone’s personalities irl AT ALL, this is just part of a storyline that’s been created from my delusional noggin!! also if ur significant other calls u boring for not giving into their fantasies, actually leave them and drop kick them in the face ( okay maybe not the latter… )

taglist. @hiqhkey @kange3939 @jungwonize @xyxlyn @ssseob @drunkjazed @i-yeseo @recreatiun @yenqa @gyuulvr @ijustmetyouandthisiscrazy @lockburn-castle @tomorrowbymoa-together @ch0ijiung @sunasbbie @dreamenvi @teapoki @lil-iva @moonchildaera @trsrina @haocat @0i8ma @flower-lise @heeheehoohoohahahihi @luvdokja @sbnchaos @ilvsoup @nyfwyeonjun @14giraffes @sun-tzu-says-youre-a-bitch @woncheecks @viagumi @luvkait @rrvvby @wonioml @voidbeomgyu open! send an ask to be added ( bold couldn’t be tagged! )

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HI!! can i be added to the romeo to whos juilet taglist :DD

yes ofc!! <3

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JINNI LEFT NMIXX???? WHAT THE FUCK,?,,,,,?/?/

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romeo to who’s juliet? | yang jungwon

operation catch a dino : masterlist | next

synopsis. everyone knew of your long running one-sided hatred for jungwon, everyone ( except you ) also knew jungwon’s long running mission to make you fall for him. and it seemed like the universe was on his side when you forgot to shut your blinds that one summer day, jamming to taylor swift; dancing and screaming at the top of your lungs like a total maniac

isa’s notes. yn is such a dumbass istg

taglist. @hiqhkey @kange3939 @jungwonize @xyxlyn @ssseob @drunkjazed @i-yeseo @recreatiun @yenqa @gyuulvr @ijustmetyouandthisiscrazy @lockburn-castle @tomorrowbymoa-together @ch0ijiung @sunasbbie @dreamenvi @teapoki @lil-iva @moonchildaera @trsrina @haocat @0i8ma @flower-lise @heeheehoohoohahahihi @luvdokja @sbnchaos @ilvsoup @nyfwyeonjun @14giraffes @sun-tzu-says-youre-a-bitch @woncheecks @viagumi @luvkait @rrvvby @wonioml open! send an ask to be added ( bold couldn’t be tagged! )

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can i be added to the romeo to whos juliet taglist?

yes ofc <333

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ISAAAA i've been meaning to send u an ask but i always forgot 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ ANYWAUS i'm already in my break god bless 🙏 i finally get to rest but ballet is still going... my bones are aching .

but hru ?? everything going well ??

( won to give u energy for your exams ❤️‍🩹 )

REIIIII <333333 oh my gosh i can imagine how tiring it must be 😭😭 i hope u’re still taking proper care of yourself and remember that HEALTH >>>>>>>>>> !!!1!1!1!1 also, i’m doing great!! exam week alr started and i just finished with my first subject and i have a holiday tmr ong 😍😍🔥 i just hope i won’t fail because all I’ve been doing is binge watching en o clocks and reading manhuas all day instead of studying….

ALSO. THE JUBGWON PICS. I LITERALLY SCREAMED DROPPED AND ROLLED WHEN I SAW THAT. it gave me lots of energy thank you rei ILYYY 🙁🙁🙁🫶🏻🫶🏻