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I'm gonna miss this stage. Enjoy it as long as you're still looking and clingy ❤

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I hope you find someone who will understand your past traumas and give you constant reassurance that you're now trusting the right person. I hope you find someone who understand that you are not perfect but will never make you feel not enough. I hope you find a kind-hearted person. Someone who will speak kind words to you and will always respect you no matter what the situation is. I hope you find someone who knows exactly how to treat you right. Someone who will love you genuinely and will care for you like he's afraid to lose you.

I hope you find someone who can love you selflessly because not every one can love that way. Not every one is willing to sacrifice everything he has just to see you happy and not every one is willing to love you with everything he has. I hope you find a love that allows you to be happy and to be at peace because you deserve it after how many times of settling for less than what you deserve. And most importantly, I hope you find someone who will never give up on you and will never treat you poorly.

— Shiori X

Art: https://www.instagram.com/ari.nunnunano

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240516 @10:09am

I need you. I love you. I have to let u go but I can't. 💔

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don't grow too fast anak 🥹🩷

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:(

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When u feel left out in a group.

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And when I meet love again, I hope that I will be enough.

I hope that it will choose me without even trying to change myself according to its interest. I hope that I am exactly what it is looking for.

And when it finds out that I am a both a work-in-progress and damaged, I hope that it will still see me as someone good enough to stay with.

When I meet love again, I hope that it is clear.

I hope that it will be introduced to me as love. Not sadness mistaken as love nor just temporary happiness mistaken as romance.

I hope that it understands that loving me means having me at my best days and also having me on my boring, weak, and unlovable days.

When I meet love again, I hope that it will meet me halfway.

I hope that it is excited to be loved right as exactly as it wants to love me right.

I hope that it is the one who will happily reciprocate my energy, learn my habits and languages, and go the extra mile just to show me what I deserve.

And finally, when I meet love again, this time, I hope that it is meant to end with me.

—Aaron Arciaga

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when those butterflies turns into trauma.

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i see

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yan ang when.

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I've finally accepted that it's time to let you go.

You will always hold a place in my heart, but you no longer belong in my life. I tried everything to keep you by my side, but i was losing myself in the process. As much as i love you, i know the chances of us being together again no longer exist. I wish you the best, and just know i will always love you. It's time to put myself first for a change.