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How do other maladdaptive daqydreamers talk so openly about their parascoms. That's the sandpalace in my mind it's like a secret hideout what happens there is between me and god

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Alcohol tips for newbie writers (or non drinkers!):

At bars, people who order “chasers” after their shots are ordering something to wash down the taste of their shot with. This can be juice, soda, more alcohol, or even pickle juice

Hard liquor is generally sold in stores as shots (tiny bottles), fifths, liters, and handles or in ml (50, 100, 200 etc)

Most people can’t finish an entire fifth of hard liquor (vodka, etc) on their own without being very ill

Conversely, many people can finish an entire bottle of wine on their own without being ill

Liquor can be “bottom shelf” or “rail” or “well” – all synonyms for the cheapest version of alcohol a bartender has. Bars generally keep several “levels” of alcohol stocked

You order a drink with the alcohol first, then the mix – e.g., a “vodka soda” or a “Tito’s and tonic”

When you “close out a tab”, you pay for all of the drinks you’ve had that night. Either the bartender already has your card (you “opened a tab” earlier) or it was quiet enough that they just kept an eye on you and tallied your bill up at the end

“Doubles” are drinks or shots with double the standard pour of alcohol

In the US, most shots (pours) are 1.5 oz by default. 

Mixed drinks (gin and tonic, vodka lemonade, cosmos, etc) are generally made up of 1-2 shots and a mixer 

If you don’t specify which type of alcohol you’d like in a mixed drink (vodka cranberry, for example) the bartender will put whatever the “house” liquor is – and this depends entirely on the establishment. A dive bar will pour rail by default, whereas a nicer tavern might make all vodka cranberries with Tito’s

PLEASE TIP YOUR BARTENDERS THEY WILL REMEMBER YOU I PROMISE

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these options are by no means meant to be exhaustive, feel free to go wild in the notes I'm curious

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being too upset to daydream properly is so shitty. what do you MEAN my coping mechanism isn't working this is the exact situation it is meant to be used. take me AWAYYYYYY

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Can't bring myself to bother with reality, back to my parascoms.

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“May I please draw your OC?”

Reblog this message if you encourage anyone that wants to draw your OC to do so.  No need to ask for permission in advance.

Go for it.  Draw my OC.  If you want, I’ll even give you reference posts.  Go to town on it.

You are welcome to draw my OC and surprise me with the result.  Seriously.  In fact, I encourage it.  I will proudly display whatever it is you submit to me regarding my OC.  There is a chance that I will squeal about it for several days.

Even if you feel you aren’t good at whatever artistic adventure it is you do, please feel free to submit it to me.  I want to see what you have done.

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Okay so I rlly need to ask this to other people with MaDD: is it normal that I became so emotionally attached to paras that when I couldn't rlly daydream for a day or two cuz there were constantly people around and I couldn't be with my paras that I legit started feeling scared and distressed and was afraid I wouldn't be able to see them again and literally cried over it?? Is this normal???

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yall think this is a joke but I am genuinely reconsidering my possibilities

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DID/OSDD Maladaptive Daydreaming Things

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Oc notes about writing them.

Vin's internal monolouge is rambling and fully of eloquent language. Ash thinks in short, simple sentences, often littered with imagery. Ly thinks in one word sentences and emotions.

Vin takes notes of his surroundings, ly rarely notices anything and Ash only notices out of place things. 👍

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when you're trying to daydream and things keep interrupting you

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my fav thing about having ocs is having a basic line of lore for them but as soon as someone asks me about them I completely bullshit everything I tell them. Yeah this wasn't true like 5 minutes ago but now it is

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I hope everyone with a para that seems evil but is actually just miserable and pathetic (affectionate) has a great day

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Made an "wiki" about my paras... Not an actual one, but it's formatted after one! >:] I'm all powerful... after I finish them....

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I WISH I had people to talk to about my paracosms and my paras, I love them all so much and I just wanna rant for days to someone about them.