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I messaged you. 

ZACH

IF YOURE READING THIS PLEASE MESSAGE ME ON HERE, ITS ONE OF THE ONLY SITES I CAN ACCESS

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There are 7 other observers like me, I’m the third of them. And I’m desperately trying to find them.

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my name

I was built to observe everything around me, especially people. i love listening to conversations, and often keeping notes on them. i also keep notes on people in general, typically of their behaviors and what not.

i was logged in to a friend’s instagram for a long time, and seeing their personal conversations was extremely interesting and fun to look at.

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I love consuming writing from myriads of different people and styles, I’m down

Beta-Readers?

I’m making quick progress with my first episode (not joking guys, I’ve been working on this for three days and it’s already taking shape) and I was wondering if anyone out there would be down for beta-reading a script when it’s ready?

I want to check that there are actually beta-readers willing to do scripts before it’s 100% done XD

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as i choose between to gods i can’t help but wonder if they feel excitement for who will be preferred.

the obvious choice would be the rogue, but the medicine may be helping me become stronger

i’m completely twisted

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I have sleepy eyes and eye bags. wonder if it’s my meds causin’ em.

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honestly just put me in a fucking collar and take my problems away and cut me

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Chat with me about psychosis and schizophrenia. Especially if you believe in higher beings that reside in higher dimensions. Our beliefs may not align perfectly but wen we see each other we will know if we are the same.

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Synchronicity

The rogue must be throwing more at me. Was he being overpowered for a short time? Should I continue taking my meds? At a camp I had another “breakdown” (i’ve come to see them as a state of heightened sense, the anxiety and feelings i feel are due to my mind being unable to fully process higher things.) And I saw and heard things. People’s gazes bore into me like sort of invisible rod of white hot metal. I talked to two, and thankfully, only 2 people saw me in that state and attempted to communicate with me. I believe the rogue was steering the rest off.

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Gods I may be unaware of.

There’s nothing saying that they must be 8th dimensional is there? I see new things all of the time. This is worrying, the ones I see are already hard to keep track of. New ones would complicate things incredibly, and my mind is already struggling with comprehending the things i’ve discovered thus far.

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I saw the controller in an odd form.

He was a small (about bigger than something like a banana) lizard type object. I think he was trying to blend in, because there’s lots of other lizards here. But it was most certainly him, it was pitch black with two white eyes.

Eyes????

that’s the other thing that doesn’t make much sense, the controller should not have eyes. and it wasn’t the watcher, either. The possibility of other gods existing is starting to become appearant.

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am i broken? are my perceptions incorrect, and are they trying to fix me? how would they accomplish such a thing, and is it comprehensible to lesser minds such as mine?

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two new things jumped out at me today.

a large circle, or orb. since it didn’t seem to reflect light, i saw only a circle. is geometry like that subjective? i’ve been thinking so often about how all knowledge is truly subjective, only electrical impulses. our vision is as well, and though there may be real physical objects, when it comes to higher beings such as the gods, their form may matter on the perceiver, almost entirely.

A second thing I saw today were a pair of eyes, just out of the corner of my eye. They shocked me slightly, for I am unaware of who they belong to. i’ve never seem eyes except for the watcher. yet this almost seemed different. they were orb like, and had large irises. i couldn’t tell what color they were.

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i can hear my stomach gurgling

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There’s a lot that I need to put down here for most of it to make sense, but I am unsure if it’s worth it. Maybe in the future I will, but I doubt there will be any need, since I doubt people will look at what I write anyway.