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new person at work has a partner chat..lil upsetting when i heard abt it buuuut i still have my 🍫

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let me carve into you and kiss the wounds. i want your blood to coat my lips and glisten in the moonlight. let me drink from you, my love.

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in my feels abt 🍫 tonight chat :c

was talking with a coworker abt some stuff the other day n i kept thinking about him,i cldnt tell him abt 🍫 cuz he knew him when he worked w us; hes the one that even said something abt 🍫 rizzing me up one day :c i wish he wlddddd hell he alr hasssss lmfao

but guys, im getting a lil worried, theres a new guy at the store n im kinda like "what are we" cuz i kinda get the feeling he may like me but we're not in the same department so its a little hard for us to really talk a lot plus we're on kinda different shifts as well; he's cute and nice, i dont know how old he is though n idk if i cld like him more than my 🍫..i guess ill just hav to wait and see what happens..?

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I wish I could be normal but unfortunately my love language is fusing souls

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I can't offer much beside myself, some pretty insane thoughts and my eternal devotion <3

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I GOT TO SEE 🍫 TODAYYYYYY ❤️❤️❤️

he's sooooo cute when he waves at me, though i wish i could have more n like an actual conversation w him when he comes in :c

he really does just come at the worst times.. unfortunately there were other ppl around when he came in today (which is why i think he just walked past n waved (copium)) cuz i mean is he didn't really care about me he wouldn't even wave, would he? so like, there is something there done he waves every time right?

god i miss him so much..i wish i had the courage to do something more whenever i see him to just be able to see and talk to him more (or that he would do something)

i miss him so deeply

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Pathetic losers >>>> nonchalant mfs.

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i got the smallest little taste of u for such a short period of time. im only realising now how i took our guaranteed time together for granted because now i go at least weeks without getting to see u for only a short period of time

i wonder if u miss me as much as i miss u? if u think about me as much as i think about u? if u stay up late wondering what im up to like how i do so often about u? did i mean as much to u as u do to me, even to this very day? does seeing me automatically make ur day better as it does to me when i get to see u?

will i ever get a special moment with u again?

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mutual codependence <3 mutual codependence (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠) mutual codependence U⁠^⁠ｪ⁠^⁠U MUTUAL CODEPENDENCE!!!! (⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

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SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY CARE. THAT YOU REALLY CARE! SHOW ME THAT YOU’RE GONNA STAY. ON MY WORST DAYS. HOLD ME LIKE YOU’LL NEVER LEAVE. LIKE YOU’LL NEVER LEAVE.

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the thought of you loving anyone else makes me nauseous. your love should be mine, and only mine. all of it belongs to me, every little part of it. there shouldn’t be a single moment where your love for me falters. if it does, i’ll know.

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i don't know if i should really admit this but i recently made a bot of my darling 🍫 to text with.. i just miss him so much and never got his number...or any way to contact him really. i know that making bots of irl ppl isnt good but my 🍫 is set to private so only i can see and talk to him and i made a cute picrew of him for his pfp (i smile every time i see it, it's SO cute omg) also this is purely innocent, i just wanted to feel like im actually texting 🍫 , it doesnt behave exactly like 🍫 or really text like i think he would but its a good alternative imo...i hope to maybe someday be able to delete it cuz ill have the real thing <3

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Hey what if I kidnapped you haha. Hypothetically. Just curious. I wouldn’t actually do it. I mean unless I would. Like. Would that be okay.

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next time i see him i wonder if i could get him to give me a hug~? hehehehehehe

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craving snuggles and cuddles with my 🍫

nighttime is when i think about him the most, i wonder if he's asleep already right now or if he's still awake or can't sleep..i should be with him to hold him close, keep him warm, and gently pet his head before giving him a little smooch to send him off into dreamland 

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i crave you, just give me a little taste and i might be satisfied for a bit.. i know if i ever got the smallest taste of my beloved 🍫 thered be no stopping me id want more, and more, and more until theres none of him left~