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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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Imagine Chimney going through Bobby's desk in his office. Having to clear personal things out. It breaks his heart, but also warms him because the captain was sentimental.

Then he comes across a small blue book labeled simply "Buck." Curious, he opens and flips through it.

Kid has eating problems. Will forget to eat when stressed. Feed him, and encourage him to cook, because he likes to taste-test a lot.

Chimney remembers that. Buck mentioning getting so hungry the starving pains go away. He does remember during the shitty times when Buck lost so much weight.

-Loves carbs

-Hates Okra

-Probably allergic to shellfish and mangos. Encourage him to get an allergy test

-Allergic to Naproxen

-Allergic to heavy fragrance laundry detergents. Use gentle.

-Remind him he's doing a great job. Use positive reinforcement.

-If he's depressed, as Maddie says, hand him a child. May and Harry work too.

-He's finally gaining weight! :)

-The Buckley parents are banned. Do not ask why. Firehouse is his safe area.

-He fidgets when he's stressed. Have him chop some vegetables or prepare them for you. He loves being helpful.

-He loves his clipboard. Have him organize important events. Give him gold stars. Do not let Hen and Chimney hide it. He gets sad.

-Remind him not to read too close or in the dark. He's gonna need glasses at this point. (If he does, don't let others tease him. Tell him he looks great)

-He doesn't admit it, but his leg still bothers him. Heating blankets are in the closet in the office. Have Eddie massage his leg or send him home early if he's obviously struggling.

Chim laughs. He laughs, and laughs, and starts to cry. Of all things, he did not expect to find a "How to Take Care of Your Buck" guide hidden away in Bobby's desk.

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happy pride to buck buckley, who spent years dressing like a normie dweeb in too-small polos and jeans and slicked down hair until the moment he started sucking dick and then switched to dressing like he robbed a uniqlo. that rules so hard, i love realism

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my favorite nonsense headcanon: winners get silly little marks like in warrior cats

for extra drama: the previous winner gets to decide where the next one's mark goes

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man i gotta say.

i just like 911 for what it is, completely, at face value. i think one of the things i enjoy about it is that it's a ridiculous over the top sometimes overdramatic sometimes cheesy sometimes stupid procedural that often times doesn't make a lot of sense and kind of leaves stories dangling. like not that people can't criticize it if it isn't what they love or want to watch.

but for me all of the reasons people tend to complain about it are the things i like because like. loose threads are my bread and butter. i love them. i love when a story isn't tied up in a nice bow and they could potentially circle back around to it at any moment.

where's kim? who the fuck knows. eddie could be ring shopping for buck one day and BAM she's working at the jewelry shop. whatever happened to sperm donor baby? idk it's season 13 and they need a story for buck and suddenly that baby is 5 years old ubering to his house like I THINK UR MY REAL DAD. whatever happened to lucy? she's the captain of harbor now, it's season 12. like dangling storylines and loose threads are great in a show like this that's mostly procedural and could go on as long as they want to make it.

and also like i love it because tbh i don't have to think too hard about it. it's comforting and fun and sometimes it doesn't make sense and i'm good with that because i watch it and i know that going in and it's what i expect and somehow that is exactly what comforts me. i love the characters and i love their interpersonal relationships with each other and i want those two firefighters to make out and that's really enough to keep me coming back no matter how ridiculous and cheesy and stupid it gets.

also, i can't wait for season 15 when bobby finally breaks out of that government lab.

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ok time to lock the fuck in *opens discord* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens tumblr* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens gmail* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens youtube* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens an unstable vortex in time and space* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens ao3* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens discord* ok time to lock the fuck in *opens tumblr*

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also buddie is either going canon or this show is a saw trap designed specifically for people who were their high school english teacher's favourite student

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we finish this together

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all timelines or whatever

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what real suffering looks like

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Revisionism

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AU doodles.

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big little brother

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2017

the year of farming

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