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Captain’s Log

Star Date 0121327.3

I’m losing grips with reality. I’m heading at hyperspace into the abyss and I don’t know if I’ll ever make it back. My ship is low on fuel and I’m stuck with a shitty playlist made in a past life by someone who thought they knew what space was. In reality space is a deep dark void where no one can here you scream. You’re stuck alone with your thoughts and a couple of near death experiences from fast flying asteroids. They keep you alert and fill you with adrenaline... make you feel alive if only for a short time. They’re just obstacles in the way though. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place, no pun intended. Do I take a chance and risk it all knowing I might not gain anything in the end? Do I play it safe and risk a slow death? Only time will tell I guess. Desperation might force me to act soon enough. Until then I’ll remain zooming through space far beyond the andromeda...

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I can’t tell if I’m losing interest in her or if she losing interest in me

Together is what I want us to be..

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Polychromatic Tripathon. 🍄 5.25.18 (at San Antonio, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpabs5lhLqo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nsv5vced0ulz

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Not of This World. 👽 9.22.18 (at Rainbow Gardens) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpIN5piBY6V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nvl9lmnbl172

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F🔺R🔸I🔹E🔻N🔸D🔹S 2.18.18 (at The San Antonio River Walk) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo2KRL8lJIF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19luu8kbc68q8

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Mala Luna. 🥀🌙 9.15.18 (at Hill Country Place Apartments) https://www.instagram.com/p/BokVAaqlGcd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ngkrnuk561ez

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El Musico. 🎺 9.1.18 (at The San Antonio River Walk) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoSTHLHlihn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gqafm446yrvl

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Terminal 136. 🎨 9.7.18 (at Terminal 136) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoAT7PpFx2q/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3edbio09l6t7

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AFTR HRS. 🔞 9.4.18 (at San Antonio, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BncNjjVlL6A/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ysitanpzstyj

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In Bloom. 🌸 7.16.18 (at Hill Country Place Apartments)

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Acid Rain. ✳️⛈ 7.7.18 (at Six Flags Fiesta Texas)

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Dragon Ball. 🐉 7.5.18 . . . 🔙 from a 2️⃣week hiatus. (at Asian Star Super Buffet)

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Tabasco socks bc I got the sauce. 😏 6.24.18 (at Hill Country Place Apartments)

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Out in the Country. 🌺🏞 9.1.17 (at Cielo Vista, Cross Mountain)

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Centrifuge. 🛸 5.23.17 (at Bucdays)

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The Experience. 🎸 2.18.18 (at Hard Rock Cafe)