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‘Don’t take this personally,’ she said. ‘It’s just that we shouldn’t shy away from speaking openly about things that could hurt our relationship later. It’s at times like this that cowardice can be damaging … What will come of it? If we find we cannot get along, then we’ll just say goodbye and go our separate ways … Where’s the tragedy in that? The essence of life is in solitude – wouldn’t you agree? All unions are built on falsehood. People can only get to know each other up to a point and then they make up the rest, until one day, seeing their mistake, they turn their backs on sadness and run away. Would this ever happen, if they stopped believing in their dreams and made do with what was possible? If everyone accepted what was natural, then no one would suffer disappointment, no one would curse fate. We have every right to see our situation as pitiful, but we must confine our pity to ourselves. To pity another is to assume superiority and that is why we must never think we are superior to others, or that others are more unfortunate … Shall we go?’

- Madonna in a fur coat by Sabahattin Ali

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this book is perfect

“It is, perhaps, easier to dismiss a man whose face gives no indication of an inner life. And what a pity that is: a dash of curiosity is all it takes to stumble upon treasures we never expected. ”

Sabahattin Ali, from Madonna In A Fur Coat (Penguin Modern Classic, 2016)

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when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

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Ryan Ross has a place in my childhood heart that I carry with me with fondness and compassion

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bullets era mikey hiiiiiii

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RAY TORO IS NOT A "HEAR ME OUT" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS JUST FUCKING HOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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boy you are so girl

need her

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too late i have already envisioned me as the emo critter mikey way and you as the pete wentz emo critter from the emocritters instagram page

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does anyone else get mad when you find like a gorjus fricking photo, you think it’s gerard way but it’s just fucking skrillex???!!!

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is gerard way a top or a bottom?

can this please be the mcr tumblr election of 2024......

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forever my favorite performance and favorite song.

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can u stop being a diva for one second ho 🤗

Mikey in his rotting corpse era

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oh how i love tumblr

names i wish didn't sound like a horses name because i want them

Blanche

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fagoolas in the wild

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oh ryan ross the man you are.

Ryan Ross’ poetry/lyrics.

Ryan Ross’ poetry is commonly never seen by his large collection of fans, yet there is a good number of pieces floating around the internet, mostly written between 2004 and 2006. These poems illustrate a melancholy and self-deprecating mindset; a probable effect of past hurt, trauma, and conflict.

His writing uncovers things we otherwise would not have known about Ryan, as he rarely transmits heavy ideas through spoken words.

The aspect of Ryan’s writing that is so personal and unfiltered is a key reason for his career take-off, and is often times why fans still connect to him today, no matter his inactivity in the music industry and on social media.

During his childhood, Ryan grew up suffering from abuse by his alcoholic father and didn’t have any closer family. In songs such as “Camisado” and “Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks”, Ryan shares lyrics referring to his childhood struggle. In Camisado, he refers to the consequences in the way his father treated him.

A stanza from Camisado:

“Can’t take the kid from the fight

Take the fight from the kid,

Sit back, relax, sit back, relapse again’.

These lines represent Ryan becoming accustomed to the hardships between his father and himself. He writes using simplistic language to suggest that he is normalized to this conflict, and it becomes an everyday occurrence in his life.

The entirety of the song “Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks” is a massive collage of emotion towards the events he often went through. The lines of the song pay homage to hospital life, and the residents within, shown best in the following stanza:

“The hospice is

A relaxing weekend getaway

Where you’re a cut above all the rest

Sick and sad patients

On first name basis with all the top physicians”

It is suggested that Ryan frequently visited the hospice in the time nearing his father’s death.

“A relaxing getaway” could be viewed in two different ways: either Ryan utilizes sarcasm to imply that these visits, in actuality, are stressful; or these visits offer a time of peace in which the chaos normally taking place in his home is replaced by his father’s illness.

“Where you’re a cut above all the rest” is sung to emphasize that Ryan isn’t there for an illness he possesses: he’s there for his father. The hospice is beset with sick patients, giving Ryan a feeling of displacement and non-belonging among the ill.

“Sick and sad patients on first name basis” describes how the regular visits Ryan makes to the hospice has led to an amiable relationship between the doctors, patients, and himself.

These analyses show the depth and layers of Ryan’s lyrics, and how his words are never written to simply be glanced at. The phrases are valuable and are worth much more than what the first listen offers. This complexity is a continuous trend throughout all of Ryan’s works.

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Most of Ryan’s writing refers to love, life/death, hurt, insecurity, and drugs. His choice of subjects excels in demonstrating the depth of his writing style, and how he composes only words that hold meaning.

Many people have been touched by Ryan’s lyrics, which were given popularity through the songs of the band. However, unknown to most is his poetry that was not used in any songs: this poetry is raw and escapes the filter used to erase harshness for the sake of the media, press, and fans.

(A HUGE THANKYOU to @livipiano for helping tremendously with this and working together to make it the best we can and also thank you to @rylee.oh and @proofofryden -all accounts on ig- for providing information and suggestions❤️)

With that, here are some examples of Ryan’s poetry…

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i want to recreate this fit urufghhhhhh

pool boy at the vampire mansion

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guys im so shadow banned kill myself💔💔💔