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PROMPTS FOR CHECK INS *  assorted dialogue for checking with someone to see if they're okay, find out what's going on, etc etc., adjust as necessary

do you have everything you need for your trip?

how have you been since i last saw you?

pretty sure you never told me what happened.

while you're doing that, why don't you fill me in?

you're the only person that cares to ask how i am.

when's the last time you slept?

i won't tell a soul if you tell me what happened.

i just want to make sure you're okay.

i haven't spoken to you in quite some time.

could you give me a rundown of what happened?

i'd like to know what's going on.

what am i walking into?

it's not as bad as it looks.

you can trust me with the truth.

let me take a look at your injury.

you haven't slept in days. i can tell.

thank you for checking on me.

are you feeling better than you were the last time i saw you?

i'm just checking on you.

not trying to bug you. just wanted to know what's going on.

at least fill me in before you go.

walk me through what we're dealing with.

i hear you've got a plan?

do you need anything?

you can tell me anything.

i'll live.

let me grab you something to drink.

thank you for asking how i am.

when's the last time you ate?

that wound doesn't look too good.

would you relax for a second? i'm just checking on you.

that was a lie. try again and tell me the truth this time.

you're forgetting how well i know you.

you can't lie to me. i know all your tells.

stop bullshitting me and tell me what's really going on.

what are you hiding from me?

keep talking. i want to hear everything.

to tell you the truth, i'm struggling a bit here.

i think i deserve some honesty here.

i just want to check on you.

i'll come by in an hour and see how you're doing.

while i'm gone, [name] will be by to check on you.

can you let me care about you for two seconds?

you're terrible at keeping secrets from me.

you seem upset. what happened?

how long have you been dealing with this?

thanks for stopping by.

this sounds a lot worse than i expected.

you've been dealing with this alone, haven't you?

i've told you everything i know.

let me cook for you at least.

you look half-starved.

are you cold? why are you shaking?

there's more to the story that you're not saying.

why do you keep evading my questions?

that's not all there is, right?

so that's what they've been hiding.

thank you for being honest with me.

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cowgirl utahime ☆

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🐝  *  ―  𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  please don't leave me alone. i cannot do this without you.  ❜ ❛  just fucking leave me alone!  ❜ ❛  i'm done crying about this. i'm done crying about you.  ❜ ❛  why do you even pretend to care?  ❜ ❛  will i ever be good enough?  ❜ ❛  i hate you!  ❜ ❛  i don't ever want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  if you don't go now, i promise i'll make your life a living hell.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me? or was it all just a game to you?  ❜ ❛  you're not my friend ... not anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me? i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i gave you my heart, and you just walked away like it meant nothing.  ❜ ❛  it's all my fault, isn't it? i ruin everything i touch.  ❜ ❛  this is goodbye. i hope you find the happiness i couldn't give you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm hurting? or do you just not care enough to notice?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. it's like i've lost myself along the way.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd see you again. why did you come back into my life now?  ❜ ❛  i'm finally happy ... why do you have to try and ruin this?  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  what happened to us? we used to be so good together.  ❜ ❛  promises are just words, meaningless and easily broken.  ❜ ❛  i pushed you away when all i wanted was for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  why couldn't you love me back? am i not enough?  ❜ ❛  i never meant for you to find out like this. i'm so sorry.  ❜ ❛  i wish we could go back and fix the moment everything went wrong.  ❜ ❛  i feel like we're drifting apart, and no matter how hard i try, i can't stop it.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you'd say that to me.  ❜ ❛  i thought you knew me, but your words make me question everything.  ❜ ❛  i'm trapped between two impossible choices, and neither one feels right.  ❜ ❛  no matter what i choose, someone i care about is going to get hurt.  ❜ ❛  once trust is broken, can it ever be truly repaired?  ❜ ❛  you don't get it! no one does ...  ❜ ❛  no matter what i do, it's never enough.  ❜ ❛  you said you'd always be there for me. where were you when i needed you the most?  ❜ ❛  why should i have hope when everything around me is falling apart?  ❜ ❛  i can't move forward. i keep reliving this moment over and over again, and i'm stuck.  ❜ ❛  i thought i was doing the right thing ... but i realize now that i was wrong.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. i've lost myself in trying to please everyone else.  ❜

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" and I can't believe you're still talking. can you just let it go? please? you are so annoying."

❝     i can't believe you'd say that to me  .    ❞    

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The two sillies and karaoke - what can be better? A snippet from a print I drew for Hidden Inventory Zine. Preorders are OPEN!

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"Fancy under there, aren't you?"

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🐝  *  ―  𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑬 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  please don't leave me alone. i cannot do this without you.  ❜ ❛  just fucking leave me alone!  ❜ ❛  i'm done crying about this. i'm done crying about you.  ❜ ❛  why do you even pretend to care?  ❜ ❛  will i ever be good enough?  ❜ ❛  i hate you!  ❜ ❛  i don't ever want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  if you don't go now, i promise i'll make your life a living hell.  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me? or was it all just a game to you?  ❜ ❛  you're not my friend ... not anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me? i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i gave you my heart, and you just walked away like it meant nothing.  ❜ ❛  it's all my fault, isn't it? i ruin everything i touch.  ❜ ❛  this is goodbye. i hope you find the happiness i couldn't give you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm hurting? or do you just not care enough to notice?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. it's like i've lost myself along the way.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd see you again. why did you come back into my life now?  ❜ ❛  i'm finally happy ... why do you have to try and ruin this?  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you.  ❜ ❛  what happened to us? we used to be so good together.  ❜ ❛  promises are just words, meaningless and easily broken.  ❜ ❛  i pushed you away when all i wanted was for you to stay.  ❜ ❛  why couldn't you love me back? am i not enough?  ❜ ❛  i never meant for you to find out like this. i'm so sorry.  ❜ ❛  i wish we could go back and fix the moment everything went wrong.  ❜ ❛  i feel like we're drifting apart, and no matter how hard i try, i can't stop it.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you'd say that to me.  ❜ ❛  i thought you knew me, but your words make me question everything.  ❜ ❛  i'm trapped between two impossible choices, and neither one feels right.  ❜ ❛  no matter what i choose, someone i care about is going to get hurt.  ❜ ❛  once trust is broken, can it ever be truly repaired?  ❜ ❛  you don't get it! no one does ...  ❜ ❛  no matter what i do, it's never enough.  ❜ ❛  you said you'd always be there for me. where were you when i needed you the most?  ❜ ❛  why should i have hope when everything around me is falling apart?  ❜ ❛  i can't move forward. i keep reliving this moment over and over again, and i'm stuck.  ❜ ❛  i thought i was doing the right thing ... but i realize now that i was wrong.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who i am anymore. i've lost myself in trying to please everyone else.  ❜

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Personally, she was feeling a little too sick to know what she was doing. The only person who knew she was sick at first was Shoko and she hadn't been able to go see her since she had just been stuck in bed. However, with the other calling --- she started to think about everything that had been happening in the last few months.

But she ever felt bad she couldn't do her job, and her kids would most likely be worried about her. it was just being sick, she must have caught it somehow --- that's all she could think about. But hearing his voice, her body shivered.

" you don't need to worry..." she said lightly. However, there wasn't much to stop him from being worried about her. She noticed Gojo was like that when he was close to someone.

" Yeah. I haven't really left so it's a mess here.. " she really didn't want him in her place right now, but hearing how he was speaking, she couldn't help but sigh.

" Nope. My last mission was easy since I didn't have to do much of the fighting, and --- well there is always you. But I don't think that's what this is. I think it might just be the flu or something."

hearing him speak, she could hear him talk to Gakuganji, and her heart dropped. She was going to have to tell him how sorry she was later on another date. knowing him he wasn't happy that she had been away, but he had always told her her health came first.

another sigh.

"I'm not really sure... whatever you think might help."

He’s a little over eight minutes left, the usual. So it won’t matter if he sacrifices two more minutes for the call. If he had the choice, he would’ve dipped right there and then due to not caring enough. He’s well aware the higher-ups would contact him if there’s something really important. Nine out of ten the things they bother him with aren’t to his favor.

Satoru is a little taken aback by the response he gets. The fact that she hasn’t told her students the reason is the baffling part. Well, they knew she was absent and that’s all to it. But the sound of ‘worse than a hangover’ isn’t good at all.

“Dunno, sounds worrisome to me.” He would’ve cracked a joke but this isn’t the time. The last thing he’d want is to worsen her condition, like she doesn’t have enough on her plate.

“Are you home? I’m going to drop by.” He emphasizes ‘going to’, meaning he’s already on his way.

“Did something happen recently that I don’t know of? You didn’t get injured in the last mission, did you?” He begins weeding out all of the possibilities.

Once he comes across Gakuganji he covers the phone and calls out, “Oi, old man! Got an emergency that requires my immediate action. Can’t explain right now, I’ll be back later!” Gojo doesn’t even allow him to respond before he completely ditches the meeting altogether.

He returns to talking with Utahime.

“I can drop by the pharmacy on the way in case ya need anythin’.”

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SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

‘stay for me.’

‘what’s this between us?’

‘i don’t want your apology.’

‘you know i have feelings for you.’

‘yeah, i remember the drill.’

‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’

‘then leave her/him/them. at home.’

‘i don’t believe it.’

‘this is breaking my heart.’

‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’

‘what keeps you up at night?’

‘i wish you were here.’

‘i let you down.’

‘something strange happened here.’

‘you’re not safe here.’

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

‘we are not the same, and never will be.’

‘don’t touch me.’

‘is it my fault?’

‘i’m not like them.’

‘i forgot my name again.’

‘i don’t know who i am.’

‘your fear of looking stupid is holding you back.’

‘are you still alive?’

‘i don’t like being told what to do.’

‘am i making you uncomfortable?’

‘nobody cares if you don’t go to the party.’

‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’

‘where the hell are my friends?’

‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’

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Things felt like they were getting worse for her. her body was weaker than normal and sometimes she couldn't get out of bed. at first, she thought she was sick, she was hoping she was sick. But then, throwing up any morning? She didn't want to think the worst, yet she just wanted to take a few days to herself to get everything clear for herself. She didn't even bother to visit the doctors, she really thought it was going to pass.

She was sitting at home, Not wanting to move out of bed, and every time she tried it felt bad. yet she was still able to get up, get something to eat, water, and then go back to sleep if anything. Hell, even looking throw her phone -- yet when she was staring at her phone, she saw his number pop up. Taking an inhale she answered the call and soon heard his voice.

Big mistake on her part.

Yet she listened and tried speaking without wanting to get up. this feeling was getting worse, maybe it was bad to pick up the anxiety alone was getting to her.

" I'm getting the information once I've come back. I haven't... been well. like worse than hangover me well. " she admited, though the wrong person to admit it to, she couldn't help but sigh. " I'll be better soon. There isn't anything to worry about. Just haven't been able to move from my bed."

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Aside from the higher-ups messing up his schedule and to top it off he has to find time to attend a meeting between Kyoto and Tokyo schools, he’s faring well. Gojo’s interest relies on the importance of the meeting, although he has a feeling that it has something to do with the recent incident during a mission. Well, no one died, so that is a positive thing, right? But all the responsibility will fall on Gojo’s back and will be extracted from his wallet in the form of compensation for the damages to the public environment. Which gives him one more reason why he doesn’t want to go there.

As per usual, he is late. He’s going to overlook any complaints anyway. He comes across Kyoto’s students but not a sign of the faculty. The last thing he wants is to encounter Gakuganji, so he’d be asking for Utahime instead. Surprisingly, the lesser of both evils. But one of the students informs him that Utahime is absent, or rather has been absent. Staying here and waiting serves no purpose for Gojo, so instead he picks his phone out and exits the premises. Just seconds later Gakuganji is cussing him out for leaving so quickly.

He dials Utahime’s number. If she doesn’t pick up, he’d leave a voicemail.

“Hey, Utahime. What’s this about you being absent? We have a meeting to attend.”

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❝ don’t be ridiculous, there’s enough room on this bed for both of us. ❞ // he says this while his legs are likely hanging out.

" I know it's already too late to do anything --- even to get home by myself."

It was already late, and she personally didn't know what she was going to do. getting a driver was late -- and walking back to the train station was out of the question. Though she wasn't alone - she was with Gojo and as much as she didn't think she could handle him all night, she really was going to have no choice.

looking at how comfortable, but uncomfortable he was, she couldn't help but giggle. the downfall of being tall it seems. Eyes watched him from the edge of the bed for a moment.

"Are you sure? you might feel better taking the whole bed to yourself." a shrug from her shoulders for a moment as she moved to sit down. " Oh I can gracefully allow you to cuddle with me all night so we can stay warm~" the woman couldn't help but let out a small laugh and turn to look at him.

" only if you're sure about this. I can always go sleep on a couch or something..."

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