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BLOOD RELATED PROMPTS
requested by my bestieĀ
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āĀ is that your blood?Ā ā
āĀ woahāĀ hold up youāre bleeding.Ā ā
āĀ your bandagesā youāre bleeding through them.Ā ā
āĀ shit,Ā i think i pulled my stitches.Ā ā
āĀ iāll make them bleed for this.Ā ā
āĀ a little blood never never hurt anyone.Ā ā
āĀ why the fuck is there blood on the carpet?Ā ā
āĀ your nose is bleeding.Ā ā
āĀ you can make me bleed all you want,Ā iāll never scream for you.Ā ā
āĀ you donāt understand,Ā i had to do it.Ā i had to kill them.Ā ā
āĀ stop fussingā this isnāt my blood.Ā ā
āĀ i did what was necessary.Ā ā
āĀ why are you bleeding?Ā what happened?Ā ā
āĀ who hurt you?Ā why is there blood all over you?Ā ā
āĀ i think youāll look quite pretty when you bleed.Ā ā
āĀ who did you kill?Ā whose blood is that?Ā ā
āĀ iām not usually a sadistic sort of person,Ā but i will take pleasure in spilling your blood.Ā ā
āĀ i donāt actually enjoy killing.Ā itās messy.Ā the blood gets everywhere.Ā itās just necessary sometimes.Ā ā
āĀ it looked kind of beautiful in a fucked up sort of way.Ā blood on snow.Ā the kind of thing you usually only see in stories.Ā āĀ
āĀ i canāt get it offāĀ i can still feel it on me!Ā ā
āĀ just calm down.Ā breathe.Ā iāll take care of this.Ā ā
āĀ hold stillā youāve got blood on your face.Ā ā
āĀ why is there blood on your knife?Ā ā
āĀ oh,Ā itās just a little bit of blood.Ā donāt nutsack out.Ā ā
āĀ iām going to drain every ounce of your blood.Ā nice and slow.Ā like you deserve.Ā āĀ Ā
āĀ iāll kill anyone who ever makes you bleed again.Ā ā
āĀ your/their blood is just too pretty to keep inside.Ā ā
āĀ thereās something fascinating about blood.Ā itās captivating. ā
āĀ blood of the covenant is thicker than water of the womb.Ā ā
āĀ you made me bleed on my shirtāĀ i fucking loved this shirt!Ā ā
āĀ leave me alone,Ā itās shark week and i got blood on my sheets.Ā ā
āĀ should i be concerned about why thereās blood in the sink?Ā ā
āĀ do i ask questions or do i just help you clean up all this blood?Ā ā
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[ ALONE ]Ā Ā for sender to show up on receiverās doorstep covered in blood.Ā
[ ARRIVE ] for receiver to show up on senderās doorstep covered in blood.Ā
[ CLEANSE ] for sender to find receiver trying to clean blood off themselves.Ā
[ DISCOVER ] for receiver to find sender trying to clean blood off themselves.Ā
[ AID ] for sender to help receiver clean blood off themselves.Ā
[ ERASE ] for receiver to help sender clean blood off themselves.Ā
[ ESCAPE ] for sender to find receiver after theyāve killed someone.Ā
[ SEEN ] for receiver to find sender after theyāve killed someone.Ā
[ HELP ] for sender to clean up the aftermath of receiverās crime.Ā
[ ACCEPT ] for receiver to clean up the aftermath of senderās crime.Ā
[ FOUND ] for sender to discover receiver covered in blood.Ā
[ EXPOSE ] for receiver to discover sender covered in blood.Ā
[ ATTACK ] for sender to stab or shoot receiver.Ā
[ WOUNDED ] for receiver to stab or shoot sender.Ā
[ BROKE ] for sender to punch receiver hard enough their nose bleeds.Ā
[ INJURE ] for receiver to punch sender hard enough their nose bleeds.Ā
[ WITNESS ] for sender to see receiver get hurt enough to bleed.Ā Ā
[ WATCH ] for receiver to see sender get hurt enough to bleed.Ā
[ RETALIATE ] for sender to make receiverās attacker bleed.Ā
[ DEFEND ] for receiver to make senderās attacker bleed.Ā
[ SURVIVE ] for sender to realize receiver is bleeding after getting through a fight.Ā
[ FABRIC ] for receiver to realize sender is bleeding after getting through a fight.Ā
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¤what do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ?
Like everything concerning his body, that's up to whoever perceives him. Asmodeus was very intentional with his creation and gave Key all the tools for manipulation. While someone might see Key and mold him into a tall guy, someone else could have a thing for smaller men and fantasize that into existence. So it's really about who's into what. Key has no say in the matter. And because it's not an illusion but fantasy made reality it goes so far as to include senses.
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¤what would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ?
ā Gone to feed the roses ā is an excerpt from Dirge Without Music, a poem by Edna St. Vincent Millay. Key very much relates to the speaker and her resitance to the inevitability of death. He acts indifferent, but he does grieve. And as unlikely as it is that he's even going to get a gravestone, he would hope that he would be mourned.
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@vulpesseĀ daredĀ aĀ glimpseĀ behindĀ theĀ maskĀ (Ā . . .Ā )Ā šššššššĀ ššššššš.Ā
HeĀ wouldn'tĀ loseĀ herĀ thisĀ time.Ā WarriorsĀ atĀ hisĀ side,Ā theyĀ scouredĀ theĀ forest.Ā BitĀ byĀ bitĀ theyĀ spreadĀ outĀ toĀ surroundĀ theĀ mistressĀ ofĀ theĀ forest.Ā āĀ BurnĀ itĀ downĀ āĀ heĀ hadĀ toldĀ them.Ā TheĀ scentĀ ofĀ burningĀ inĀ hisĀ nose,Ā heĀ endedĀ upĀ withĀ nobodyĀ butĀ hisĀ mostĀ trustedĀ companionĀ atĀ hisĀ side.Ā AĀ stallionĀ onĀ thisĀ day,Ā KylreĀ gotĀ himĀ pastĀ dangersĀ asĀ onlyĀ aĀ creatureĀ likeĀ himĀ could.Ā TheĀ deeperĀ theyĀ got,Ā KeyĀ realizedĀ thatĀ he,Ā too,Ā wasĀ surrounded.Ā ThisĀ wasĀ herĀ domainĀ afterall.Ā
HissesĀ andĀ growlsĀ fromĀ theĀ underbrushĀ madeĀ himĀ tense.Ā ReadyĀ toĀ defendĀ himselfĀ againstĀ anythingĀ jumpingĀ atĀ him,Ā heĀ restedĀ hisĀ handĀ onĀ theĀ hiltĀ ofĀ hisĀ sword.Ā KylreĀ growledĀ backĀ everyĀ nowĀ andĀ then,Ā eagerĀ toĀ fight,Ā butĀ theyĀ couldn'tĀ stopĀ forĀ everyĀ movementĀ inĀ theĀ cornersĀ ofĀ theirĀ eyes.Ā TheyĀ hadĀ comeĀ hereĀ forĀ oneĀ thingĀ only.Ā
HeĀ spottedĀ theĀ softĀ tipsĀ ofĀ severalĀ tailsĀ andĀ turnedĀ theĀ stallionĀ around.Ā AsĀ theyĀ gotĀ faster,Ā theĀ forestĀ grewĀ angrier.Ā KylreĀ startedĀ strugglingĀ toĀ moveĀ forward.Ā BranchesĀ lashingĀ outĀ andĀ rootsĀ slowingĀ himĀ down,Ā theyĀ realizedĀ thatĀ herĀ warriorsĀ ofĀ feralĀ persuasionĀ wereĀ movingĀ toĀ stopĀ them.Ā CompanionsĀ forĀ manyĀ years,Ā theyĀ neededĀ noĀ communication.Ā KeyĀ jumpedĀ offĀ andĀ wentĀ aheadĀ whileĀ KylreĀ turnedĀ toĀ faceĀ theirĀ pursuers.Ā
FuriosĀ aboutĀ havingĀ toĀ splitĀ up,Ā heĀ forcefullyĀ cutĀ hisĀ wayĀ throughĀ theĀ forest.Ā HeĀ spottedĀ herĀ everyĀ nowĀ andĀ then.Ā AndĀ gotĀ angrierĀ withĀ everyĀ timeĀ heĀ thenĀ lostĀ her.Ā TheĀ feelingĀ ofĀ beingĀ leadĀ somewhereĀ grew.Ā ConfidentĀ aboutĀ manyĀ things,Ā butĀ notĀ stupidĀ enoughĀ toĀ thinkĀ thatĀ heĀ couldĀ catchĀ somethingĀ likeĀ her,Ā heĀ resignatedĀ toĀ findingĀ himselfĀ inĀ someĀ sortĀ ofĀ trap.Ā HoursĀ mightĀ haveĀ passed,Ā butĀ heĀ hisĀ determinationĀ didn'tĀ waver.Ā
AndĀ thenĀ finally,Ā thereĀ sheĀ stood.Ā āĀ AreĀ weĀ doneĀ playing? āĀ DrenchedĀ inĀ sweatĀ andĀ ofĀ heavyĀ breath,Ā heĀ movedĀ toĀ faceĀ her.Ā ThisĀ wasĀ whereĀ heĀ feltĀ mostĀ himself.Ā EnragedĀ andĀ outĀ forĀ blood.Ā
#tbt.#vulpesse#i hope you like it!!#i didn't plan for this to be so a new dawn coded#but i'm here for it!
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Key seriously needs a backpack like this.
#.* when was the last time someone ran their fingers through the knots of your soul? ʾ šššššššš. ć#the good thing about messing up your algo to the point where all you get is biker content#im learning all the lingo!!#volume warning! pinterest seriously coming for our eardrums.
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¤do they have a favourite lie they like to hear ?
If it's not absolutely necessary and an emergency, he doesn't like to hear you failed. Key has an entourage of people around him who work either with or for him and he demands that everybody is aware of their responsibilities. His fuse is short, no matter if you're admitting to a small hiccup or an enormous mistake. Sticking to ā all is well ā is recommended until there's really no way around informing him.
#tbt#thank you for asking!!#let me save him A LITTLE and say that he views everybody else's failures as his own
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¤a collection of character analysis/headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.
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¤where would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?
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#.* as many as there are stars in the sky. ʾ ššš šššš š
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a collection of unfinished endings, of knives passed down instead of names. a study in monsters made by love, betrayal dressed like family, fever-dream roads and lives lived out of spite.Ā a love letter to the ones who ran, the ones who stayed, the ones who burned it all downĀ ā
Ā to everything that came back wrong.
āŖĀ 21+ and mutuals only,Ā pleaseĀ readĀ theĀ rulesĀ BEFOREĀ interacting.Ā ā«Ā | Ā©
#.* we have each of us nothing. we will give it to each other. ʾ ššššš ć#look at tumblr ruining this cool quote BECAUSE WE ARENT ALLOWED TO ADD COMMAS
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CarefulĀ notĀ toĀ slipĀ acrossĀ theĀ pebblesĀ ofĀ theĀ parkingĀ space,Ā hisĀ YamahaĀ cameĀ toĀ aĀ slowĀ stop.Ā HeĀ hadĀ bravedĀ theĀ stormĀ asĀ longĀ asĀ heĀ hadĀ beenĀ ableĀ to,Ā butĀ atĀ thisĀ pointĀ carryingĀ onĀ wouldĀ haveĀ beenĀ foolish.Ā BothĀ bikeĀ andĀ KeyĀ wereĀ soakedĀ already,Ā butĀ aĀ rolledĀ closeĀ toĀ theĀ exteriorĀ ofĀ theĀ localeĀ toĀ findĀ whatĀ littleĀ coverĀ heĀ couldĀ get.Ā MightĀ asĀ wellĀ goĀ in.
HeĀ removedĀ hisĀ helmetĀ asĀ heĀ steppedĀ in,Ā revealingĀ anotherĀ coverĀ underneath.Ā AsĀ usualĀ asĀ itĀ wasĀ forĀ bikersĀ toĀ wearĀ aĀ maskĀ underneathĀ theirĀ helmet,Ā theĀ oneĀ heĀ woreĀ boreĀ noĀ eyeĀ slits.Ā ScanningĀ theĀ interiorĀ onĀ hisĀ wayĀ toĀ theĀ counter,Ā heĀ madeĀ noteĀ ofĀ theĀ manĀ inĀ theĀ booth,Ā butĀ hadĀ noĀ plansĀ toĀ makeĀ smalltalk.
WaitingĀ forĀ aĀ waitressĀ toĀ takeĀ hisĀ order,Ā heĀ heardĀ theĀ strangerĀ callĀ out.Ā HisĀ eyesĀ narrowedĀ and,Ā beforeĀ evenĀ turningĀ backĀ toĀ faceĀ him,Ā heĀ consideredĀ ifĀ heĀ wantedĀ toĀ ignoreĀ theĀ guyĀ orĀ not.Ā DidĀ heĀ wantĀ toĀ playĀ gamesĀ orĀ not?Ā KeyĀ didn'tĀ needĀ toĀ hearĀ anotherĀ wordĀ toĀ knowĀ whatĀ heĀ wasĀ inĀ for.
āĀ SomeoneĀ likeĀ me?Ā āĀ heĀ turned,Ā aĀ softĀ chuckleĀ escapingĀ hisĀ lips.Ā InsteadĀ ofĀ loadingĀ theĀ questionĀ withĀ whatĀ usuallyĀ wouldĀ beĀ offense,Ā heĀ soundedĀ curios,Ā matchingĀ theĀ stranger'sĀ energy.Ā AsĀ asked,Ā heĀ slidĀ intoĀ theĀ bothĀ onĀ theĀ oppositeĀ sideĀ ofĀ theĀ table,Ā restingĀ hisĀ drippingĀ helmetĀ nextĀ toĀ him.
KeyĀ restedĀ hisĀ ellbowsĀ onĀ theĀ table,Ā armsĀ crossed.Ā HeĀ hadĀ hisĀ fullĀ attention.Ā āĀ I'mĀ sorryĀ toĀ admitĀ thatĀ itĀ wasĀ justĀ toĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ theĀ storm.Ā āĀ CatchingĀ aĀ waitressĀ stickingĀ theirĀ headĀ outĀ ofĀ theĀ kitchenĀ inĀ theĀ cornerĀ ofĀ hisĀ eye,Ā heĀ turnedĀ hisĀ headĀ asĀ quicklyĀ asĀ aĀ predatoryĀ birdĀ would.Ā āĀ AĀ coffee,Ā please?Ā ā
āĀ You'reĀ quiteĀ dry,Ā though.Ā āĀ heĀ commentedĀ andĀ turnedĀ back toĀ lookĀ atĀ him.Ā HisĀ headĀ shiftedĀ asĀ heĀ eyedĀ himĀ upĀ andĀ down.Ā KeyĀ removedĀ jacketĀ andĀ gloves.Ā āĀ TheĀ friesĀ mustĀ reallyĀ beĀ good.Ā What'sĀ yourĀ name?Ā ā
ą¼ā @ofbaator leaves a note beneath the cider jug for kai . . . (from here) Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āŖ Ā Ā Ā ā a [ restaurant / diner ] interior lights flickering under a fierce storm.ā
THEĀ STORMĀ HADNāTĀ REALLYĀ STARTEDĀ ASĀ AĀ STORM. ItĀ hadĀ creptĀ in,Ā slowĀ andĀ sulking,Ā pressingĀ itsĀ humidĀ fingersĀ againstĀ theĀ glassĀ longĀ beforeĀ theĀ skyĀ evenĀ cracked.Ā ByĀ theĀ timeĀ theĀ powerĀ hiccuppedĀ andĀ theĀ lightsĀ beganĀ theirĀ erraticĀ littleĀ strobeĀ routine,Ā theĀ onlyĀ thingĀ louderĀ thanĀ theĀ rainĀ wasĀ theĀ dullĀ clatterĀ ofĀ aĀ spoonĀ spinningĀ inĀ aĀ coffeeĀ mugĀ heĀ hadnātĀ ordered.
MalachaiĀ hadĀ beenĀ sittingĀ inĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ cornerĀ boothsĀ forĀ aĀ whileĀ now.Ā LegsĀ stretchedĀ outĀ likeĀ heĀ ownedĀ theĀ damnĀ linoleum,Ā oneĀ armĀ drapedĀ alongĀ theĀ backrest,Ā fingersĀ lazilyĀ tappingĀ toĀ theĀ rhythmĀ ofĀ aĀ songĀ thatĀ wasnātĀ playingĀ anymore.Ā TheĀ jukeboxĀ hadĀ diedĀ threeĀ powerĀ flickersĀ ago.Ā ProbablyĀ forĀ theĀ best,Ā sinceĀ itādĀ beenĀ stuckĀ onĀ theĀ sameĀ JohnnyĀ CashĀ trackĀ sinceĀ heĀ walkedĀ in.
HisĀ gazeĀ slidĀ toĀ theĀ doorĀ beforeĀ itĀ evenĀ creakedĀ open.Ā SomeoneĀ steppedĀ in:Ā tall,Ā rain-slick,Ā andĀ allĀ wrappedĀ upĀ inĀ shadow.Ā TheĀ stormĀ behindĀ themĀ surgedĀ likeĀ somethingĀ alive,Ā windĀ clawingĀ atĀ theĀ hingesĀ beforeĀ theĀ doorĀ thunkedĀ shutĀ again.
Interesting.
KaiāsĀ fingersĀ pausedĀ mid-tap.Ā HeĀ tiltedĀ hisĀ head,Ā watchingĀ likeĀ aĀ catĀ thatĀ hadnātĀ decidedĀ whetherĀ itĀ wasĀ boredĀ orĀ hungry.Ā ā You'reĀ eitherĀ veryĀ lost ā,Ā heĀ calledĀ out,Ā voiceĀ lightĀ butĀ cuttingĀ throughĀ theĀ thickĀ dinerĀ air,Ā ā orĀ youāreĀ exactlyĀ whereĀ youāreĀ supposedĀ toĀ be ā
HeĀ gesturedĀ lazilyĀ towardĀ theĀ seatĀ acrossĀ fromĀ him.Ā ā ComeĀ on,Ā MysteryĀ Man.Ā HaveĀ aĀ seat.Ā ItāsĀ notĀ likeĀ weāreĀ gettingĀ outĀ ofĀ hereĀ untilĀ theĀ skyĀ decidesĀ itāsĀ doneĀ throwingĀ aĀ tantrum āĀ AĀ beat.Ā ThenĀ aĀ grin,Ā wickedĀ andĀ slow.
ā So whatāsĀ someoneĀ likeĀ youĀ doingĀ inĀ aĀ dinerĀ inĀ theĀ middleĀ ofĀ nowhere,Ā huh?Ā CameĀ hereĀ forĀ theĀ tastyĀ fries? ā
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I've added to my RULES. I'd normally not point this out, but #9 is a topic I'm passionate about and felt important to mention. I've been made aware that there's people around, thankfully not in my direct circle, who heavily rely on AI and I'm simply not okay with that. I know the topic has nuance, but I will remain stubborn.
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āMy songs are filled with poison - Why shouldnāt that be true? My heart bears a nest of serpents And also, darling, you.ā
ā Heinrich Heine, from āMy songs are filled with poisonā (tr. by Hal Draper)
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#.* as many as there are stars in the sky. ʾ ššš šššš š
šššš ć#stuck on the idea of blond key right now#again pointing out that he looks different to everybody#but im sure somebody fantasized this into existence once upon a time#at this point im kind of deciding to post only pictures i edited
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ā±Ėļ½”ā āŖ ššššš ššššššš šš šššššššš . ( a collection of lyric prompts based on various works by ashnikko . adjust phrasing as necessary , mature themes and language are present . )
attitude and the booze won't save you .
you fuck my life up then you say "my bad" .
you don't seem to see what a cliche you are .
repeat after me , "i'm over it" .
you don't ever cross my mind , what's a sheep to a tiger ?
i'm no prey , but i am pursued .
my best friend thinks that i'm a dumbass .
the world is burning and i laugh at the blaze .
on your horse so high , i swear to god i'm higher .
heard a rumor that you said you made me who i am .
i'm too healthy , wealthy , well fed .
i don't have the time to pretend you're funny .
self - made , self - paid , how dare you speak my name ?
i hate you so much right now .
you're not special , it's not cute .
hi , it's me , back again . here to remind you he's not worth it .
i slip up , i text you , i forget that you were so disrespectful .
they told me to be nice and i told them to bite me .
you don't want to see me bratty .
i put that teddy bear you gave me in a blender .
whiskey in my hip flask , nothing fruity .
i can see the desperation , i've got you right where i want you .
you can't stand to see me shine .
so lame that i'm your only claim to fame .
i like how you look when you really beg .
i need a new toy just to cleanse my palate .
it's gonna hurt , it'll sting .
only one strike , then you get the boot .
the only thing you seem to give me is sex .
you think you're the man , bitch please .
we both know it wasn't love , it was a big bad habit .
i only trust a fella for some light amusement .
unfortunately , you made the mistake of underestimating me .
you wish you could sway my attention .
tell me what you need .
there was potential in you .
i wanna make a couple bad decisions .
i'm no cinderella , but i like the shoes .
i do well for myself , nothing you do is extraordinary .
my dumb ass should be a little more cautious .
fuck a princess , i'm a king .
i say i won't do it , then i do it and i make myself sick .
you think you're worth all the fuss ?
to tell the truth , role models weren't around me much .
why am i such a sucker for a fuckboy's freckles ?
i say it's a no - brainer , now .
i'm crazy , but you like that . i bite back .
you already know i'm not shy .
what we did was childish , can we put this behind us ?
nothing was nice , but i loved every minute .
i don't give a fuck , i have more fun on my ones .
i've been predisposed to trauma since i was eleven .
you can keep the image of my butt as a souvenir .
being a bitch is my kink .
you're still taught the same shit .
i think she really likes me .
hide your back , she likes to stab them .
i hate that i'm so self depricating , more comfortable in bad situations .
i'm a little faded , you look like a fuckin' painting .
when i'm with you i have amnesia , got me without a mind .
i don't let a fucker on the internet tell me nothing .
this is all because you want to say you've done it .
i'm fresh out of patience .
you wish i missed you . back the fuck up .
i'm a sucker for a little devastation .
coulda , shoulda , woulda , but you did it .
i swear i'm not crying , the sun's just bright .
tell me why i need you over the next .
i'm eager to hurt more .
i swear my blue vibrator brings me more joy .
i gave your girlfriend cunnilingus on my couch .
you better stock up on tissues , jacking off to all my pictures .
fake it to the top .
typical of me to go and ruin the party .
i'm having the best time of my life .
i'm having the worst time of my life .
you look dumb now that i've come to my senses .
what do you really mean when you're calling me nice ?
you wanna hold a gun but they made you a pinup .
i forget that you're still so disrespectful .
your love is not impressive .
tell it to my manager , he'll tell you "pay a fee" .
now that i can think rationally , i feel so stupid .
everybody says they love me but i'm still brokenhearted .
it's like i need a babysitter , someone to come get me .
god made me pretty , you made me mean .
say you want my body , let me give it to you .
i'm not in your circle , baby .
i just wanna push you to the edge now .
your sad life is never getting better .
what are you mad at me for , huh ?
i was living good until your locusts and your plague hit .
forgive me for the nasty things i say when i'm wounded .
so you're scared of me now , huh ?
women hold the weight of the world .
there's something to be said for a bitch who can top me .
if nothing matters , then i'll be fine .
you hate me cause you hate yourself .
dust yourself off , girl , keep your chin up .
he says i'm a lost cause and he might be right .
i'm that "fuck up your life" girl .
i would crawl through broken glass to get home .
i play my life like a video game .
i think you've gotta do way more if you wanna please me .
what's he doing ? i don't need a brave knight .
i deleted your number .
i'm not shy , i'll say it . i've been picturing you naked .
legs getting tired , can we switch positions ?
you put a knife in my back but you'll never be the death of me .
i could squash you like a little rotten fruit .
you could never , 'cause you're not clever enough .
we were good while it lasted .
my baby calls me bossy .
i don't really need a man , but sometimes i want one though .
i can't even wear my skin without them asking where i've been .
i can make you call remember me .
stupid boy thinks that i need him .
hate me 'cause i'm beautiful , bitch i don't like you either .
i think you know you can't replace me .
who do i have to kill to make everybody love me ?
i try to think , but it's no use .
maybe we can love until we're dead .
this is not an invitation .
how dare i have private desires ?
now you're crying and you're shaking ?
nothing about you is attractive to me , now .
am i fuckable enough for you ?
i don't want you and i don't want your homie .
please don't think that the sex is gonna cloud my view .
can't believe i let your hand inside my bloomers .
tell me how my ass tastes , little bottom feeder .
you don't know your way around a pussy .
i want it , i win it . call it ambition .
i don't need the dick - i need magic , i need money .
i know you think about me in the shower .
i've got several dummies that wanna get on me .
this is so small in the big simulation .
go find another bitch to hoover , count the days until you lose her .
i know you think about me with your hand down your trousers .
you don't know anyone else like me .
it's a therapist you need .
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HisĀ wordsĀ madeĀ KeyĀ cockĀ hisĀ headĀ inĀ curiosity.Ā TheĀ youngĀ man,Ā Adrian,Ā wasĀ beingĀ coyĀ andĀ quiteĀ obviouslyĀ andĀ reasonablyĀ didn'tĀ trustĀ Key,Ā butĀ theĀ wordsĀ slippedĀ outĀ ofĀ himĀ anyway.Ā OutĀ ofĀ fearĀ orĀ confusion,Ā heĀ didn'tĀ know.Ā AndĀ itĀ didn'tĀ matter.Ā HeĀ didn'tĀ planĀ toĀ useĀ themĀ forĀ anything.Ā NotĀ yet.Ā HeĀ simplyĀ madeĀ aĀ mentalĀ noteĀ ofĀ theĀ informationĀ heĀ wasĀ given.Ā OnceĀ aĀ year.Ā WhatĀ for?Ā HeĀ wondered,Ā butĀ didn'tĀ spendĀ muchĀ effortĀ orĀ timeĀ onĀ it.Ā AdrianĀ keptĀ hisĀ attention.Ā HeĀ keptĀ givingĀ KeyĀ littleĀ crumbsĀ ofĀ information.Ā CanĀ barelyĀ keepĀ myĀ ownĀ headĀ onĀ straight.Ā ThatĀ atĀ leastĀ matchedĀ theĀ risingĀ feelingĀ ofĀ discomfortĀ andĀ panicĀ inĀ theĀ air.
āĀ Dead?Ā āĀ heĀ asked.Ā ItĀ wasĀ humorousĀ onceĀ again,Ā butĀ alsoĀ genuinelyĀ surprised.Ā KeyĀ hadĀ limitedĀ knowledgeĀ ofĀ theĀ powerĀ orĀ curseĀ somebodyĀ wasĀ bestowedĀ uponĀ beingĀ touchedĀ byĀ Arca.Ā HeĀ triedĀ toĀ rememberĀ hisĀ predecessor,Ā butĀ franklyĀ hadn'tĀ givenĀ theĀ guyĀ muchĀ timeĀ toĀ demonstrate.Ā āĀ No,Ā areĀ you?Ā ā
NoĀ straightĀ answers.Ā ThatĀ wasĀ hisĀ curse.Ā ItĀ feltĀ goodĀ havingĀ theĀ upperĀ handĀ inĀ anyĀ givenĀ conversation.Ā KeyĀ enjoyedĀ howĀ itĀ madeĀ himĀ feelĀ surperior,Ā butĀ heĀ hatedĀ theĀ aftertasteĀ ofĀ guilt.Ā SometimesĀ heĀ gotĀ frustratedĀ atĀ theĀ feeling,Ā butĀ mostlyĀ heĀ wasĀ gladĀ toĀ ownĀ something,Ā feelĀ somethingĀ thatĀ wasn'tĀ ofĀ hisĀ father'sĀ making.Ā EvenĀ ifĀ itĀ wasĀ guilt.Ā
āĀ MyĀ nameĀ isĀ Key, āĀ heĀ finallyĀ answeredĀ seriously.Ā HeĀ turnedĀ away,Ā hisĀ eyesĀ glancingĀ alongĀ theĀ chippedĀ paintĀ onĀ theĀ wallsĀ andĀ ceiling.Ā āĀ AreĀ youĀ guysĀ planningĀ toĀ celebrateĀ yourĀ anniversaryĀ forĀ muchĀ longerĀ or.. āĀ HisĀ footstepsĀ soundedĀ horribleĀ onĀ theĀ creakingĀ floor.Ā TheĀ silenceĀ wasn'tĀ peacefulĀ byĀ anyĀ means,Ā butĀ breakingĀ itĀ feltĀ likeĀ steppingĀ onĀ bones.Ā HeĀ stillĀ didĀ itĀ confidentlyĀ andĀ walkedĀ overĀ toĀ aĀ wall,Ā pattingĀ itĀ likeĀ youĀ wouldĀ yourĀ friend,Ā hopingĀ toĀ rileĀ themĀ up.Ā OfĀ courseĀ theyĀ weren'tĀ friends.Ā ButĀ KeyĀ didĀ wantĀ aĀ reaction.Ā ā AreĀ youĀ leaving?Ā ā
HeĀ hadn'tĀ gottenĀ whatĀ he'dĀ comeĀ for,Ā butĀ meetingĀ AdrianĀ somewhatĀ surpassedĀ that.Ā ArcaĀ hadĀ neverĀ beenĀ keenĀ onĀ sharingĀ secrets,Ā butĀ mortalsĀ didn'tĀ holdĀ ontoĀ themĀ thatĀ tightly.Ā WhateverĀ AdrianĀ knew,Ā KeyĀ wasĀ veryĀ interested.Ā AndĀ heĀ madeĀ sureĀ toĀ showĀ hisĀ curiosity.Ā AsĀ muchĀ asĀ heĀ wasĀ ableĀ to.Ā HiddenĀ behindĀ theĀ maskĀ hisĀ eyebrowsĀ wereĀ raisedĀ andĀ heĀ regardedĀ himĀ withĀ attentiveĀ eyes.Ā
Adrian didnāt remember coming here. šš š§ššÆšš« šš¢š.
It was always the same on that day. He fell asleep in his bed and the next second, he was back in the House. Back in that hallway where the ceiling flaked like dried skin, where the shadows clung too long and the smell of piss and vomit never left. Where Jona had screamed from the other side of the locked door. Where something had buried them both for three days. Adrian had no idea why he believed it would spare him this year. šš®š¬š ššššš®š¬š š”šāš š¦šØšÆšš ššš«šØš¬š¬ š¬šššš š„š¢š§šš¬?Ā Fuck this.
On top of that, š”š š°šš¬š§āš šš„šØš§š. For the first time in years, he wasnāt alone in the House. This masked man was sitting there like he belonged. Like the House hadnāt noticed him yet. Adrian stood stiff by the doorway to the dining room, blinking hard like that might reset something. If he would walk out of the door now, would he be in Chicago again, where he belonged for several months now or would he be back in Tennessee, where the House initially stood? He didn't like the way this mans eyes followed him, like he was measuring him for a box, with a hint of.. amusement? āIām not here for long. Technically.ā he added the last word silently. āNot really. The House brought me today. Every year on the same day. I wake up and... Iām here again.ā
He didnāt answer the other questions at first. He just looked at the man in the mask and felt the dry heat of panic starting in his chest. It always started there. āššš«š¢šš§.ā he said finally, voice flat, like it didnāt belong to him. Adrians eyes flickered to the wooden planks in front of the windows. Too familiar. The second question sat heavier in the room. That smug little line about urges and world-ending schemes. Adrian huffed something like a laugh, but it didnāt quite make it all the way out. It felt rather flat. The nervousness about being here again crept up on him. He shouldnāt be here. šš š¬š”šØš®š„š šš š„šššÆš¢š§š . āNo.ā he muttered. āNo urges to overthrow anything. I can barely keep my own head on straight, let alone... reshape the world.ā Was that the truth? Adrian knew there was something in him. Evil? No. Something that couldāve fought back, couldāve torn Jona free from the Houseās unrelenting claws, but heād never been the kind to follow through, never bold enough to turn wanting into doing. šš”šš š°šš¬ š”š¢š¬ šš®š«š¬š šš§š š”š¢š¬ šš¢š š šš¬š š«šš š«šš.Ā
Adrian tried shifting the weight on his shoulders and focus on something else. āšš”šØ šš«š š²šØš®? šš«š š²šØš® šššš?ā He thought he shouldnāt say that to someone like him. To someone who looked at Arca like it was a familiar beast, not a cage. Adrian folded his arms and looked away from the mask, to keen on leaving this place again once he figured out why a strange figure was sitting in it today. Exactly seven years after Jona and him had entered it for the first time.
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