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There's nothing sadder than wanting to get to an old blog and forgetting the email ;w; i cannot get to this old carlos blog and these old tags I wrote hunt me to this day

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“Unhappy man! Do you share my madness? Have you drunk also of the intoxicating draught? Hear me - let me reveal my tale, and you will dash the cup from your lips!”

Independent portrayal of Victor Frankenstein from Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus. Mutuals-only, written by Maren.

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the lack of Prydain content on this website is CRIMINAL

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I really miss writing Taran, Carlos and Merida. If anyone wants to write with me or plot with my other muses please hit me up <3

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Update.

Honestly thinking on turning this blog into a sort of "index"? Like, "Here you have my muses and my aesthetics but lets go to discord and plot and write 💕"

I don't have the time to do the whole editing and doing the icons and such, and i know i don't need to do that, but I also don't want to do it that way. In discord however I have the liberty to write as much as I want without worrying about the editing and the nice lettering etc. So...

I guess this is an invitation? To anyone who wants to write with any of my muses to hit the DMs and I'll send you my discord so we can chat 💕🌻

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Update.

Honestly thinking on turning this blog into a sort of "index"? Like, "Here you have my muses and my aesthetics but lets go to discord and plot and write 💕"

I don't have the time to do the whole editing and doing the icons and such, and i know i don't need to do that, but I also don't want to do it that way. In discord however I have the liberty to write as much as I want without worrying about the editing and the nice lettering etc. So...

I guess this is an invitation? To anyone who wants to write with any of my muses to hit the DMs and I'll send you my discord so we can chat 💕🌻

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Update.

Honestly thinking on turning this blog into a sort of "index"? Like, "Here you have my muses and my aesthetics but lets go to discord and plot and write 💕"

I don't have the time to do the whole editing and doing the icons and such, and i know i don't need to do that, but I also don't want to do it that way. In discord however I have the liberty to write as much as I want without worrying about the editing and the nice lettering etc. So...

I guess this is an invitation? To anyone who wants to write with any of my muses to hit the DMs and I'll send you my discord so we can chat 💕🌻

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psa. I’m gonna drop some threads and keep the ones I think have more of a story

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little women (2019) sentence starters.

“ not a first attempt, i take it. “

“ people want to be amused, not preached at. “

“ what do they write, your trouble-making family? “

“ you can do nothing if you go back. “

“ who will you dance with, ____? “

“ i never dance. “

“ i already feel ridiculous. i don’t want to look it. “

“ i can’t get over my disappointment in being a girl. “

“ ____, would you like to dance with me? “

“ you can laugh if you want to. it’s funny, i know. “

“ oh, ____, you’ll kill yourself for fashion one of these days. “

“ i would love to read what you’re writing, if you’ll trust me. “

“ i feel caught. “

“ do you want to know what i honestly think of you? i despise you. “

“ i despise you. “

“ with every chance of being good, happy and useful, you are lazy, faulty and miserable. “

“ well, selfish people do like to talk about themselves. “

“ you think i’m beautiful? “

“ yes, you like that, you old vanity. “

“ with all these good things to enjoy, you find nothing to do but dawdle. “

“ i’ll be good for you, ____. i’ll be good. “

“ aren’t you ashamed of a hand like that? looks like it’s never done a day of work in its life. “

“ i feel sorry for you. i really do. i just wish you’d bear it better. “

“ i’d be respected if i couldn’t be loved. “

“ has no one ever talked to you like this before? “

“ why be ashamed of what you want? “

“ we can’t do much, but we can make our little sacrifices and do it gladly. “

“ i detest rude, unladylike girls. “

“ i know you don’t care what i think, but you don’t want ____ to find you like this, do you? “

“ i don’t see how you can write such splendid things. you’re a regular shakespeare. “

“ ____, you look tired. were you up again all night writing? “

“ boys scare me, and that big old house scares me. “

“ don’t say such despicable things! “

“ i like strong words that mean something. “

“ i intend to make my own way in the world. “

“ you don’t know what ____ loves. “

“ well, it’s possible to be right and foolish. “

“ i can’t afford to lose this position. “

“ i’m not scared of anyone. “

“ you have always had a talent for getting out of the hard parts of life. “

“ don’t be a baby and whine about it. “

“ i think you’d hate to poke in where you’re not wanted. “

“ i told you i’d make you pay, and i did! “

“ i really did want to hurt you. “

“ don’t let the sun go down on your anger. “

“ you don’t deserve my forgiveness. “

“ i will hate you! i will hate you forever! “

“ if ____ had died, it would’ve been my fault. “

“ what is wrong with me? “

“ i’ve made so many resolutions, and i’ve written sad notes, and i’ve cried over my sins… but it just doesn’t seem to help. “

“ when i get in a passion, i get so savage. i could hurt anyone and i’d enjoy. “

“ you remind me of myself. “

“ i’m angry nearly every day of my life. “

“ i am not patient by nature. but after all this time, i’m learning to not let it get the better of me. “

“ i hope you’ll do a great deal better than me. “

“ there are some natures too noble to curb and too lofty to bend. “

“ i miss everything. “

“ i said hi to the horses. they’re very nice. “

“ what would ____ say? “

“ let me have my fun tonight. i’ll be desperately good for the rest of my life. “

“ i try to be contented, but it is hard. “

“ i don’t want to see you. “

“ ____, don’t be mad at me. “

“ i’m a failure. “

“ why give up? you have so much talent and energy. “

“ talent isn’t genius. and no amount of energy can make it so. “

“ i want to be great or nothing. “

“ i’m of middling talent. “

“ i’ve always known i’m going to marry rich. why should i be ashamed of that? “

“ i believe we have some power over who we love. it isn’t something that just happens to a person. “

“ i think the poets might disagree. “

“ i’m not a poet, i’m just a woman. “

“ don’t sit there and tell me that marriage isn’t an economic proposition, because it is. it may not be for you, but it most certainly is for me. “

“ you look beautiful. you are beautiful. “

“ i love to listen to you read, ____, but i love it better when you read stories you’ve written. “

“ i’m very sick and you must do what i say. “

“ i’ll only plague ____ if i go, so i might as well stay and plague you longer. “

“ don’t marry ____. “

“ i have been second to ____ my whole life in everything. “

“ i will not be the person you settle for just because you can’t have ____. i won’t. i won’t do it. “

“ i won’t do this. not when i’ve spent my entire life loving you. “

“ we barely have enough to feed ourselves. “

“ don’t say that. don’t say that. “

“ i’ve had a very long time to think about this and… i’m not afraid. it’s like the tide going out. it goes out slowly, but it can’t be stopped. “

“ i’ll stop this. i stopped it before. “

“ we… we can’t stop god’s will. “

“ god hasn’t met my will yet. what i will shall be done. “

“ you are your family’s hope now. “

“ please fight. don’t go quietly. fight. please, please, just fight to the end and be loud, and don’t just quietly go away, ____. “

“ thank god you’re home. thank god for you. “

“ we can leave. we can leave right now. “

“ i can make a life for us. “

“ let’s just run away together. “

“ you will get bored of ____ in two years, and we will be interesting forever. “

“ just because my dreams are different than yours doesn’t mean they’re unimportant. “

“ i want a home. and a family. and i’m willing to work and struggle. “

“ i just hate that you’re leaving me. don’t leave. “

“ i’m not leaving you. “

“ i’d rather be a free spinster and paddle my own canoe. “

“ i can’t believe childhood is over. “

“ it was going to end one way or another. “

“ i may not always be right, but i’m never wrong. “

“ i’m just not good, so i’m angry and restless. “

“ you don’t have to stay here, ____. “

“ i have loved you ever since i’ve known you. i couldn’t help it. “

“ i tried to show you and you wouldn’t let me. but i must make you hear now and give me an answer, because i can’t go on like this! “

“ i figured you’d love me, ____. and i realize i’m not half good enough. “

“ you’re a great deal too good for me. “

“ i don’t see why i can’t love you as you want me to. i don’t know why. “

“ i can’t change how i feel. “

“ it would be a lie to say i do when i don’t. “

“ i can’t love anyone else, ____. i only love you. “

“ let’s be happy together, ____! “

“ i can’t say yes truly, so i’m not going to say it at all. “

“ you’ll see that i’m right eventually and you’ll thank me for it. “

“ look at me! i’m homely, and i’m awkward, and i’m odd. and you’d be ashamed of me. “

“ ____, i don’t believe i’ll ever marry. i’m happy as i am, and i love my liberty too well to be in any hurry to give it up. “

“ i think you’ll find someone and love them. and you will live and die for them. because that’s your way, and you will. “

“ you’re much too lonely here, ____. “

“ i ruined our friendship with my temper, just as i ruin everything. “

“ if i was a girl in a book, this would all be so easy. just give up the world happily. “

“ do you love ____? “

“ i care more to be loved. i want to be loved. “

“ wanting to be loved is not the same as loving. “

“ i’m so sick of people saying that love is all that a woman is fit for, i’m so sick of it. “

“ i’m just so lonely. “

“ i don’t despise you, ____. “

“ i just didn’t love you as i should. “

“ the worst fate is to live my life without you in it. “

“ are you in love? “

“ i want to say one thing and then put it away forever. i’ve always loved you. “

“ i think it was meant this way. “

“ could we still be friends though, ____, please? “

“ life is too short to be angry at one’s sister. “

“ i started something, but i don’t think it’s very good. “

“ maybe it doesn’t seem important because people don’t write about it. “

“ writing doesn’t confer importance. it reflects it. “

“ when did you become so wise? “

“ i don’t want you leave. i want you to stay. “

“ i would never leave if you wish me to stay. “

“ i have nothing to give you, ____. “

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hey! not dead here :)

I took a much needed social media detox for a week but I quite miss writing and plotting, also I just watched little women and if anyone wants to plot something with a period drama aesthetic please let me know! I really want to write something like it 

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I've also been having a lot of muse for Taran lately so of anyone wants to plot with him ;w;

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“I want to be defined by the things that I love, not the things that I hate”

Fandomless, crime backstory, Original Character RP side blog [main blog: @ofbluemuses​]  

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the musketeers costumes || constance’s embroidered stays with blue and rust dress

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“I want to be defined by the things that I love, not the things that I hate”

Fandomless, crime backstory, Original Character RP side blog [main blog: @ofbluemuses​]  

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THE WOODS ARE LOVELY, DARK AND DEEP BUT I HAVE PROMISES TO KEEP AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP, AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP.

indie / selective / private written by emma sideblog to swanode

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