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Friendly reminder-

DO NOT PURGE

Side effects from purging that aren’t really talked about (can occur from long or short term)

Thousands of dollars in dental bills

Forever sensitive teeth

Enamel completely eaten away by stomach acid, losing the ability to enjoy hot, cold, or sweet things

Loss of gum lines and/or teeth

Esophagus being turned into “hamburger meat” instead of the smooth walls it’s supposed to have

Increase indigestion

Your sphincter to your stomach from your esophagus tearing and/or breaking, causing stomach acid to permanently leak into your esophagus

Stomach stretching and never returning

Spraining/Tearing abdominal muscles due to trauma

Intense stomach pain after doing it for so long, no matter how much you eat

Not ever being able to keep anything down again because your brain has rewired you to do it automatically

Permanent double chin

Permanent big jaw

Permanent swollen face

Infections on hands from either cutting them on teeth or acid eating them away

Seizures, Hormonal Imbalances, Cysts on face, Acne, and any other kind of random symptom because causing your stomach to do the opposite of what it was designed to do and/or causing a nutrient deficiency can be the cause of a MULTITUDE of issues

Death

Majority of Bulimics die while purging over the toilet

You are worthy of having one day of fun. Not pro, but in the future, rethink these horrors and if anything, restrict don’t purge. Purging will cause more life-threatening issues faster, even though both aren’t good. If you must, please choose the lesser of the two evils.

Stay safe as possible. Don’t beat yourself up over one day, babe. It won’t ruin anything, trust me.

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"my child is fine" your child wanted to kill herself at 11 years old

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“my biggest fear is becoming like you and i pray to god every single day that it will never happen you forced dirt down my throat and now i am trying to grow roses where you planted weeds”

— “you have your father’s eyes” (cc, 2017)

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for my fellow trauma survivors, 

you aren’t faking

I believe you

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i,,,, this one wasnt even in the results it was 50/50 fury and loneliness

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turn my thoughts into symptoms

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Me every time I have an episode

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i really do

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