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[officialpavo]

it’s over—but it won’t be over for me for a while.

[officialpavo]

oh gosh, i might actually fall for this girl

[officialpavo]

lumipas man ang maraming taon, mananatili kang kaakit-akit sa’king paningin.

[officialpavo]

i wanted it to be you.

[officialpavo]

i can say that it’s over, that i’m done, that i don’t miss you, and that i don’t ever want to see or hear from you again.

but i’d be lying.

because i went out of my way to go to the place where i bought the perfume i knew you’d like just so i could remember what it was like the time that i was near to you.

[officialpavo]

crawling back to you. inevitably.

[officialpavo]

time to let you go. i really shouldn’t have held on for this long but i felt as if i had no choice.

[officialpavo]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment

[officialpavo]

As with everything, these moments will pass and the waves in my heart will still.

[officialpavo]

i never know what to think about so i think about you.

[officialpavo]

waiting ‘til the songs aren’t about you anymore

have a seat, it’ll be a while

[officialpavo]

reluctantly, my heart is yours ‘til this year ends.

reluctant as i am, i can’t help but feel happy whenever i remember you anyway.

i’m almost done letting you go—just let me feel like this for a little while longer.

[officialpavo]

empty space where a childhood should be

[officialpavo]

saying things you don’t mean—i’m over it.

[officialpavo]

ako nalang kasi

[officialpavo]

this moment in my life is yours.

i’ll be happy for you and i’ll hope and pray that you find genuine happiness in this lifetime.

i can’t control anything else. i’ll have to leave it up to fate or the universe or whatever force it is that pushes us towards our destiny.

when i said that you deserve everything good in life—that won’t ever change.

there will somehow always be a part of my heart that will be yours—my fondness for you has taken root in that place and it will remain there throughout the changing of the seasons.

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