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        hello, peaches ! my name’s billie, and i’m a 22 year-old writer currently residing in the cst tz ! it’s a pleasure to meet all of you. this post isn’t meant to bring any attention to me, really, so before i get too carried away, i’d love for you all to meet my precious li’l bean 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐀. she’s the 19 year-old visual  /  vocalist of 𝐆𝐍𝐆. having been selected to début when she was quite young, she’s been in this industry for quite a long time for only been in her late teens, and it’s had both positive and negative affects on her. at the end of this post, you’ll find links to her wc and profile pages, and beyond the read-more, you’ll find some tl;dr information ( who tf am i kidding? it’s about to be a whole ass novel; buckle tf up ! ) about her, too ! that being said, if she sounds like a muse you’d like to be plot with, please give this post a ♡ so i can reach out to you via mssg !

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CHAPTER ONE.

>  jung hana was born at 6:14am on  04  /  04  /  1999 to the beautiful jung mihye, and her handsome husband, jung hyunkyung. neither one of them had ever planned on having children, and it was a night after a company hosted christmas party that they came home intoxicated, and ended up conceiving their daughter. neither one of them would necessarily claim hana as a mistake, per se, but she definitely lit the world they once knew on fire.

>  coming from parents who were both owners of trust funds, little hana didn’t really want for nothing when she grew up, and her childhood was quite mild. however, what made it somewhat difficult to grow up for her was the fact that her parents weren’t necessarily ready to commit to raising her, so she spent a good majority of her time with nannies. she craved the attention of her mother and father, but they were far too attached to their status, and their trips, and their shopping sprees to really spend any quality time with her. it lowkey fucked her up ngl.

>  i know what you’re thinking... poor little rich girl, but hear me out: the two of them literally only brought her to events as an ornament. they wanted to act like they were a perfect family, but that’s a total fluke. she was raised to be polite, and to smile, and to be a doll, but that was it. they honestly didn’t care much else what she was liked, or what she was learning in school. so, she started to do things to purposely get noticed by her mother and father, even if it were in a negative light. she’d destroy designer handbags, she’d break cell phones, she’d get into trouble at school, really anything in order to be reprimanded, but unfortunately, most of her attempts were met with no reaction. it’s almost as if she was a ghost in her own house, and she’d grow up CONSTANTLY chasing attention.

CHAPTER TWO.

>  it was around the age of twelve when she took up an intense interest in singing, and whenever she’d watch idol groups on tv, she’d often daydream about what it would be like to appear on television. maybe if she couldn’t be given attention and love from her parents, she’d be given attention from millions all across the world, and this is when it all began. after asking her father if she could take singing lessons, he signed whatever checks he had to in order for her to learn from the best, and she was trained pretty extensively for a year and a half. it was at a recital put on by her vocal coach where she was discovered, and she was scouted by aur early on. she had no idea how fast time would move in her favor, but she was glad that things were amounting up to what she’d imagined.

>  her trainee experience was pretty smooth, but it required her to work extra hard ( which was something she wasn’t at all used to ) and it helped to humble her; helped to teach her about discipline, criticism, etc. however, what truly drove her a bit insane was the fact that the company didn’t really seem to take her all too seriously as a vocalist. instead, they put a lot of focus on her youth, and her image; often finding her to be adorable. while they did wish to see her improve over the course of about another year or so, they would often throw the word VISUAL around whenever she was evaluated. even at this young age, she was beginning to fear turning into her mother: someone who was regarded for beauty, but not for her personality, or very much else, to be honest.

>  when it was finally announced that she was one of the seven chosen girls for aur’s latest girl group, she was over the moon, but when it came to receiving lines for their début track, she wasn’t given as many as she felt she was worthy of, and that made her a bit sad. not only that, but in her official profile, her position was revealed to be the visual  /  vocalist, and it seemed as though her worst nightmare was blossoming before her eyes. however, she didn’t want to seem unappreciative or spoiled, especially since she was given the opportunity to follow her dreams. it shouldn’t matter how she was marketed, right? at least that’s what she thought at the time.

CHAPTER THREE.

>  years later after gng’s successful début and rise to the top of k-pop, hana has only grown more and more jaded. however, what she does appreciate is the high amount of attention she receives, and she honestly couldn’t care less if it’s positive, or negative. eyes are fixated on her, and she revels in that. however, she does truly wish that she was trusted with more of the vocals, or that her talent was put first. she’s been given countless modeling gigs, as well as offers to appear in dramas, but no contracts have been signed so she could further her career. for the moment, gng is her first priority, and she hopes that sticking it out will give her more opportunities in the future.

>  also, i should probably take this time to mention that she’s HIGH KEY !!! jealous of gng’s main vocalist, lol. it’s a very ( bts vc ) fake love situation that she feels towards her, and that being said, she’s pretty envious of anyone that not only receives lines, but receives high praise, too. she’s a li’l crazy, but when she loves you, she loves you hard.

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