closed starter for vesper ( @throughthefiireâ )
location: lapaws
here we go again, river thought as he took his fatherâs car the second he was home, with a little bundle of blankets and concern written all over his face. he didnât have enough with felix, his cat, how nowadays was growing big and playful and loved to climb over every single piece of furniture in the house. this time it was a tiny bird- he was not even sure of what it was but it was not a common bird. he had seen those many times before- he wouldnât even need to take them to the vet if this was any other bird, but he was not sure if this was some kind of eagle, or parrot- maybe an owl?Â
river didnât waste a second, rushing into the mall despite having left earlier in that moment and heading to the pet store. he knew it was not a vet clinic, but he didnât know any better and vesper had helped him before with similar things. the second he saw him, river put the little bundle on the counter and gently uncovered it. âfelix brought it inside- i- i thought it was dead, because he usually brings a lot of dead spiders, mice, and- but it started whining and itâs- itâs so small- what is it? is it going to live?â river wondered out loud, using only one breath to carry all his ideas and sentences.Â
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        winter was easily leafâs least favourite time of the year , even despite things like his birthday and christmas and new years taking place throughout the season , and despite him finding winter activities to be wholeheartedly fun . he was reminded of why he thought this season blew as he had to put on layer after layer in preparation of exiting the building , finishing the look with his large boots - the only pair of shoes he would ever own or wear , wearing them only when he had to . he was extremely sensitive to the cold , surprisingly , and he was uncomfortable in all he was made to wear to protect himself from the bite the air had to offer once he stepped outside , but seeing river there waiting for him immediately worked to thaw his temporarily frozen heart . â a ride ? â his mind immediately went to things other than the car river was standing by , despite knowing what he really meant . â yeah , iâm looking for a ride . but can you also drive me some place ? â he teased him , though his mind quickly changed pace as he looked down and saw what river held . was that a present of him ? the mere thought of the romantic gesture was enough to warm leaf up even while out in the cold . â thanks for driving up to the door for me , iâm a real baby in the cold . â he informed the other , not having to reach up quite as far as usual to kiss him as the added height the boots he wore gave him assistance . they kissed the other once , then twice , then a third time for no reason in particular other than they simply couldnât get enough of river .
leaf walked out in full gear, as if he were wearing a full armor against the cold. river smiled- it was too cute. he somehow looked even smaller than usual despite the extra height inches with the snow boots. it wasnât like river loved the cold, but he didnât have that much gear to cover himself up, so he ended up getting used to it for the most part. besides, river ran hot for some reason. he was a little walking heater, which would work if leaf hated the cold enough to wear ten thousand layers. it only made river want to wrap his arms around him already, bring him close and hibernate - or better yet, never move again. for once, riverâs mind was in some kind of innocent mode where he didnât get the joke for a couple seconds until leaf made it painfully obvious. of course river laughed, felt his cheeks redden, though he could argue came with the cold, but he simply stepped forward and handed him the letter and the little paper flower. âyouâre a baby either way,â he teased, returning each kiss with his eyes closed, wishing each time it lasted longer than before. youâre my baby, he wanted to say, but a sudden wave of panic forced the words back into his throat, but he grabbed his face and kissed him deeply for a few seconds before moving back.Â
river fixed leafâs winter hat and opened the door for him before going around the driverâs seat. the car was already warm, so there was no need to wait for it to do so the second they were inside. river started the car, turned on the radio, and immediately went off on some spanish music station his father loved to hear. river was quick to turn the volume all the way down and laughed, looking at leaf as if he suddenly was way younger and absolutely smitten for the first time. âsorry about that- itâs my dadâs car after all,â he wrinkled his nose before slowly starting the drive towards the lodge. âi, uh-â have never been on a date, he thought of saying but once again he panicked. âiâm excited,â he said instead, and turned the knob of the volume back up, letting leaf choose the station instead.Â
river pulled over by a little shop in the lodge- the place was full of life already, and with the winter getting closer and closer, the sun was already halfway down, allowing the lights and decorations shine all across the lodge area. âuhm- have you ever made a gingerbread house?â river asked before getting out of the car. âi havenât.â he grinned, feeling almost childish about the activity he had chosen. he had also gotten a cabin for the night, but river did not want that moment to be the center of their day, so he kept it to himself for now. feeling a new wave of nerves, giddiness and almost nausea, river got out of the car and held his hand out for leaf when he opened the door for him. âletâs go inside before you freeze, baby.â
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annie couldnât help but think a little more now on the pros and cons of still living with her family; of course sheâd already thought about it enough times to wear a dent in the floor from all the included pacing, but adi was living the possibility, so it was a little different now hearing what he thought about it. then when he mentioned knowing she was only joking around, she set the dilemma aside and chuckled. âsorry, it was impossible not to tease you about it. it was the opportunity of a lifetime.â and then suddenly, living back with her family was looking slightly less appealing than it already was thanks to the possibility of them snooping into her personal life as well. âyikes.â annie couldnât help but grimace a bit. âthatâs⌠awkward as hell. iâm sure they mean well, but i donât think anyone wants to talk to their parents about that kinda stuff.â she hadnât entirely figured the whole sexuality thing out herself, but her dad was the last person sheâd want to have that discussion with. âwhere are they now?â she looked around as if expecting theyâd appear without warning, suddenly a bit worried about being pulled into such a discussion. âi can pretend to have a boyfriend or something if they start harping on you while iâm here?â
âwhat is that supposed to mean? i... i have a dating life, yeah?â he didnât or annie would know about it. he realized then he had not been on an actual date in over a decade- it was embarrassing, really. it had not even moved on from a single date, in fact. god- he was such a shame to this world. âyeah, itâs... itâs got its perks, but thatâs definitely not one of them. i canât stand it when they talk about grandkids either.â he faked a shudder going down his spine before shaking his head dramatically and laughing when his eyes met annieâs again. âmy parents? my dad is having a good day, so my mom took him for a little walk. the doctor says it helps his body to remember- in case he ever finds himself lost out there- his mind may forget, but his legs would take him back here. donât know if itâs true, but it doesnât hurt nobody,â adi sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. âdonât worry about it. they wonât say anything to your face. and iâll handle my mother when itâs over, so, no need to lie about anything. thank you though.â
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        valentine did have a reason for not having put a tree or decorations up , though as it seemed to have gone since the very first day they met , jude happened to do every single thing right . his unexpected gifting of the tree was perhaps the only way valentine would be able to accept the holidays back into his life so easily - and though valentine hadnât analysed it or over thought it and realised it just yet , he did already know that he was the luckiest in the world to have jude and this gesture . â thatâs for me ? â his massive grin was almost childlike , his energy matching merryâs as the dogâs tail wagged enthusiastically due to judeâs presence . â jude , i - youâre amazing . â he laughed softly as he admitted it , already stepping away to go fetch the bag of ornaments jude had told him about . once back with the bag , back inside of his cozy apartment ( that was now growing cozier due to judeâs presence and additions to the place ) he sat down next to the other man on the couch , feeling like he was buzzing from all of his overwhelming feelings and emotions . â can i make you a coffee ? or tea ? or cocoa ? â he asked , wanting so desperately to repay jude for this incredible thing he had just done . â and then we can decorate it . âÂ
âwell, who else would it be for?â jude responded with a little bit of a laugh himself. âi man, iâm sure merry will love it, but not sure if he knows what christmas actually is,â he laughed again, trying his best to recover his breath and his back, since carrying it up had taken a toll on him but it had been worth it to see the light in the otherâs eyes when he showed up. âmy apartment is too small for a tree- i had to put one up somewhere,â he explained, even though it had not been his motivation for it at all. he had noticed valentineâs mood lower since he knew about his husband- he figured it would be tough to spend the holidays on his own after something like that. he simply wanted to bring a little bit more cheer into his life. jude smiled, letting out a little sigh when he felt better after a few seconds- he recovered fast. âuh- itâs time for cocoa, isnât it? iâd say letâs go all in- do you have any Christmas music, or a radio or something? Thereâs this station playing Christmas music 24/7- iâll- iâll put up the lights in the meantime, yeah?â Jude grinned. He didnât want Christmas to pass without it being special one more year. Not when he was finally becoming comfortable with everything around him.
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             6/12   BRIENNE & TONY ( @hallowghoul )
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  the two were meant to head to the winter activities going ont his week together, but of course river is side - tracked. to tell the truth, so is kimo, though he doesnât show it as outwardly so. eyebrows furrow, not bothering to answer the question, nor look up at the potential festive earrings. â ha. â kimo says in waning amusement. â you wanna pierce them for me? that a kink of yours, riviera? â a beat goes by, fingers still guiding the countertop skateboard into a neat kickflip. â  are leafâs ears pierced? â
it only half occurred to him that kimo could be upset with him about something. or maybe he felt bad about something. maybe he felt like he was coming down with a cold? river could not stop thinking about it for a second there with absolute concern for his friend. âi mean- i would not say itâs a king, but i could. i worked at claireâs for a second there. are you scared of needles?â he asked, being totally serious about it. âleafâs?â he was taken aback. ânope- well, i donât know. i havenât noticed. why?â
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IKE scoffed upon the otherâs realization, mouth upturned into the smallest smile. âtrying not to look at my tits?â he repeated, eyebrows raised and doing his best not to let any laughter slip past his lips. âi could walk around in a yarmulke and people would still think iâm some kind of wasp.â he rolled his eyes, uncrossing his arms and removing that defensive glare he assumed before realizing the other had meant no harm. âunfortunately, hanukkah is over, and i donât know if my boss would let me hang up anything too religious. this time next year, though? you bring that over here and thisâll be the best decorated hanukkah storefront in-town. iâll bring in some dreidel stickers and itâll make all the bubbes go crazy.â ike shrugged. âstill, even though your timing isnât perfect on this one, youâre lucky the next jewish holiday isnât too far off. tell me, kid, do you even know what passover is?â
âi donât want to walk around with a hard-on,â he concluded, speaking oh so casually about it as only river could do. âi donât know what a yarmulke- did i say it right- i donât know what it is, but youâre hot, brother... iâm sorry. iâm just stating facts.â he grinned, he had just said a compliment. he wanted to be extra nice. âwhat? is it over? thatâs... i mean, itâs better than a single day of christmas, i guess, but thatâs a bummer.â he looked down, clicking his tongue for a moment there. âiâll make a mental note about it.â he grinned. he would forget, but he was sure seeing the slightest thing related to the holiday would bring it back to his mind. âuh- not really. i mean, i know itâs a thing, but...â he shook his head with a bit of shame. âmy dadâs a church going catholic- iâm not exactly well informed. iâm sorry.â
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STARTER FOR @ofkingsnqueensâ
   ali was skating on lake love thinking about the last script sheâd written â it had been a long time since she last actually worked on it, but every now and then, the blonde would tinker around it in her mind. she was so distracted thinking about her plotline that she didnât notice the snowy clump of ice on the lake, which promptly made her fall on her ass, her hands not doing much to soften the landing. âshit.â she hissed, suddenly noticing the familiar face that saw the whole thing go down. âif you so much as chuckle about this i will mess you up.âÂ
thalia knew she would regret to go ice skating with a new pair of skates, but her last pair were so torn out that she had no other option. she could have taken her brotherâs hockey skates, but she was sure she would end up on her ass before she could even take a breath. so now she was sitting in a small bench, trying to rest her feet from the soreness and people watching. she loved this time of the year so much, despite her family life and how much she didnât want to be with them. but there was something about the cold, the color scheme, the jackets, and... the people falling in front of her nose that she would never change for anything in life. she snorted before the other could speak, but she was up to try and give her a hand either way. âiâm sorry- i was just... it was perfect timing, thatâs all. are you alright?â
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the look in roryâs face is enough to cause her own lips to twist into a mischievous smile as she feeds off her innocence. âyouâre cute.â she hums as she moves to snag a rolled up joint from her black leather purse. pulling a hot pink lighter from her pocket she raises a finger as if to say âholdâ before lighting the joint and taking a soft puff. âlet me break your heart real quick.. delivery came and went fifteen minutes ago.. but.. iâm extending my lunch break and i think you should break habits for a day.â she explains as she takes one more puff of her joint before extending it out between two well painted fingertips. âwhatdâya say?â she purrs with a flutter of her eyelashes.
rory blinked with confusion. where did the compliment come from? she couldnât be sure. she was not even sure if it was an honest one, or something full of sarcasm. it was hard for the brunette to know when that happened- she had trust issues from the way her mother and sisters talked to her at home. âthanks...â she didnât make it a question, which was new for a change. âyeah, i figured that had happened,â she sighed, slapping her hands on her thighs out of frustration and almost standing up before she saw the otherâs extended hand, the joint at the end of it. it would not be her first time smoking, but it would be the first time away from home, where she could hide from embarrassing herself. âuhm...â rory looked around, as if she were about to do something forbidden, then pushed her hair behind her ears and took the joint. âsure-â she mumbled before taking a soft hit, which of course came followed by a cough fit.Â
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âi hope you arenât getting any crazy ideas.â just on his way to greet adi, mathew had seen two separate people fall over on the slopes, and each time he had taken a small pause to watch that they got up alright before letting out a breath. âtheyâre determined, at least.â everyone mustâve been feeling particularly adventurous this year⌠but, mathew had promised himself not to think too much about it while out; the avoidance had been surprisingly helpful so far. all he wanted to do was enjoy the cold weather with hot chocolate in hand and catch up with adi for a minute. âwhat do you think? is it foolish or commendable that people are trying the slopes obviously above their skillset?â
âcrazy ideas?â adi couldnât say he was even considering anything crazier than just sit under one of those standing fire places or whatever they were called, and laugh at the people rolling down the hill like every single winter special cartoon. it was a favorite pastime of his, he had to admit. âoh, you mean- like.. me going up there? ha! it would be a suicide to me. a fun one, for sure.â adi scoffed and took a sip of warm wine, so far the best thing to ever come from the lodge and every winter thing. âunless you got a defibrillator with you, then iâm down to try it out.â he smirked. he had no plans to move from his seat. âdepends. if itâs a young person, then itâs... definitely admirable. theyâre trying to better themselves. anyone past thirty-five, what the fuck are they doing?â he laughed softly. he knew he was not exactly old either, but even without his heart condition, he wasnât sure his hips and knees would hold after a fall.Â
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it wasnât like he wasnât used to the cold.. new york had been home for so many years that heâd grown accustomed to it; the costa family made their christmas trips to the swiss alps and he considered himself fairly good at snowboarding, even if he was as clumsy as they come. so when brienne had offered to head over to the lodge he wasnât opposed. pulling his winter jacket tighter around his frame he lingered by her side, eyes squinted a bit at the array of booths as the snow begun to fall around them.Â
itâd been a couple weeks since their first date and despite the familiarity and comfort she brought there was still a bit of nerve settled in his bones by her presence. âso whatâs first, huh? iâll admit right off the bat you wonât see me in skates..â he explained with a bit of a wince, eyebrows raised as a soft smirk lifts onto his lips.Â
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of course brienne was there too early. it always happened whenever she got nervous. not like she was unbearably nervous- well, maybe she was, but this time didnât have to do with how things would go with her and tony. they had proved each other that they could talk and have a good time, but would this count as a second date? neither of them had called it that way, at least not to one another, therefore brienne had no idea what this new meet up was. should they call it hanging out? was it a date? fuck- she really really should have asked first. usually she didnât have an issue being bold. brienne had always been upfront about what she wanted out of someone, but this time she couldnât be sure. back in the day she had avoided getting too close to people under the excuse that she never stayed too long in town, but she had been in shrike for seven years. she couldnât exactly use the same excuse.Â
grinning, brienne waved at tony the second she saw him arriving, then went back to warm up her hands on the mug of hot cider she got only a few minutes back. brienne immediately switched her insecurity for a layer of confidence with a side of cockiness, rolling her eyes at the other. âcome on! here i was thinking iâd get to see you being baby bambi and all that,â she grinned. âcome on! not even for like ten minutes? i even brought my own.â she did not realize when she moved a hand to the collar of his jacket, tugging from it playfully, but in such an intimate way... she had been acting on an impulse, and even though she noticed, she didnât move it away, only slid it to a gentle touch on his chest. âplease?âÂ
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              4/12   AURORA MILLERÂ
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A soft laugh came from Ryanne, âYeah, it feels like Christmas comes earlier and earlies each year. I think I heard Christmas music coming from the apartment next to mine the day after Halloween.â It wasnât the worst holiday, but it did bring a lot of extra stress to most, if not all, retail workers. She was already dreading the angry customers who waited until the very last minute to develop pictures for their Christmas cards. âRight? I always thought it sounded a little too threatening.â She replied, feeling at ease with the otherâs company. âIâm kinda just hoping the holidays fly by without any problems.â But that seemed unlikely in Shrike.
âi mean, if it makes people happy then so be it. but some places get christmas before even halloween passes, and thatâs not something i particularly like. i like halloween too much.â it was the one night a year where she allowed herself to let loose because she was sure nobody else would be around to bother her. âbut also... thatâs great- i just want this year to be done with. itâs been way too long,â rory sighed dramatically, her eyes widening as she remembered the attacks at the mall and every single drama started by her family. she wanted a fresh start- no, she needed it. âitâs creepy! like- iâm supposed to be excited for santa to come to town, not absolutely terrified?â she rolled her eyes. âyeah, me too. itâs been pretty calm lately, yeah?â it was almost eerie.Â
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   iâd like to keep my job. the sentiment makes lakeâs brows furrow. does rory work in the package room? lake realizes they have never met someone in packaging. lake wants to smile because they know the ability to help lies in their hands: keys. â like i said âŚÂ â lake starts, holding up their car keys now for rory to see. â they just left. â they wait, even - energy, to find something out about rory. would they go on the hunt for this oh - so important package or not?
rory found herself ten times more confused, which she found extremely unsettling. rory found it hard to trust people if she didnât feel comfortable around them within the first couple minutes of interaction. rory looked at the other for a few seconds before decided it was best to ignore whatever their intention was. she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. âwell, thank you. i heard you the first time.â she looked away and sat down on the curb, harboring the smallest hope on her delivery truck being late.Â
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        â funnily enough , adi , that is exactly my entire job description . â he said it jokingly , though really it was one of the biggest tasks given as a security guard . it was especially important for desi to try to keep mall employees and visitors safe nowadays , when they dealt with such genuine threats that could cause issue seemingly at any time any day . he was laughing again at adiâs words , only softly , only quietly , but genuinely . it felt nice to be around a friend who could take his mind off of the crushing pressure and exhaustion he felt , and desi found himself thinking about how he might like to keep adiâs company more often . there werenât many things that could make desi feel even a little bit better these days , so he was sure to cherish those things that could . â i think iâll take my chances . live life on the edge , or whatever they say nowadays . â
âoh, is it?â adi quirked a teasing eyebrow. âand here i thought it was going after kids who steal rings and earrings from claireâs and eat a donut every few hours...â he joked, breaking into a little laugh as he protected himself from any sort of shove or physical retaliation from the other. adi was too awkward to exist, but around people he trusted, he felt like he could be a little bit more himself than he even was at home. the version of adi his parents knew was slightly more serious, way more committed with his job, and some kind of charming gentleman. which was not exactly what adi would say about himself at all. âwell, alright. donât say i didnât warn you. but hey, iâll have a special made for you this week. so you look forward to it.â
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silvio could feel the sudden shift in river when he mentioned the attacks , and he didnât like it . obviously , he triggered something in him when bringing it up , since theyâve both been through one , but even with that , it was somewhat comforting to know he wasnât alone in this scenario . even though things between them were âŚ. difficult , you could say , but it still oddly tranquilizes him a bit to have the other there with him in a time like this . silvio thinks that if he got trapped in this closet all by himself , he would genuinely lose it . like , absolutely go insane . maybe itâs fate , or maybe theyâre both just very unlucky souls , but he canât deny that having him there is helping his panic attack . he wipes at his eyes , letting out an exasperated sigh . â i mean ⌠at least we have each other . i think ⌠i think i would die if this happened to me by myself . â he tries to catch his breathing , shutting his eyes and running his shaky hands past his face in a clearly frustrated manner . â iâm sorry . â he says , unsure of why heâs even apologizing as he breaks down again , more tears falling down his already soaked cheeks . â i ⌠iâm trying . i know ⌠i know youâre scared too , but iâi have your back . â as much as he could anyways . silvio was small , and pretty damn skinny , but he would put up a fight this time if it came down to it ( though obviously he hopes it doesnât ) . â what if ⌠what if we kick the door down with the broom ? â it was a weak idea , considering the broom looked like it would break in two just by being touched , but he was desperate at this point .Â
silvio had seen him mid panic attack, he remembered in that very moment. he had seen him losing his breath and pretending that it was all alright just like he was in this very moment, so silvio would know that river was, in fact, not calm at all about the situation. river rubbed his nose, a habit that came of so many years using and abusing substances that now it happened whenever he felt anxious or full of adrenaline for any reason. he moved his hand to his hair and looked up at silvio when he spoke again. âi- yeah, sure. i- youâre not alone indeed.â river smiled softly. if river had been alone, he probably would have ended up in a corner crying about life, thinking this would be the last four walls he would see. river was full of irrational thoughts multiple times a day. they kept him entertained, on his toes and very much hooked to marihuana and other substances. âdonât apologize, itâs fine. it happens.â river even managed to smile at the other before looking down at the floor himself. âiâm not.... iâm not scared, not really.â his voice sounded confident. he was a great liar. he was mainly uncomfortable, though. he couldnât stop thinking about what silvio was more nervous about- being locked up, or locked up with someone who tried to kiss him out of nowhere. he felt terrible for that still, could not even look at himself in the mirror to this day. river looked at the broom and just let out a little chuckle as he shook his head. âitâs a metal door- it wonât work, but if it would make you feel better we can try.â he looked up for a second. âsomeone has to come throw the trash away at some point, right? weâll be fine.â
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