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REBOOTING

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     ❝ when you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person that walked in. that’s what the STORM is all about. ❞

multimuse rp blog

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Hey all! so long story short, i’ll be starting a year long tour soon and i’m trying to figure out which muses to keep or if i should create a multi muse so i can still write !

if you can vote for the muse(s) you’d write with from my list that’d be great! thanks

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hiya, i don’t wanna just abandon any of my roleplay accounts but just fyi. i officially signed a year contract with a touring theater yesterday, so i’m not sure how much free time i’ll have to physically be on my computer (also in the process of getting a new laptop) so... that’s my life update if anyone was wondering lol

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to her, janis was not making any sense. why would anyone even joke about her being their girlfriend? especially another girl. but for some reason, that word clicked right in her mind. despite being completely sure that she was not anyone's girlfriend. and suddenly she’s getting defensive. “of course i’m not normal. i’m far from normal, i’m a freakin’ plastic!”

“and what’s with all this girlfriend garbage. you’re actually a lesbian.” ignorant cady has returned. “you don’t ave to make up shit. if you wanted to ask me out, just do it.” though a mischievous grin is playing on her features.

There it is, a break in demeanor. That’s what she wanted, what she hoped, but Cady wasn’t immediately fessing up for the awful joke, her eyes turned soft and confused, and Janis knew what she was going to say before she said it.

“Caty– Caty I’m your girlfriend.” Janis explained with a sureness in her tone, yet a weakness was there, the realization that all this was really happening seeping into her words. Janis chest felt hollow at the realization– she was just so damn confused. “Just- how? You were with me last night, you were fine, normal, and now.. now..”

Janis felt disconcerted. She felt like reality was crumbling, and she couldn’t understand why. Suddenly her life felt like sand through her fingers, and she was trying to desperately find a handhold to keep everything where it was supposed to be, to find something familiar to ground herself again.

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Reblog if your ask is always open.

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I hate all my friends girlfriends (and some of the boyfriends).... and I feel guilty about it

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Someone come tell my cast it’s okay that I’ve never been on a date and don’t know how to kiss because I feel hardcore judged

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I crave The Prom bootleg with Izzy McCalla

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god that look. she’d never seen that before. not even aaron samuels looked at her that way. it made her melt. it made her want to tell, whoever this girl was, that she knew who she was. but she didn’t. and in this case, a lie was not a good idea. 

she’s joking on words. that look made her weak. for a second, she was speechless. she’d opened her mouth, but no words came out. she was grateful she’d sent regina and the others away. she might have been booted out of the plastics just for this hesitation.

“i’m sorry.” cadys eyes are quickly starting to water. that’s not good, she still hasn’t learned the magic of water proof mascara yet and if these turn to tears her face will soon be stained with black streaks below her eyes. “you seem so-- please tell me who you are.” did the word please really just come out of the mouth of a plastic? cady was toast now.

Janis took a long breath, watching the three others walk off after a unsure moment. Just having their eyes off her and Cady helped, even Karen and Gretchen who, last she checked, weren’t half bad after their friend groups merged. Now they all seemed standoff-ish to her presence.

“I want you to knock it off,” Janis said firstly, collecting herself from all this weirdness.

Janis still looked hurt, but her voice had solidified and her normal attitude returned. She was just so confused– Cady was acting like a Plastic again, and the other three didn’t recognize her, either.

It wasn’t Janis, though. She was the same, as she always was, with her ripped shirts and netted tights, her oversized jacket and bold makeup. She felt the same as she did last night. Cady and the other three? Something isn’t right here.

“Do you really not know who I am? This better not be some fucking joke, Caty, I swear.” Her tone was warnful, but her eyes were soft, looking at her girlfriend.

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generate a girlfriend here and tag this with what kind of girlfriend you got

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Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

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Why is it so difficult to find someone I can just throw pairing ideas at and they’ll write them with me (and I’d do the same). I have so many things I wanna do but don’t even bother rip

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Freaky Friday (2003) dir. Mark Waters

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Maintaining this damn friendship is so hard. On one hand I wanna be honest, but on the other hand I don’t want to feel guilty.