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they didn’t gaf about my PEPCID (which is also a medication i’ve never been prescribed before because last time i had a GP/PCP zantac hadn’t been banned yet) which isn’t even a daily prescription meaning it’s not a daily problem like ? i mean thanks for the Pepcid i guess but…

they did try to pull some shit with my birth control but evidently my already established treatment plan protected me because they approved that shit immediately after the unnecessary prior authorization request but like if i’m not allowed to get new problems diagnosed and treated bc i’m poor i’m gonna be frothing with rage

i’m gonna murder the US Government if my fucking Drysol prescription isn’t approved

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i’m gonna murder the US Government if my fucking Drysol prescription isn’t approved

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i am regretting so many things. oh my god. like why am i always so blasé about the possibility of my actions to have repercussions until i’m facing the repercussions of my actions? i should know better by now…

like i can’t even say this was an impulse control issue, i knew how this was going to go when i went into it and gave it consideration, i just didn’t care. i really just always am like “whatever, it’s not a problem right now, sounds like a problem for future me” until i am future me and then i have to question why i act like this

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has anyone else noticed how we’ve been living in hell for a while now or is it just me

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or better yet maybe just like. get rid of your mold. but i know that this can be asking a lot of some people

i’m sorry but if you have a significant amount of mold in your shower and fridge you should consider that when inviting someone to come stay over for a week. like i can’t say i don’t want to stay at your home for a week because i’m grossed out by your mold because that would be insensitive and i feel like the consideration should go both ways… like just don’t put me in a position where i have to either tell you i’m scared of your mold or buck up and pretend that the mold doesn’t bother me. please.

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i’m sorry but if you have a significant amount of mold in your shower and fridge you should consider that when inviting someone to come stay over for a week. like i can’t say i don’t want to stay at your home for a week because i’m grossed out by your mold because that would be insensitive and i feel like the consideration should go both ways… like just don’t put me in a position where i have to either tell you i’m scared of your mold or buck up and pretend that the mold doesn’t bother me. please.

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ladies if the thought of spending a week in his apartment fills you with dread because you don’t like giving up access to a clean shower and functional kitchen do not fuck him again men get delusional when you let them cum he will somehow forget that he lives like a pig and excitedly expect you to want to spend all of his extra off days with him in his disgusting abode and not even let you know early enough for you to take two showers just to get in like a somewhat optimal amount of calming shower time where you’re not clinging to the wall trying not to touch the fucking mold and want to cry when you get out because you don’t really want to dry your feet with the same towel as your body because you’ve been standing in moldwater but if you don’t dry your feet you’ll pick up a ton of unidentifiable floor grit

this is, of course, all my fault… but i may have thought with my pussy and made a grave mistake

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this is, of course, all my fault… but i may have thought with my pussy and made a grave mistake

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crazy that there’s ppl who have me blocked as if i’m not the most chillest white girl in the world

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gen ai relies on slavery?????

To label the training data

Grok specifically is poisoning the people of Memphis with people claiming the air there smells Iike nail polish remover

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"these researchers published a paper on something that literally any of us could have told you 🙄" ok well my supervisors wont let me write something in my thesis unless I can back it up with a citation so maybe it's a good thing that they're amplifying your voice to the scientific community in a way that prevents people from writing off your experiences as annecdotal evidence

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the person that you could’ve been or the life you could’ve lived isn’t real. it’s an illusion and a fantasy that only exists in your head. all you have is here and now

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i sometimes think about how apparently nobokov like, hated writing lolita and tried to destroy the manuscript several times and i’m like bro no one asked you to write it though…? but i guess his wife kept him from destroying the manuscript so maybe she did. idk.

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Untitled #1, 2011

Petrina Hicks

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in case you're wondering what the greatest AMV of all time is, it's this one from 2008.

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The whole "you're not valid/disabled unless you're diagnosed" is evil and it is killing people. A diagnosis does not make you disabled. Your disability makes you disabled.