ohhhowwrongwewere

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but can I really call it a thigh gap if my water bottle doesn’t accidentally slip in it?

[ohhhowwrongwewere]

Yeah, I’ve been around and I’ve seen it all

[ohhhowwrongwewere]

The next few months of my life I’m dedicating to becoming the skinniest, hottest, smartest, prettiest and kindest version of myself that there is.

[ohhhowwrongwewere]

um how do i get skinny by tomorrow

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FASTS: doesn’t feel hungry all day, full of energy, doesn’t even think about food

EATS 3 NORMAL MEALS A DAY: hungry as hell, can’t stop obsessing over food, feels like shit

does anyone feel like this too or is it just me???

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ways my life is 1000% better after losing weight

I get so many freakin compliments it’s crazy

my popularity went way up

I have like, a billion friends who I love

I look good in clothes

I’m sooo much more confident

I look forward to the dressing room when shopping because I lost 5 inches off my waist

I can eat without getting The Look from my family

I wear cute clothes

I’m not suicidal and I’m less depressed

I’m just so, so much happier!

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concept: walking around your own apartment in nothing but shorts and a lacey bralette, drinking coffee, a face mask on.

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Reasons to keep at it and not give in:

People will notice

You’ll be able to look cute in oversized hoodies and sweatshirts and jackets

People will pick you up and comment on how light you are

s/xs sizes will be too big for you

You’ll look cute in bathing suits during the summer

You won’t have to spend as much money on food

When people take offguard photos you wont lool terrible

You can do your hair however you want

It’ll be easier to take pics of yourself because you won’t have to make yourself look skinny

You really will be treated differently

You’ll be able to see your bones

You’ll be able to wear shorts and crop tops and not look bad

It won’t be easy and it won’t happen overnight but keep at it and you’ll get what you want.

Feel free to add more if you have more

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Anyone wanna move in with me and punch me in the face every time I try to eat??

I’ll pay

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the feeling of lightness, looking so fragile yet delicate.

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I forget that people without eating disorders do not think that 500 calories is a lot

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Someone: why aren’t you eating?

Me: I’m not hungry

Someone: but your stomach is growling

Me: that bitch? She fucking lies

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Eating disorder logic

- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints