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Self care is wanting to kill yourself but not doing it

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HOW IS HE SO FUCKING HOT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Saviour will be there, when you are feeling alone …

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i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough i’m not enough

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an angel

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i had a dream last night

that you just showed up at my place

no calls

no texts

no warning signs

you wore that smile

the one made just for me

like you knew i had been sat there waiting

for you to show up and tell me it was all real

that a love like ours doesn’t just die like that,

and that you never should’ve let me go,

how you should’ve told me to stay

for you

and us.

but i woke up to the left side of my bed

emptier than before

and i realized that you didn’t ask me to stay

and that you won’t come searching for me.

not like that.

not ever.

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Modern heartbreak is “read at 9:13 p.m.” when it’s 9:40. it’s unliked photos, it’s blocking and unblocking and blocking and unblocking. modern heartbreak is sick with being watched, it’s breakups playing out on twitter feeds, it’s unfollowed unfollowed unfollowed. it’s a broken jaw, it’s screenshotted photos that shouldn’t have been saved, it’s screenshotted texts meant for one person only. it’s seeing your ex lover with their new one, watching their lives playing out like yours didn’t, it’s phones thrown into bedroom walls when their profile changes from single to in a relationship. it’s snapchat stories to make that one person jealous because it feels like without them you’re nothing, it’s that one story expiring before they see it because they don’t give a fuck about you now and you know it, it’s deleting their contact info but wanting it tattooed on the back of your hand in case you ever want to call, it’s messy it’s messy it’s messy it’s so fucking messy because everyone fucking sees it and it never goes away.

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