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You know, I just want to have a job so I can go out and come back whenever as I please. I want to go to places just to explore countries as I want.
Have as many packets of ramen, kimchi and sushis as I want. I want to buy myself as many chocolates as I please. I want to buy myself flowers from time to time. I want to make in game purchases as I wish. I want to go on long drives late at night.
I want to buy the latest iPhone and gadgets that come out. I want to buy branded makeup. I want to have red wine during cold winter nights. I want to buy an espresso machine. I want to walk on the streets without judgement. I want to wear pretty clothes, cottage core! Sometimes sexy. I want to buy Netflix subscription every month. I want to have a vanity table. I want to have a house with a beautiful view. I want to own a nice car.
I want to have a bookshelf of my own. I want to love myself. That's all I want. I want such a fucking simple life yet I feel like I'm going nowhere with this.
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Love Unholyc Walkthrough
Season 3 | Destiny.
William Route
Day 11
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0:32
Silent night
Visual Novel: Eater, William
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I have no intention of letting Liam go either. +William
I´m sorry I can´t embrace you sadness. +Eater
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(But I havce to be cool-headed at times like these.) +William
(I should speak nicely so Eater doesn´t get hurt...) +Eater
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That I can´t believe everything in this situation.
That Liam and I are finally... In that... Relationship. +William
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You´re not just going to go, are you? +William
I don´t want to sleep alone tonight.
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07:00
I can´t understand
Visual Novel: William
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Is it perhaps because you want to spend more time with me? +William
No way, Liam. Did you fail to sleep all night and came to wake me up at this time?
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(Thank William.)
(Tell William off.) +William
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Hi! Are you with Leo and Sol? +William
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It´s a relief you all don´t look different from usual!
How are you all? +William
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Nothing happened. Nothing. At. All
It´s just... Apart from feeling a bit disturbed, nothing happened. +William
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I´m the one that´s anxious...!
Anxious, about what? +William
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Okay, I will. Thank you guys! +William
Liam has three new friends that think about him like this...!
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08:52
A poor man
Chat room: Jung Hi, Sol, Leo
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11:28
Visit VS Interruption
Chat room: Jung Hi, William, Leo, Sol
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13:44
Dirty room
Visual novel: William
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I was thinking about Liam.
Because William is more good looking than usual today. +William
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You couldn´t because you were up all night worrying about me?
Did you think of something scary at night? +William
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Crying in front of the door?
Finding a way to save me?
Housework? +William
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14:26
Why did she do that?
Chat room: William
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No, I´m just thinking.
It´s something Liam doesn´t need to know about. +William
What was Liam doing.
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How did you know?! +William
Don´t you dare try to read my mind.
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Maybe she didn´t want to miss him again.
Maybe she wanted to show him pretty self? +William
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Dinner already?! +William
Uhm... Roasted fish!
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16:39
Belated realization
Visual Novel: William
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I was thirsty.
...I think I´m a bit nervous. +William
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We both like each other. +William
We´re both Unholycs.
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(Run to William and apologize.) (any option is fine)
(Send a message to William.) (any option is fine)
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18:40
The man named William
Visual Novel: William
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I think there´s too much and I should organize...! +William
No... Nothing...!!
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18:43
What was that just now?!
Chat room: William
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What was that just now?!?! +William
No! Liam can go first!
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No way! +William
Uhm... A little?
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There was so much dust in my room, and it went into my eyes. +William
...How did you know that I cried?
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I do have something to say... (any option is fine)
You call this enough?! (any option is fine)
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My heart isn´t ready...!! (any option is fine)
I´m planning to say that tomorrow! (any option is fine)
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Okay, I promise. +William
You never know what happens.
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20:11
I´m here, my dear
Visual Novel: Eater
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You should have told me if you´re here...! +Eater
How did you come here? +William
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I´m sorry, Eater. Please go back now. +William
Eater, I think this is different from what we promised. +Eater
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What are you talking about? I´m not going anywhere! +William
Where´s the house for the two of us? +Eater
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No, I know. +William
I´m sorry, for not knowing. +Eater
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22:23
The smell of respiration
Visual Novel: William
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Yeah, he came to see me. +William
Nothing happened!!
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Why, why are you smelling my hair? +William
I-it tickles...! Stop it...!
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(Nod.) +William
(Resist.)
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S-stop...!! (any option is fine)
W-wait...!! (any option is fine)

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Love Unholyc Walkthrough
Season 3 | Destiny.
William Route
Day 10
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1:36
Rattling Destiny
Visual Novel: Eater, Jung Hi, Sol, Leo
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I won´t leave you alone if you hurt Liam...!! +William
You... Weren´t you sad? Hi, Leo, and Sol. They were all your colleagues. +Eater
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Did the three of us ever drink tea like this before by any chance? +William
Has Eater ever come to this house before, by any chance? +Eater
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It´s alright. I´ll watch it fine! +William
Eater´s right. You have to embrace even the difficult memories for you to grow. +Eater
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08:03
Visual Novel: A Small Rest
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You should worry about yourself, and not the village. +William
Don´t be curious about what´s not important. +Eater
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Seeing how you ask about him, looks like you don´t quite approve of the king. +William
You always seem to think about the king when you´re with me. +Eater
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11:28
Death of the King
Visual Novel: Leo, Sol, Jung Hi, Eater
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Was my past so terrible?
Don´t you want to be friends with me anymore? +Eater
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(Slap her awake.)
(Call her name.) +Eater
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Not good... +Eater
You have the same eyes as I do. +Eater
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13:41
The Morning After the Night
Visual Novel: Eater, Leo, Jung Hi, Sol
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I don´t know his ways +Eater
If you wish.
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We should hurry. +Eater
No.
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Don´t cry! +Eater
Live with me.
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16: 32
Thee
Visual Novel: Eater, Chaser, William, Rosé
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It is as thou wished. Why doth thee not rejoice more? +Eater.
Doth thee feel like escaping with me now?
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True. How else would you reach the king´s toes, even, without that much effort? +Eater.
What miserable weapons. Only lies?
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The promise we made as king to king. Make sure to keep it. +Eater
If you don´t keep this promise, I will find you even in death.
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18: 56
Waves of Memories
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You actually want to trust me? +Eater
You actually don´t want to be enemies with anyone? +William
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Don´t you not find it bothersome to go through trouble because of me? +William
Why are you so kind to me? +Eater
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There´s no need to be ashamed. I have fun talking about things I like. +William
It was nice because I got to feel hoe warmhearted you are. +Eater
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20:08
Mean Scaling
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21:28
Tomb of Memories
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It´s so sad and distressing that I can´t voice it out loud. +Eater
I finally found out about everything, so... it was rather relieving. +William
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So, Liam used his unique ability twice because of me? +William
Did you use your ability at another time that I don´t know about?
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Do you mean... That you were always by my side? +Eater
Eater, you´re too exaggerative...
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22:26
The two men who died that day
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Where are you going? +Eater
Alright, but Liam will come too. +William
Alright.
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Eater, I thought that you killed Chaser...!!
Then, Eater... Have you continued to fight Chaser from then on to now? +Eater
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(Continue speaking to Eater.) +Eater
(Reply to William.) +William
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23:49
What Chaser left behind
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Eater. +Eater
William. +William
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Blocking William and Eater.
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It´s so cold... +Eater
My body is too hot... +William
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No...! Both of you, stop!!
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Love Unholyc Walkthrough
Season 3 | Destiny. William route
Day 9
00: 02
Morning and William
Visual novel: William, Eater, Chaser
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But where´s Eater + Eater
So… Was Liam really a king? + William
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Liar. You tell me that I ´have to eat, or that I ´have to empty my trash.
Liam… was like that in the past too, right? Always letting me do what I want. + William
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If Liam tells me not to. I won´t.
Yeah, it´s related to me. +William
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1: 32
Jealousy or Conspiracy
Visual Novel: William, Chaser
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That´s love.
Why do you think that love is unique only to humans? +William
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Coincidence? You jest…!
You seem to like coincidences? +William
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Are those pieces of information all abtained by ´coincidence´?
Keep going. +William
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06: 56
New member
Visual Novel: William, Rosé, Sol, Zenon. |
It´s all for my Lady. +William
Somehow… Something doesn´t feel right.
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Open the door. (any option is fine)
Do not open the door. (any option is fine)
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12: 00
Invasion
Visual Novel: William, Chaser.
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Yes, I did miss you… Is that what you want me to say? +William
Rather than just missing you, there was something I wanted to try.
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You act like you would be in big trouble if you don´t put that cookie inside my mouth.
I do not lay hands on Lady Mir´s possessions. +William.
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Go inside the blanket.
Put the blanket over her.
Lead her out of the bed. +William
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13:04
Unsudden Betrayal
Visual Novel: William, Rosé, Sol
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Rosé, we´re in the middle of a meeting. Read the room.
Even if she is born again a hundred times, she will never be my slave. +William
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Oh well, it sounds like someone I don´t know.
That… Doesn´t feel quite bad? +William
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15:48
The Start of a Very Long Night
Visual Novel: William, Zenon, Eater
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Could it be… That you just helped me? +Eater
You… Would do as you like even if i´m unconscious, right?
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Were you two friends in the past
Were you two allies in the past? +Eater
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I agree with Sol.
She´s not a queen or such. +Eater
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17:17
A Nightmare Starring You
Visual Novel: Eater, Jung Hi, Sol, Leo
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(Do not reply)
We´re taking her. +Eater
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We´re going somewhere bright soon.
I did +Eater
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19: 39
The Night Pub
Visual Novel: Eater, Sol, Jung Hi, Sol
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(Let her mistake them for being kidnappers.) +Eater.
(Explain that we´re not the kidnappers.)
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Loosen up. Anyone can see that you´re on William´s side. +William
Don´t worry. They´ll die even if you´re not angry. +Eater
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Shut up.
If you wish to die right now, I´ll kill you right now. +Eater
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20:18
The Two People, the Meeting.
Visual Novel: Jung Hi, Sol, Eater, William
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You have many friends too. +Eater.
Well, you never know. +William
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They went to look around. +Eater.
Do you think that´s important? +William.
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Because I was undressed until just now. +William.
Do you have the right to say that to me? +Eater
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21: 00
Surrender.
Visual Novel: William, Zenon, Attendant, Rosé
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There´s no way my Lady won´t like whatever I do. +William.
How dare you try to placate me using my Lady as an excuse.
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I´ll let you off easy since it´s your first time lying to me.
I should reward you for being so loyal. +William.
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Was it your brain that was kidnapped and not you, my Lady? +William.
If you wished that I wouldn´t worry, why didn´t you say so in advance?
Yes, very. So much that I wanted to die.
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22:45
Reason for Affection
Visual Novel: William, Eater, Sol, Leo
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Have you continuosly interacted with Eater so far?
Looks like you had a good time while I was gone. +William.
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Still. It was too mean for you to let that man misunderstand.
Tell me exactly. That you spent time willingly with man to save me. +William
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You too are my people.
Because my Lady doesn´t want that. +William
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23:59
The Night Inside the Water
Visual Novel: William
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It is no comparision to how dirty I am. +William
Yes, a bit.
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You just need to like it at times like this.
You can´t not like it now. +William
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What you want is what I want.
Do you think I would go to the end? +William
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Finding Peace
I have tried to hold on to grudges but whenever I do, I’m always just very upset with the world and everything. So it never really works out well for me. So I always try to forgive people even if they never really ask for it. It just gives me peace of mind and clarity. What would really come out of vengefulness? Just negative emotions and hatred. I think a lot of people would not agree with me but this is my personal way of handling things. Instead of hating them blatantly, I choose to understand them. That gives me a lot of happiness. So whatever happens in life, whether if I ever make up with that person or not, I will always find peace knowing that I came out of that relationship with only positive things. I try to deal with things alone as it gives me time to make up my own judgement. Talking with other people about relationships of any kind, only ruins everything. We’re all humans, and of course we’re very flawed creatures in general. I have so much love and affection to give, but if I continue to find flaws in the people I’m about to give to, how will I ever love them? Overanalyzing every little thing they do will only harm the relationship. So I removed myself from social interactions. As embarrassing as it is, I don’t even know the people around me. Be it school or my neighborhood. I did not bother because I already had so many people that I cared about. But I did not see the things that I needed to see. A relationship, of any kind, can fall apart any day. And that is the most natural thing. I lost faith in humanity and tried to look at my flaws. Needless to say I was devastated. I did not like nor hate myself. Whether I am a good person or not, does not matter. I always have to love myself. So I have embraced myself as I am. I looked at people around me without interacting with them. They all love themselves. If I keep hating myself just because of my failure at continuing relationship with people and getting them to love me back, how will anyone else love me? Although I plan on living my life alone, I really value human relationships. I only look at the ground or up in the sky. So I can avoid reality. I have been escaping my own thoughts. I only looked in the past. Or future. Before university, I thought I would find people in university. Live the life I have been wanting to live. But that didn’t happen because of my pessimism. Now I think how to get out of here and get a job and THEN find enjoyment in life. But how will I enjoy then, if I don’t do it now? So, I think I will try to appreciate the small things in life more from now on. And I want to make more friends. If you happened to read the whole thing, please feel free to talk to me. I want to make more friends and enjoy life when it lasts. And if we ever stop being friends, that’s okay. Nothing lasts forever. I just want to share my small life with people around me. Hehe ^^
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Thoughts 04-04-2023
Well.. It’s a sad day. I wanted to feel happy lol. But guess that’s too much to ask. My father might get arrested tomorrow. I wanted to attend the exam in peace. But guess that’s not gonna happen. I’ll have to attend the exam alone, without a phone. I wonder what it’s like to go out without a phone and a real connection. When I’ll be alone on the streets, I’ll only be a person. No identity, no home, no help. Just me and my clothes, and some books perhaps. Many people live their lives with lesser things than this and they survive. They don’t have money nor an actual identity and the entire world is their home with practically no family or relatives. Yet they survive on their own. Did they choose a life like that? Of course not. I have no disability. I have an actual identity. I am accepted by the society. I am a member of it. And a valuable one at that. Sure, I might have lost a few friends here and there, but it ended on a mutual note. Fall outs happen all the time. Did I keep contact with the people from my school days? No. I willingly left the groups myself. And I was asked to join back, too. Although I was misunderstood and misjudged, I believe my ex friends are definitely nice people. And I am too. The information I shared with them won’t get leaked to other people or used against me. I won’t either. So it was pretty good. Besides, who says friendships have to last forever? We can expect it to last for a lifetime, but think about it this way, I didn’t necessarily lose them. We simply had different beliefs and views. And that’s okay. Also, I had good times with them when it lasted. So it’s all good. I can always go back and make new friends. This is really the bare minimum. That’s true. But I have the privilege to choose what I want to do and what I don’t want to do. Some people stay in toxic friendships just because they want to survive. No one’s able to pressure me into things. I’m simply living life. Isn’t that wonderful? It is. There are definitely a lot of obstacles though. But I believe in God. He has given me so much. I can enjoy normal days like this. I have people to complain to. I don’t have to force myself into friendships or relationships. And even at the age of 22, I don’t have to make money and my future is pretty secured. I won’t have to find a partner, my folks can look for it. Even if I don’t work a day in my life, I’ll still live a relatively good life. So I’m not scared. I don’t have any disabilities. Life sucks, a lot of bad things happened, but I can protect myself now. Even if my parents kick me out one day, I have a place to call home now. My university. I can always make money. And live on my own. I can just leave today and never come back. My bestfriend will definitely support me. So, I have no fear or worries. I have my life figured out. I don’t really need high CG, as I just want to work for the foreign ministry. With my ability I’m sure it can come true. So.. what was I saying? I was simply stating some facts. To make myself feel better. And it worked. I don’t feel pressure anymore. In fact, I feel better than ever. See? This is what I was talking about. Going alone tomorrow might have its benefits. So let’s just hope I’ll be able to finish my syllabus today and get some rest before going to uni. Anyways, good night to me~!
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