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text || olivia

Mark: Uh. Deffo a pysch ward.

Mark: I don't think they need to know that they aren't working anymore, they figure that out.

Mark: I don't know, no one believes me when I tell them he is real and I talk to him because he is dead.

Olivia: If that happened, Sebastian would make sure it was top range, right?

Olivia: If you tell them though, they might lower the dose and be sure you're medication is right for you.

Olivia: Sometimes we think people are there because it's something we can focus on that's not our own problems.

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text || olivia

Mark: But even if they don't send me away to jail, I could go somewhere else. This isn't the first thing that has happened, a lot of things have been going on and I am on stronger meds but they aren't working.

Mark: I think so. I didn't even take it, I swear Jason did it. Apparently dead people can't steal things for vegans?

Mark: Right.

Olivia: Psych ward? Like what? I really need to make sure I set time aside to check in on you. But maybe you should go to a doctor and tell them that the stronger meds aren't working.

Olivia: I see. Maybe you thought it was him and because you thought it- you did it subconsciously?

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text || olivia

Mark: That's what Seb keeps saying but what if they find out my old job?

Mark: It was some like leather thing, I don't know. Why would I steal something made out of a cow? No one understood that though.

Mark: I would have been fine if I hadn't of gone a little bit New Jersey on the whole thing.

Olivia: It doesn't matter- because your bipolar could have still been effecting you then, you just weren't diagnosed. But even then they shouldn't judge anything before your diagnosis. Bipolar can change a lot in you.

Olivia: Was it more then $50? Something tells me they don't understand vegans, or if they did- they might have thought you were making some kind of stand about it.

Olivia: I think that a lot of the time about stuff, it's in our blood though.

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text || olivia

Mark: I imagined a dead person hanging out with me and got caught stealing.

Mark: I don't remember doing it but it all got a bit out of hand and I got defensive when the police turned up.

Olivia: Oh Mark. They shouldn't be able to throw you into jail because honestly, that wasn't your fault. You have an illness that compromises your judgement, they have to take that into consideration.

Olivia: Also what did you steal? Because if it's a t-shirt then the police and the court need to sort out their priorities.

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text || olivia

Mark: I feel like I should tell you.

Mark: There is a slight chance I might be going to jail or something tomorrow.

Olivia: I know we haven't spoke in a little while. But I didn't think you would turn to a life of crime.

Olivia: What happened and why might you be going to jail?

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text // mark

Mark: Still, be careful. Blaine taught me a lot about all that stuff when I started dating Seb.

Mark: Good girl.

Olivia: If it soothes your worries, I have an implant too so there's a really big chance that it won't happen.

Olivia: :)

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text // mark

Mark: Uh huh. So were me and Ari.

Mark: Are you sure?

Olivia: We use protection, I promise.

Olivia: I'm sure, I'm a big girl- I can get over douchebags like him.

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text // mark

Mark: Alright, just use protection.

Mark: Want me to ask my parents to send someone to see to him? I can do that you know.

Olivia: Don't worry, I will. I'm too young for a baby right now.

Olivia: No.. no, it's fine. I'm- over it.

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text // mark

Mark: Mhm.

Mark: Yes.

Mark: Alright, alright. But I have seen all this before. Call me when you want a best man.

Mark: Both. Was he nice to you? Or a dick?

Olivia: We're not going to get married, he's just my friend. We sometimes sleep together, but that's it, I swear.

Olivia: Well-.. he was nice until I found out that he never wanted anything from me other than sex as a little bit on the side. He played with my heart.

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text // mark

Mark: She's so pretty.

Mark: I am very good at meat picking.

Mark: Oh really? Because I know just how much it sucks to be friends with benefits with someone.

Mark: Fuck, Olivia. You little minx. Is it bad I am proud? Am I meant to be concerned?

Olivia: That she is.

Olivia: Is that a euphemism.

Olivia: Really. I mean, I'm happy being his friend. The benefits are nice, but you know I don't need them. I'll be happy to just go back to being friends.

Olivia: Am I a minx because it was my college professor? Or because he was married? No need to be concerned though, it was shit. But I'm fine.

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text // mark

Mark: We are very, very close.

Mark: Oh, no. I found the best one though so it was special.

Mark: And Seb hadn't done anything with anyone when he met me, things change.

Mark: Wait, what? A guy did that to you?

Olivia: It seems that way.

Olivia: Well it's good to know that you can still pick out prime meat even though you don't eat it.

Olivia: I'm pretty happy with being his friend though, the arrangement we have is a good one.

Olivia: Yeah. College professor. Didn't find out until his wife walked in on us.

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text // mark

Mark: I think she does.

Mark: I guess. True that. He had steak on his birthday though.

Mark: Huh. I stayed at Seb's from the first day I met him and didn't go home because I didn't sleep well on my own, so don't deny that you two are gonna be all married and shit.

Olivia: Good, because anyone who get's to be that close to you is very lucky.

Olivia: That's fancy, I'm guessing you didn't join in on that though?

Olivia: We;re not going to get married, he's in the military, he doesn't do relationships. And I have stayed away from them since the last fling I had was with a guy who didn't tell me he was married.

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text // mark

Mark: She's my favourite.

Mark: Perks of being Italian, I guess. Exactly. He doesn't mind it, I let him have non-vegan things if he wants though. He doesn't mind it.

Mark: Ahhh, I see. So when do you move in?

Olivia: Then I hope she knows how lucky she is.

Olivia: Or just having really good hair genes. That's true love right there, the mix between vegan and non vegan.

Olivia: I'm not moving in, we're just friends. I also don't like being alone sometimes- so, I stay with him.

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text // mark

Mark: You do. Ari's is more comforting though because we have a whole other type of friendship, if that makes sense.

Mark: It's my favourite and now my hair is so soft because I don't use 2 in 1 anymore. We share everything. He only buys vegan things now so we can save space.

Mark: He stays over a lot?

Olivia: Yay! But no, I get that. You two are really close and have a very close bond. I get it.

Olivia: You do have the fluffiest hair, I'll give you that. More reasons for me to want to stroke it now though, but that's probably a good idea, no need to stock up two lots of stuff now.

Olivia: No, not really. I mean, if anything I stay at his place quite a lot.

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text // mark

Mark: Me too.

Mark: Ari just smells really nice, but in a different way to Seb. We share hair stuff now though so we both have the same hair scent. Which is odd to say when you think about it. It’s coconut.

Mark: You guys share shampoo too?

Olivia: I've got to ask, do I smell nice? I mean- not straight after work, because I'm guessing I don't smell wonderful then. But on a normal day. It's cute, and coconut is a good smell. I think it's nice that you share things like that.

Olivia: Only when he stays over here.

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insta // hunter

huntorbehuntedclarington: Perhaps you needed it then.

oliviahart: I probably did, and you probably did too. It's a shame you didn't get it because someone woke you up.

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insta // hunter

huntorbehuntedclarington: It was different not to be up early, i'll admit.

oliviahart: See. But it was nice too, I think that's the first lie in I've had since Hawaii.