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Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

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I hate mentally healthy people sometimes

Stop lecturing me on how to cope with my mental illness, you're not experiencing it, you don't understand

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feeling like this song

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i MUST stop feeling like this all my close friends have much more terrible problems than me why the fuck am i feeling like shit just because i couldnt make it to the top third in a competition its not like end of the world or smt why am such a drama queen

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me when im not actually better at something i thought i was than most people around me which means i fucking suck and need to throw myself off a bridge.

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i hate needing 2 seek reassurance

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[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

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i’m giving her bracelets all the time!! do you think she’s getting the hint that i’d kill myself for her:3

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Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

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Me after the self sabotage works

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This jirai wishes to be a child again but with a different/better childhood

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LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME PLEASE I FEEL SO EMPTY GIVE ME ATTENTION TALK TO ME PRAISE ME PERCEIVE ME ANYTHING LET ME FEEL ADORED PLEASE I WANT TO FEEL LIKE GOD HIMSELF RIGHT NOW PLEASE LOOK AT ME I BEG YOU I’LL KILL MYSELF IF IM NOT LOOKED AT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

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i fucking hate emotions

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*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it