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at some point I think you do have to make the internal choice that you want to get better. You have to actively work against your maladaptive coping and work to learn to replace them with healthier coping skills. It has to come from within, removing negative external factors can help but the rest of the legwork has to come from within.

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King of my heart / body and soul

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Late night.. blogging

Hello there. I haven't written anything new for quite a long time. Also, it's 2023 today. Happy New Year!

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No one reads my blogs: a rant

I often see posts about why you should always reblog posts rather than liking them and, while I agree with those, my stance is that what I do doesn't matter anyways because no one will see what I reblog, as I have no readers at all.

It makes me sad when I think about it and I know it's childish, but I won't put effort into a thing that'll give me no reward, which ideally should be some human-like interaction.

Long story short, I'm sorry I don't post much and I wish I had the mental capacities to be more consistent, but I don't have them 🙃

If you follow this blog or some other of mine (and I recommend starting with @oneswiftection-reblogs), the benefit is that you'll likely not even notice my posts - as they're so few - except when I eventually do post something, but then it'll be a rare and meaningful occasion and you won't mind that much 😌

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And I know I should walk away / But I'll follow you down to the grave / I don't know how many times I can fall onto your knife / But if I leave you it kills me just the same

Kills Me Just The Same, Cimorelli

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Anyways, I've seen TJLCE ep 49 today and I've so many things so say, but I haven't been able to formulate them yet. The wheels in my brain are spinning, so I guess it's gonna be a few days.

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I love drivers license so much that I've been listening to it almost everyday for two months now. I love its energy, and the vocals and the emotions in it. I, luckily, never went to such a heartbreak and no one wrote songs about me, but this song still speaks to my soul, somehow.

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I don't know if this qualifies as a personal post, but I quite like how my whole 'blog system' turned out. Surely, there are always things to improve, but I feel I've made some progress in my non-ending quest of making my social media presentable.

Also, I'm 'working' on my next Twitter account and slowly towards my new FB profile pic, by attentively analysing every photo of me that is taken (and that's roughly 5 per year). No photo has been deemed adequate so far, but I'll keep you posted.