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i miss this blog sm…

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if i had a fanart blog, would you follow it—-

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hi so um, i’m taking a short break from rpc. long story short, i quit my job, i am looking for an apartment to live, looking into for treatment against suicidal thoughts. i might whimsically come back around, but personal life things have never been this hurtful. i will not be on discord either, i guess you will just have to wait and see 🩷

Buonasera :)

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Ju-On: The Grudge (2002) // dir. Takashi Shimizu

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I think I don’t know what it is- but H*nnibal using mauve colored paper to leave letters to Will and others as well- like he asked for that color himself. Mauve is a grey purple type color, Dark Purple was Mischa’s favorite color; it is so interesting how H*nnibal expresses his vengeance as living and in details, mwah chefs kiss for that!

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little update, while i’m helloing with new mutuals, i currently have a lot on my mind, but i hope i can be here soon!

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You are not a wolf, and this is a land of wolves now.

Sicario (2015) dir. Denis Villeneuve

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DETECTIVE RUST COHLE, from TRUE DETECTIVE 1.02 “Seeing Things”

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get to know the author. (I am doing this on mobile 🤡)

name. i really have no clue at this point, so many nicknames and pen names of which i get absolutely instantly bored because my span for consistency is that of a bee. but for now, J. pronounced in whichever way you enjoy.

pronouns. don’t refer to me lmao. no but they / them / he are okay. only three people on here can use the other rhetoric

preference of communication. if we are talking ic, i love wire for that.. or tumblr if we plot- if ooc, discord is very much STILL overwhelming for me, i do prefer tumblr ims, but i am keen on accommodating others and not myself 🩷

most active muse. neither, i tend to just not be on tumblr all that much! Or i blog hop. Which i know can be annoying to others.

best experience. meeting new people and getting to know their culture and their understanding of things. and obviously creative writing :))

rp pet peeves. this is more of a tumblr pet peeve, but the constant updates and formatting to accommodate those updates is so overwhelming and i can’t keep up, i had a 2.5 year break from this community and it feels so different and overwhelming because i just didn’t keep up to know how to format now. But also? Dictating other people’s / my muses ? Speaking in portrayal sense. Everyone sees everything different and perceives things as different. Which is why rpc interesting. This is most common in the comics fandoms??? Everyone out there feels like they own their muse, which is why i most likely will not follow a comic muse unless i know the person prior.

plots or memes. honestly? whichever sparks up the muse. meaning- if the other muse provokes my muse to jump out somehow, this can happen with either AND with ooc chemistry between writers

long or short replies. whatever we plot, baby.

are you like your muses. if you know… you know.

tagged: @silencelambs ty ty ty!!

tagging: steal it 💗

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another person han relates to is margot, but that’s for another meta >:I

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I got followed by a clarice blog, which is so cool and amazing and lovely, but thinking about the dynamic between clarice n han is that han has this obsession over this woman because he is constantly reminded of the good parts of him that have died long ago and with the goodness that clarice has over the events that she experienced in her childhood vs how they mirror han completely and what has become of him because of them, how bastardly he is because of them. That is why he relates to her, but his evilness still stemmed into placing her into danger and made her face her massive fears all the while he was all knowing, just like god. he still made her face those things, just like god did to him.

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BETTER CALL SAUL S06E09 - Fun and Games

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What do mean, there’s no evidence? You have him seen with the ciphers. The military boot prints. The same size shoes and gloves. The Most Dangerous Game. The Zodiac watch. The background with school children. The misspellings of Christ-mass. The bloody knives. All circumstantial.

ZODIAC | 2007 dir. David Fincher

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this fanart of h*nnibal with the reference of franz stuck’s l*cifer

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silence of the l*mbs scene of h*nnibal killin the guards but insteas of classical music, it’s tame imp*ala and instead of sir hopkins, it’s giancarlo.